Grid View
List View
Reposts
  • lovelynotes 11w

    Me without you,
    It's like a city without houses,
    A forest without trees,
    A river without water...
    I need you,
    I need us
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 17w

    The clock ticking,
    Echoes of it's sound ringing in my ears,
    I'm constantly reminded,
    My time is almost up.
    I'd soon take my last breath,
    I'd soon be living among the dead
    And even my loudest shouts won't reach the surface,
    I'd be buried six feet deep.
    It's inevitable,
    I'd soon be gone,
    I'd soon be dust,
    My times ticking fast
    But I'm not really bothered,
    None of it weighs down on my mind,
    I just want you to remember me in the end.
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 19w

    Stifled laughs,
    Aching smiles,
    I can feel my cheeks no more.
    The fake smile's now a part of me,
    The happy sad laugh a routine...
    So the world strolls past me
    And no one recognises my pain.
    I'm not just broken,
    I'm shattered
    But my unwanted mask
    Blinds everyone of this plight...
    They rest all their burdens on me
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 19w

    If my time was almost up
    And in months time they'd gather to sing my dirge,
    If I had no chance of survival
    And I could only keep counting my last breaths,
    I won't try to travel the world
    Or go on some crazy adventures,
    I won't change anything
    Or go anywhere than where I am now
    And where I am now is with you.
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 19w

    Ink drops,
    Blood drops,
    Time goes,
    Rivers flow
    But one constant thing remains
    It's my love for you.
    I can't hold it in
    Yet I don't know how to express it.
    I can't make it fade
    So it keeps burning me from inside.
    You lit fire in my bossom
    And I can do nothing but get burnt.
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 19w

    Drop your ink on paper,
    Let the words allign to your command.
    Paint pictures for us to see...
    The good, the bad and ugly.
    Show us your view of this twisted world,
    Tell your story with every ink drop...
    Lets see the world through the artists eyes.
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 33w

    As he walked away he said I should not blame myself for anything that he his the cause of his pain but I make him smile so he'd see me in his next life. How does he expect me to smile when I'm constantly feeling his absence, it's piercing me and deep in my core I feel like I'm the cause. He says I'm not but he left cos he thought there won't be an us, he walked away thinking I don't feel the same way he does, so knowing this how do I tell myself I'm not at fault. But why didn't I speak, why didn't I tell him that I love him, yea I know life goes on but it goes on not at the best way it would've been... with him by my side. I'm trying to wear the smile he said I should but he use to be the one to put the smile on my face. I know he's gone so I'd do one thing I'd atleast listen to what my love said I should do. I know it's difficult but I'd try. I'd find a way to be at peace with his absence, I'd try to clear my heart of the guilt it holds, I'd try my best to put on that smile that he so wants me to, I'd try my best to stay calm and wait for him to return like he said he would...in my next life.
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 33w

    Him: are you always this way?
    Her: yes
    Him: like always optimistic about stuff?
    Her: I guess so, I was taught to always be. Why ask?
    Him: just wanted to know.
    Her: that can't be all, there's more to this.
    Him: yes there is. You know....I always got my hopes high
    Her: about what exactly?
    Him: you, I always thought that someday you'd love me just like I do to you but it never happened.
    Her: wait...don't just leave.
    Him: it's fine, it's not your fault anyway. I was the one fooling myself.
    Her: I....
    Him: don't worry optimism isn't for all of us anyways, don't blame yourself for anything. I cause my pain but you make me smile, I'd see you in my next life
    Her: (as he walked away) I love you but I don't know how to tell you without destroying what we have but I guess it's destroyed anyways. I'd miss you.
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 34w

    If only I cared less about you,
    Not minding your feelings and pain,
    Not caring if you'd have a heart ache.
    If I walked by that very day without saying hi
    Pretending I didn't see a beautiful girl cry,
    Pretending not to hear your call for help.
    If only I did this I'd be ok now,
    I wouldn't be feeling so weird arround you,
    I wont be scared to look you in the eye,
    Or even be concerned when you don't wave my bye,
    I wont be so scared when you dont pick my call....
    I'd just be fine all the way.
    ©lovelynotes

  • lovelynotes 34w

    Pls read, like, comment, repost, share and follow my page if my work is appealing. Tnx for your support

    Read More

    Deep into my soul
    Your words drilled deeper
    Little did I know I was only hurting myself.
    I placed you so high and I wasn't ready to see the truth,
    I placed standards for you, me, for us
    But we could never come close to them.
    I wasted time trying to solve a puzzle that had no answer
    Cos this puzzle wasn't made to be solved.
    I blame myself, no one else
    Not you, not anyone.
    I hurt myself by letting myself go
    Opening up for the first time
    I should've locked up longer or maybe forever,
    I'd probably be happier than I am now
    But I did it and I live with the consequences.
    Your words were the truth and the truth hurts
    So I guess I hurt myself by telling myself lies...
    I'm ready to tell myself the truth now
    And the bitter one at that.
    I'd rather die a painful death knowing this truth
    Than live a million happy years in that lie.
    I guess this is it,
    RIP to my dreams of us,
    Toast to the good, the bad and the ugly moments...
    I'm finally moving past this and yes it hurts
    But it's necessary, good bye
    I'd see you on the other side of life where I cross no lines.
    ©lovelynotes