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  • leena_afsha_ishrot 10h

    11:50 p.m. 17/4/21

    I feel the guilty mind in me
    Every time I see you
    I wish I could tell you before
    I know it's too late
    I never give heed
    That this funny conversation will transform into some fuel, someday
    From where I will be named as a betrayer
    The absence of conversation doesn't imply the absence of emotions
    I feel pity
    I feel to go nowhere, except in your heart
    Nor do I have the strength to say
    I am captive by your reflections
    I have listened to your voice, before 551 days'
    I am a whole different person, after your absence
    I befriend myself from my former self
    Will you accept me as your spouse, still?

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  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1d

    16/4/21 12:16 a.m

    #leena_unsaidwords #ceesteposts #pod

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    Your arrival taught me about platonic love
    Your departure taught even if it is a part of body or glass
    It's not the same after shattered
    Our love can be an analogy of ear and spectacle

    Who cares about pauper?
    Some show sympathy
    Some kick him
    Just like my situation...

    I am elated in your absence
    Neither I have a desire to meet you
    Nor do I complain about anything

    Don't you remember, once you have said you'd liberate me from yourself
    Let me tell you, I am the one to arrest you only in my mind and heart
    You never sprinkle greenly, not even for a moment

    What I need these days are-
    Self-help, good books, career growth

    But sometimes I am obsessed with my past

    Who loves darkness?
    Who loves sleepless nights?
    Who loves raw scribblings?
    Who loves to scratch their skins?

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  • leena_afsha_ishrot 5d

    12/4/21 1:00 a.m.

    Willing to lose
    To fall deep down
    To hide the bruises by layers of foundations and concealers
    What about crack lips?
    You have a genuine emotion
    By saying: my absence hardly bothers you
    Now, see, volcanoes by you
    Led me to write elegy, melody and what not!
    Agree for having true emotion
    Who cares?
    Even if I am fighting with my depression, all alone
    Due to my naive mind
    I am lost
    I feel as the world in front of has shattered
    I am wrong
    It isn't as it appears to be
    This taught widened my eyes
    It's not anyone's object
    That they come to scratch and tear me up
    It's my precious life
    Which has a rhythm, harmony whole
    Thank you for saying that bitter truth words
    But today I proudly say: that made me unstoppable
    If that doesn't happened in my life
    I would live in a false life
    For considering you as my soulmate is nothing more than a mistake
    Yeah I pray for you, still
    Regardless I don't want you back
    Truth is always sour to hear
    But that made me bold and limitless
    From that day onwards, I care of my existence
    I give priority for who I am?
    You doesn't deserve me... maybe some better or maybe some low
    Although not my concern, who do you belong!
    But not me, atleast

    #leena_unsaidwords #ceesreposts

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    An ode to not care

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 5d

    10/4/21 7:36 p.m.

    #hindinama #hindiwriters #leena_unsaidwords

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    Jaan - e - adaa = soul of charm

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    रातों में यह सड़कें भी चीखती है,
    कोई जिस्म बिक रहा हैं, तो
    कोई अपनी जान-ए-अदा के तलाश में हैं, और
    कुछ लोग अपनी भटकती मंजिलों पर दरबदर घूम रहे हैं

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1w

    ख़ुशी है, इस बात पर की. तुम खुश हो मेरे बग़ैर

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1w

    10/4/21 4:26 p.m.

    #leena_unsaidwords #wod #lyrics

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    My pain in me keeps me awake
    My dream and my comfort zone, fail to be close with coziness

    Let me die, let me cry
    Let me sleep to eternity

    But, I ain't an ordinary man
    That lives in a swarm
    Goes where each one steps

    I am the rarest diamond
    No matter even if I stand in the crowd
    I am recognized for my uniqueness

    Yeah my pain never let me doze
    There's zero interval in the life
    Fresh day, haunting memories of former days

    Happy? Or sad?
    Rich? Or less wealthy?
    Curious about myself?
    Nothing dear!

