//Because someone once said-- YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU KNOW, TOUGHER THAN YOU BELIEVE..//
THE VAGABOND INDOORS
My mouth I open- Wide like a shark But I'm not allowed to bark So I just let out a Woof , No, I'm not dumb - just all aloof.
Who am I ? A product of healthy evolution, The fittest to fit in civilization, Yes , to myself I often speak, Nothing like a convo at its peak.
They got toys in their playstore, Yet I'm the Teddy prime, They're my abductors, I'm the witness to their crime, But you don't know that, or do you?
My 'Family's' nostalgic flashbacks and Staying indoors: trying out use'FOOL' life hacks, They think all I do is eat and sleep , Little time they had to see me weep , Memories from past : all worn and ditched,
Just another forlorn day, That stunning dp in white and grey, A serene - no smilie face, That distant look everlining grace, But that's just a stare - no blinks, Even our impressions don't sync, Guess it was me who it did jinx! Remember -- we were FRIENDS, So can't we be till the end; Against the very trend? Are quarrels more than friendships strong , Was my mistake so miserably wrong, And now to speak to you- I shall ever long, While silent one sided emotions throng__ My terrific tragedy- I'm concerned but shall never tell , Even though my emotions plead n yell, And you shall never know , Sweet Debbie- while you rock and glow!! I know I like you and you don't, Wish I could tell you but I won't, Wish we could least talk as Friends , If just for once I could have it on amends, Yet I shall never say, and you'll never know..
I wandered lonely as a cloud, That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
- William Wordsworth
When I realised all at once, When I bid my barred cage ope, My blue-bird hesitated, A blankly-wilted stare, A struggle : flappin the sore wings, But I helped it fly anyway..
When I realised all at once, When I bid my barred cage ope, I let my blue-bird leave, The rhythmic rhymes bid adieu, While I bathed in ethereal silence, My blue heart pumping memories..
When I realised all at once, When I bid my barred cage ope, I set my blue-bird free - From a shell of Hell-not meant for him, Reiterating his sweet voice, Along the broken fragments of my blank Verse..
When I realised all at once, When I bid my barred cage ope, I revelled in newly attained nobility, Concentrated on my chores, Morphed my occulted amorphous self, Wandering limitlessly along my blue-sky !
Yesterday, my dear I stared at the empty skies with an empty soul and a hollow love, she threw a quilt of sunrays on my cold body, but it didn't breathe life in me, the way you did.
I went to the trees I buried my agony under, They were blooming, Even while you were asleep, but, my dearest, they seemed a little happier when you were there.
I sang to the hunger of my hunters they, my darling, they wept, they begged, and begged for mercy, I rejoiced, Does it make me a monster my dear, that I rejoiced at their tears, the ones they owed to me?
I touched the glass bottles and the scathing acids staring at my soul they felt the same, but back then, I'd run to you, and you'd own my cascading tears, and I'd borrow your soothing silences.
Yesterday, I gazed at the sky my dear, and sat on the benches you touched, They felt more me than you. The trees were dressed in honey gold, August left, September wept, And I was the happiest girl in this world. But my dear, Only when I'd lose myself, I'd know my value.
Yesterday, I lent my shoulder to the sky and she shared her grievances with me, Until she parted for now, unlike your one forever that turned out true, my dear, unlike you. Today I crushed the pedestal I put you on, Burnt the temple I worshipped you in, Befriended the skies I looked you in.
I'm an angel weeping in these ostentatious grounds of autumn but I'll tell you the truth, The wounds of August are bleeding still, but September is healing what we can't see. ~ avani