As I happened to visit a snacks centre on a lazy weekends, a softy lady with golden skin caught my eye. My heart juice melted like sugar .... Ahem said the waiter serving me a hot Chocolate cuppa of mine just as the Hot gal in front of me What more do I want now As my dancing sizzlers arrived with a starters of scrumptious Soya chhap, the lady who made my heart skip a beat begin to leave ... Oh please don't go Goddess ..let me adore you a bit more ... The waiter who asked for water understood my conditions ..and gave a pat on the table ... My dear sir, please concentrate on your Delicacies ... your food first. The lady is an often visitor here ..she is partially special child and daughter of one of the greatest persons of Member of Parliament. If her bodyguards notice you ... I am sure your life will not be spared. That day I Learned my 3 mistakes and 3 most vital lessons in my pocket journal -
I can let go of you, I think. But how can I let go of the way your hands fit in mine, You, being the missing piece of my puzzle. How do I forget the sound of your laugh that used to light up my dullest day. How do I make myself understand that I can't look at you the way my heart desires. How do I stop feeling what I feel for you,
//How do i make my heart understand that it can't love you anymore//
That it needs to let you go for it to heal. But it won't, it loves to love you. It loves to be in love with you even when it can't get your heart in return.
~It's fine with being the only one in love~ All I ever wanted was for you to look at me the way I look at you, All my heart ever wanted was to love you forever and a little more than that, All I ever wanted was you to love me the way I did, even if it was a little, It would have been more than enough. A little love was all I asked for.
All my heart wanted was your heart in return of mine. -Gelukzoeker
You can't make someone love you.
And ahahahhahah idk what is this. Just a rant.
@writersnetwork and one more time. all you do is like and run away Surprise me, for once.
I'll probably not blame myself for what happened to you, because that is something I promised to someone who is kind of what you were and will always be to me.
When you left, you took away everything. Hours feel like days, days feel like months, months feel like years and everything is still the same, just that you're not there to make it any different, cause you were the only one who could. It gets heavy and I've no idea what to do now. How did you make it so easy for me? How did you took away the heaviness that suffocated me? You were always there, holding onto me, never left my side, Even when we had our stupid fights or Even on the nights I pushed you away, You held me like the light in the darkness. I had you, all of you and now, I have just the memories, which we don't make anymore.
You're the reason i know love, You taught me what love is, You taught me how to love, You showed me what its like to love someone without any expectations. You taught me that you don't give up on the people you love.
//I gave up on myself, while you never did.//
How could you be the only one that made everything better, not temporarily but permanently.
//Sometimes I think the universe was jealous of us, and that's why it took you away from me. Because in this temporary world, we were a forever, weren't we?//
You're the reason I look up at the sky and cry a little more, cause somewhere out there, i know you're there too. I try not to look up anymore, But I still do, Cause whenever I look up, I feel like you're looking at me too and in that moment, I feel whole. -gelukzoeker