If I only had a chance, I would have told her how much I loved her, how I was thinking about her every single moment, and how much I cared about her, but I knew wasn't capable enough to be her lover to whom she can accept and to prevent the relation i with her I never told her and now regret it!!.
Started crawling in my skin Insecurity spin the walls caving in so i talked my self down don't need to laugh cause I'm clown living in this self hate downtown
Why am I feeling lonely When a lot of people is around me? Why am I not still happy? If somebody loves me?
Do I need to be water well? Just to make myself well? Should I be proud to have lots of friends align? When self don't know to be a good friend of mine?
I used to try anything but everybody's staring It's a a room full of rumor and my self is one of abuser
Always wondering what is happening Should I blame myself for this thing? Should I blame myself for letting them in? Should I blame myself for breathing?
I was dying to escape myself Like a creature reaching the delph But who's gonna help? If the antagonist is self
It's like a movie that haven't seen by anybody there were actors pretending that happiness has no ending
I'm the writer of the script and the paper is to let the heart reap Then mind is director upkeep To let my self made, the greatest freak
So hey! self hear me now You need to love your scars somehow Feel better in your skin and begin, To see the things that all go wrong Is where perfection belong I won't say it all gets better But somehow, self love make us strong forever.