Your reminder for the day:Don't let some mfks ruin your image of you. You are smart. You are awesome. Love yourself.
@mirakee @writersnetwork #funny #sarcasm #humor
Some people are like those chocolate coated strawberries, good-looking but ordinary taste.©itshumera
Word Prompt: Write a 3 word one-liner on Endure
Endure your flaws
I've tried innumerable apps for sharing my words, alot of them were good. But everytime I open this simple app(mirakee, I'm talking about) I feel like I've come back home. My first every write-up was written and shared here. I've posted not mere posts, I've grown here. Mirakee, you are my happy place.So to honour that and to be with mirakee again, I've decided to start a confessions series through which I will be sharing major realisations of my life and more.Lot's of love to Mirakee..❤️©itshumera
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And we liveWith secrets in our heartUntold, unsharedWhy tell anyone, really?Sharing destroys the beauty of locked talesI might've been a criminalOr a victimOr bothOr noneBut you don't need to knowNobody needs to knowWhat I've been throughWhat I go throughWhat I hide.Not an open book,I choose to beEnigmatical.©itshumera
Thak jaata hoon..Khud ko samete rakh nahi paata..Bikhar jaata hoon.Khaof ke kaale baadal cha jaate hain..Toh khud mein hi simat jaata hoon.Ladkhadata hoon..Gir bhi jaata hoon..Kabhi rota toh kabhi hasta hoon..Aur uth jaata hoon.Raaton ko neend nahi aati..Jaagta hoon..Kabhi so bhi jaata hoon.Akela mehsoos hota hai..Sabhi se baat karne chalaa aata hoon..Aksar khud hi mein masroof ho jata hoon.Likhna chahta toh hoon..Phir bhi likh nahi paata hoon..Lafzon ki her-pench mein atak jaata hoon..Mai thak jaata hoon.©begumhumera
#thoughts #poetry #life @lonewalker le tag karna bhool gayi thi
Inteyhayi khaofnak lagte the jo andhereAaj beyinteha chain o sukoon diya karte hainGhut ghut ke zindagi kuch aise jiya karte hain keBahaaron ki chaah mein sub o shaam roliya karte hainDekhte hain jab parindon ko aazaad urdteKhidkiyan jalan ke maare band karliya karte hainMaosam e sarmah se filhal dill laga liya haiGarmahat se har qism ki moo mord liya karte hainBaat karni aati toh hai parAksar chup hokar doosron ko sun liya karte hainKhud pe naaz nahi kar paate jaane kiunUnki khoobiyan khoob bayaan kiya karte hainYun toh mashware bohot dete hain sabko behtareenAh! apni pechidgiyoun me phasey reh liya karte hainSuljhe hue se lagne waleKashmakash me har dam jiya karte hainKaifiyat hi ajeeb hai aaj kal hamariNaa jaane kaise muskura liya karte hain©begumhumera
Waqayee, ajeeb hai tu, Aye waqt!Ik pal ko apnaDusre mein paraayaKabhi zaqmon ka marhamKabhi ghamon ka saayaYun toh saare hi mezbaan terePar tu mehmaan sabhi ka nahiQadr.daan tujhe kam hi nazar aate hongeIsiliye shayad theherna kahin pasand nahi tujhkoKisi aur ki mujhko kyaTujhse apne haal ka sawaali maiAye waqt, mujhe ye toh bataaIs naadaan se kya aisi qataa huiKonsa namaaloom gunah huaJo tu meri gali aata toh haiPar sard hawaa ki mannidTune mujhse ye kaisi bair rakhi haiMaano jaise koi purana dushman hoEk pal ko rukja meri jaanibMujhse bhi toh rehem dili ka muamla karKi main kabse hoon teri acchayi ka ummeedvaar.©begumhumera
They don't knowThat the person they laugh withWails all nightHis pillow never driesHe howls in painWalls of his room are going deafHe keeps rantingThrowing questions everywhereHe wants answers, alot of answersNobody can solve it..The puzzle he is crying for has incomplete piecesSome of them brokenHe broke them ofcourse, out of hopelessnessHe can't live with itHe can't dieHe is stuck in a netThe more he tries to untangle itThe tighter it getsGiving him asphyxia.It won't kill itThe beast feeds upon his painIt loves his screechingsHis suffering is his solace©begumhumera
