It's becoming difficult for me to breathe, with these deadly emotions choking me. I'm not for this world anymore, and nothing in it, is for me. My will to love, to live, to feel anything, to hold on to memories, disappearing; like I lost the oars to my life's boat and now just hopelessly, aimlessly floating. Deep into the shallow waters I drift away, drowning myself in my own tears in a way. This body, useless vessel, filled with holes yet keeping me afloat, my life's cruel way to torture me and gloat. I've endured this pain and suffering for far too long, no strength left in me, my mind feeble, my soul not anymore strong. With the rising waves I want to drown deep inside the water, so deep, not afraid to drown, won't even stutter. With dark thunderous tides bashing me over and over again on my head, the fear, possible emotions, everything inside me probably dead.
Dedicated to someone special Someone who is really close to my heart Someone I really loved Someone I never want to loose Someone who brings happiness to me Someone who made me cry too Someone who pushed me up Someone who slammed me down too I really love you "someone"
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