Lying weakly in the bed With scorching bright heat Piercing one of my panes My shoulder blades blazing While the virus inside me Chews steadily on my flesh
Insides me flames Like shotguns Fired deep into my brains Making me numb Those creatures inhabit inside grinning wide, floating on my face
Pale ( not teary) eyes of my Ma Makes me believe I am still alive and left with a fight But the change in colour outside And the chaotic headstones inside Says the otherwise
The sunset may seem beautific But for me it's a dive into nothingness A hollow cast cave with some leftover breaths I search for my sun frantically But seems it left my domain Taking away my yellows Replacing with its murky shades
Ma recognises my Worldly stricken fear Mixes meds to my milk To make me return to my half dead state Giving me rice paper hopes of fire (f)lies Telling me our window glass is just stained sun is still out , And daffodils are just As bright as my face
The scattered hopes in my dad's eyes Are like the scribbled crimsons in the sky Giving up easily to the darkness of the night Yet waking up with a bold blue gaze To a bright new sky
"I guess everybody thinks about old times, even the happiest people." — Willa Cather
If we could only turn back time - Faded photograph
Seeing you on the left I smiled reminiscing old times Like two saplings entwined, spurt together Like two kids, friends forever Like a shoe without its lace We sticked together Taking blames, holding Nick names Playing stupid old games Stayed up to study all night Ended up gossiping till sun shined bright Frowned and envied when one of us scored high Yet applauded each other without a sigh Adulthood arrived going separate ways The ocean called and seasons changed Miles apart, you flew beneath the sky, unfettered Lost touch with distance and time Busy we're left climbing to our high Days changed to month and a year And we kept procrastinating calls, To meet our daily arrears A lot left unsaid and unheard A lot of memories unstirred Today, seeing your update with another set of friends Felt some pain as my mind raced back in time seeking back those rare fleeting moments Starry eyed, I hesitate to look back.
~ Though, Now no longer part of your life Know that, i still look back and smile
I'm a lost child of autumn who hides behind the hunter's moon to steal the metaphors for cold heartbreaks, tipsy sunsets and twirling lavenders and I scribble sonnets near the blanket of darkness while embracing the collapsing world & disguised phantoms.
And you're the alone firefly neither belong to the breathless autumn nor belong to the purple lavenders You belong to that unclasping darkness melting away near the scalds of hopes while crumpling the wreaths of withered orchids & dead chrysanthemums.
We, two divergent portraits hung on the walls of two unrelated porches but we gulp the same syllable of a poet inside his antichamber of grey-lipped solitude yet offbeat for his paired fantasies.
Dear stranger, You know lately i was having a conversation with my dad about same old generation gap and i said "you know papa the world has changed now, its too tough here society sucks and you were lucky to grew up in good old days " and after i was done blabbering he said "world has never changed even a bit, its all the same people have changed society is nothing but us at the end of the day, we have became insensitive towards others, we ourselves are responsible for making survival tough, there was no such thing as golden era it was always about golden hearts " He smiled and left the conversation. And today I'm thinking about it over again and again thats yes that's how things are really. People around us, with us they make our world sometimes happier or mostly hell. You know all my life till date I have seen people come and go. Some merely promised to stay and some really did.
You know there could be no divisions in homosapiens for sure but i still think there are two types of people first those who claim to love you and others those who really love you. There's no in between. Family friends relatives partners colleagues cousins omg!! So many people out there are actually taking up space in our lives and we are knowingly unknowingly actually shaped and nurtured in certain way under their influence. But i guess there needs to be a fullstop, an actual realization of who's important, Today look around and see who is still there, still there to hold you in your weakest moments,to cry with you to celebrate with you, to live laugh with you. Look around they are your people and don't be disheartened if you can count those numbers on your tips cause those who left were never meant to stay. They left and it was their choice, they could have stood with you, fought for you but they never did and that's how you should remember them.
We're actually growing up in era of heartbreaks the more sad your pfp, playlist and feeds are the more cool and happening your life is. Happiness and smiles are underrated and its truth. No offence to anyone but its high time we start cherishing what we have, we start caring for the people who cared for us, adore the people. All the times when we said the meanest things, did the rudest things ever, throwed tantrums, cried our heart out, or spilled our secrets,all the times when we revealed our worst demons when we trusted them all those people who really stood with us in all those times are real ones, rare ones. Its high time we appreciate their love. Its high time we stop crying for ones who left, its high time to actually move on. Take love and spread love someone out there is really wishing for your good. Go adore them before they choose to abandon you!!
Zindgi ek safar hai suhana yha kl Kya ho kisne jana ❤ -hopenotes_here ❤ #strangersays