Exactly two weeks before, on the 16th of December 2020, I decided to leave this place forever. I wanted to reduce my screen time and this is true friends, "I left behind myselves in here." So I have decided to come back and never ever leave this place anymore.
I'm extremely sorry for all the chaos and mess. I'm sorry for switching decisions just because I fell into the trap of mood swings. I have never been like this. I had used to take decisions, the right decisions, in just a matter of a second and had never swung in the pendulum of time and mood. But look at this, it was totally confusing.
A new year is upcoming, 2021. I felt odd when I celebrated a christmas without wishing y'all a "MERRY CHRISTMAS". And I don't want that to happen this new year. At least my posts are not gonna be as regular as that of before, but I will try my best to stick onto good content and improved language. Because I write for 'me' and you read for 'you' and it becomes 'we'. That 'we' is the missing part of my life. I discovered it in here and when I left this place, I felt a part of me missing.
Afterall, I love reading and writing, there was a purpose for which I came, for which I left and for which I came back again.
And then suddenly A path emerged From nowhere Beside the path Grew beautiful flowers Both sides covered With huge trees The leaves greener She moved towards the path The dull dress turned into A prettier one And as she moved on and on She felt some changes She looked backwards And............................... She saw all the green leaves Turning to grey... Into grey and began to fall off And the way emerged Into a beautiful palace
// Fiction has long borrowed an idea of "another world" from myth, legend and religion. Heaven, Hell, Olympus, and Valhalla are all "alternative universes" different from the familiar material realm. Plato reflected deeply on the parallel realities, resulting in Platonism, in which the upper reality is perfect while the lower earthly reality is an imperfect shadow of the heavenly. The lower reality is similar but with flaws. // - Wikipedia
My next class is cooking class,wish the ‘staying away' plan works cause there's a certain jerk face in that class with me.When I entered the class Ethan was right there,like he was waiting for me to make an entry. I wish that I could just wipe of his stupid smirk from his dumb face. I avoided him as much as I can but he won't stop urging me to burst out at his face for irritating the hell out of me. When the bell finally rang I felt like it took an eternity. I used my ninja instinct and bolted out of the door. I had forgotten to pack my lunch today. Aaarghh I hate cafeteria foods. This whole day sucks.
As I walked into the cafeteria I noticed that the boys are sitting at their table, flirting with girls who are also sitting at the table. Mmm I am not surprised at all. I brought a chicken wrap and cranberry juice. It turned out to be gross. Next time I need to choose a school with best cafeteria. I know,if food could ever propose me I will gladly say yes. Hehe..
To my surprise Claire came and sat beside me. “You sure you wanna put your reputation at stake?" I joked. “I don't remember having one".She scoffed. Ohh she spits fire,I love her.. We continued to talk about school stuff but I seemed to zone out. I could feel their eyes staring at me. Don't ask me,you know who. Are they actually different from what they seems to be. Oh no they are not Ava,they are not good at all. Remember they are the jerks who chucked you in the pool and caused you all the pain. Suddenly I was snapped out of my thoughts when Claire called me.“Ava,are you ok. We gotta go,class starts soon". “Ya ya ,I forgot. I was just getting up". I lied. I don't think Claire believed that but she just dropped the topic. Then we just went to our classes.
After school I said goodbye to Claire and grabbed my bag from the locker. Then someone grabbed my wrist and turned me around. I froze when I so Dylan. Stupid stupid stupid,why are you scared idiot. “Can't you guys take a break or do you wanna dip me another pool". I spat at his face. Mm I am brave. “You weren't here for the past few weeks, why?" He asked ignoring my previous outburst.
“Ooh now the boy who actually chucked me in the pool wants to know why didn't come to school. For your information jerk I nearly drowned in the pool. I guess next time you need to be more considerate when you take revenge on a girl". I sneered. Truth to be told I lied to him, because my condition was worse due to condition and I am too weak. I hate this life. For a minute Dylan looked stunned by my words but recovered later. Anyway every thing because of these morons.
Without looking back I walked out of the building, thankfully I didn't miss my bus this time. I sat down in my usual spot at the front. Again. I sighed
When the bus started moving I caught a glimpse of the three boys talking. Our eyes met,I looked away.. Completely ignoring them. Wish I will be able to do that more often. I mean ignoring them more often.
~Annmary - Cassie.M
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Will the boys become her friends later on? Do they care about her? Again why do u think she is weak?