    Some emotions mix with galvanized
    Some barriers of shackles on my mind and ankles

    The moment I think of die
    Is the moment I feel vulnerable
    But that's the period of survival

    Patience, survival, disheartened are the phases to stimulate action
    To stabilize the situation
    To calm the inner self
    To control the conscious mind
    To use the language in an elevated composition

    © Leenaafsha

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    Prisoner of adolescence

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1w

    10/4/21 2:55 p.m.

    #leena_unsaidwords #buildingc #goodbye #wod

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    Sometimes I regrets for my past
    Sometimes I feel exhausted
    Sometimes I am madly in love
    Neither I can go back and erase it
    Nor anyone will accept me for who I am
    In fear of judgements, I lose myself
    I have nothing own to address as mine

    What am I?
    A path finder?
    Peeping from kaleidoscope of life's journey
    Hanging with yesterday's lies
    Hoping for tomorrow's burning candle
    Disturbed, depressed, discomfort or to discover
    Fear of body shaming, fear of critical comments
    I lose myself in search of refined archetype

    Illuminated thoughts, twilight, under the cosmos
    Feels like box with minute, malefic witch
    Distracted from the aims of my birth, my existence
    Goodbyes to sincerity and great affection
    Living outside a real life
    Deeper the lines, carries abundance of failures
    A lie to self is always a betrayal to ownself

    Everyday when I close my eyesight
    Sometimes I feel this is last day to wave hands to the world
    Sometimes I feel I live in a hallucinations
    Building layers of poetic verse with sweet and sour experience
    Walking like a wanderer
    Watching like a eagle's prey
    Sometimes I need to sit under a tree who give a little shade

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  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1w

    9/04/21 10:55 p.m.

    #leena_unsaidwords #ceesreposts #lyrics

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    I feel to end me
    What's the definition of "real"?
    I give less concern for "what they think of me?"
    I don't know who am I
    After every few seconds,
    I find a different version of me

    I pen raw
    I pen dark
    Sometimes too more attached
    Sometimes I find amongst attention seekers
    Sometimes I need the shelter of tenderness
    Sometimes I feel irritation

    A blend of blues and purples
    Followed by sanguine and sang-froid
    Someday, somewhere I met an angel
    Who says, sometimes it bitter to let go of the pain
    But it's necessary to keep the pain inside us

    Though it's not easy to hold every time
    But to vent out sensations through words, not by tears
    Sometimes I am imbecile
    Sometimes I feel cheerful
    Sometimes I sit abandoned
    Sometimes I paint you

    Unfortunately, I loved you in autumn
    They asked not to wet in the rain
    But they hardly can glimpse my waterfall, flowing fountains of the rivulet
    Just like a wave,
    Sometimes boosted
    And sometimes dropped off
    I feel to end myself

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  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1w

    Gul - flower
    Justuju - longing
    ranjhish - anguish
    Qahr - anger, divine wrath
    Iztiraab - restlessness
    Zehnaseeb - someone who is blessed

    #leena_unsaidwords #hindiwriters #hindinama


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    9/4/21 8:29 p.m.

    मोहब्बत नहीं था तो बाता देते
    ज़ख्म दें कर सिखाने के क्या जरूरत थी?

    मोहब्बत बचाने की खातिर. खुद को निजी बनाया
    गुल की कद्र कहा था?

    जानती हूं, तुम बहाने बनाने में माहिर हों
    पर अब तुम्हारी इंतज़ार नहीं करती हूं

    पहले लहजा बदलें फिर आजाद हुआ खुद
    तुम कहते थे, मेरे साथ होना ज़ह नसीब सी हैं
    फिर क्यूं इरादे बदलें?

    कभी मिला नहीं तुम्हें, पर मिलने की जुस्तजू है
    न रंजिशें है नहीं क़हर है
    केवल इजतिरब की शिकार हुई हैं


  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1w

    9/4/21 9:50 a.m.


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    If you are in love with an artist
    You will shine every day