Is love worth the risk Of the pain it causes when it all goes wrong? Is it worth exposing ones vulnerable, beating, heart Knowing the other may hold a knife? Is it worth allowing the healing balm of love To be applied to ones heart When said balm may later turn to poison? I would gladly die in exchange for but ONE drop of precious love. True love IS worth the greatest risk How do I know this? CALVARY!!
I had to say so many things love, I had to tell you how I felt, But I never found the courage to do that.
And now when it's all left unsaid, Ghosts of my thoughts haunt me every night, Leaving me wondering everything that could have been.
If I had said everything, had the things turned out any different ? Or did I do the right thing?
But, If I was right then why am I sad? Why is my heart in conflict with my mind? Why do I wish I had told you everything?
I wish I had told you that In the lowest of my moments, I seek you, for you are my relief. And in the best of my times, I seek you, for you are my motivation.
I wish I had told you that How grateful I was For having you in my life, And how amazed I was of the fact that someone like you exists.
I wish I had told you that The best memories I have, I have them with you. And the best moments I have lived, I have lived them with you.
I wish I had told you that I have divided my whole life, Into before you and after you. You have made such a deep impact, And blurred out all the past wounds.
I wish I had told you that In you I have found the best friend that I needed, And the genuine person that I loved. It felt nice when I could be myself with you, I knew, you won't judge me no matter what I do.
I wish I had told you that It was not some childish crush that I felt for you, But I saw you inside out and decided that I loved you.
There were so many things to say, So many words left abandoned and unspoken.