Ajnabi hojaBadalte waqt sang badalne waleTu ajnabi hojaAb tujhe farq kahan padta haiMeri ehmiyat bhi toh mehsoos nahi hotiDoosron se dillagi mein masroof, Aye dostTu ajnabi hoja!Tu bhool gaya ham kya hainTu bhool gaya ham kya theKya hogaya hai tujhko?Ye khud-pasandi, ye faqr ka marzIn sab ki wajah kaun hai?Paththar dili, be ruqi ki wajah kya hai?Aye bhool jaane waleTu ajnabi hoja!Mai aaj bhi naadaan yaadon mein gum ho jata hoonBeete pal mein kho kar muskurata hoonMujhe teri doori sataati haiGuzre daor se peecha chudane waleTu ajnabi hoja!Tu beparwah haiTu behti hawaTujhe ghar ki kya ehmiyatTere qayemeh toh har simtAye hijrat pasand parindeTu ajnabi hoja!Meri baat par ghaor karYaad rakh!Behti hawa ke shaoqeenToofanon me kho jayengeYe na tik payenge jab aan padegi zarooratHaye afsoos!Tujhe ehsaas ye ab na hogaPar tab tak shayad mera saath na hogaDua hai meriTujhe yaad na aaun mai kabhiMere dost,Teri dosti ab dosti hi nahi lagti..Tu Ajnabi hoja!©itshumera
I don't know why we humans gett soo excited for the 1st of jan like do you imagine in new Zealand they have already started their new year and we still wait for ours with the same zeal. There's something amazing to our belief. I mean look at this celebration. If we believe in ourselves, in the good, in the acceptance, in the lesson, in the dark, we'll make it through, of course well I just kinda proved that above. If we believe, we can ________fill it upto youI maybee I maybe a bit crappy , trashy , not making sense kinda - I think I'm gonna regret blabbering on this but for the time being I'm hyped and just kind of tired but still waiting and hoping, I'm wishing you - pooof! I can't do anything. My words aren't anything. But you are. To you you are magic. And to you, you'll wish a new beginning. A new but kinda old too self. Celebrate the pain. Accept it. Let the scars grow and make memories. Smile a little? You don't need a reason to smile because you'll never know what's happening but you can keep yourself in your amazing company. Because you are you. And you are amazing and you deserve your smile and love and maybe I am blabbering so much. I know. We just need to love ourselves? Howww? Just open your arms and when you're alone - just hug yourself. You're enough and happy. Even if you're not. You're strong. And that's your super strength. - happy new year lovelies. Smiles. And sweeets cuz I love them©me_the_unpredictable
Let's write a sad line
Let's write a sad line.A line about the dark night and the lonely moon. A line about silent cold wind that blows over the land. A line about the lone wolf sleeping in middle of the field. Let's write a sad line. A line about lost love. A line about lost friends. A line about the crushing loneliness in solitude. Let's write a sad line. A line about a small room with a broken window. A line about an old lonely man and his telephone. A line about the telephone that never rings. Let's write a sad line. A line about the things we want to say. A line about the feelings we want to express. A line about the words not found to say anything at all. Let's write a sad line. A line about the birds flying in the sky. A line about the freedom and endless possibilities of flight. A line about the caged bird looking at many birds in the sky. Let's write a sad line. A line about betrayal. A line about trust. A line about honour that could not be redeemed. You write a line. And I will write a line. A line about what makes us sad. A line about why are we sad...©lonewalker
Something good after a long time(It's like a story that runs in my head but I'll never write it)
Randomness of thoughts about you in my mind at random times of the day. I wonder how you are in real lifeHow you existHow you live(Heavy words but you know what I mean) I want to see you be your analytical self, running deep down to reach the pot of reason and rationality. I want to see you be the biker you. Well you say "I'm a very safe driver" But from what I heard when you called me that day, you were riding at a 100 km/hour and I was just wishing you don't end up dead. I want to see you sad, hurt because it's not something you can escape but I'll hold you in my arms and we'll go through it together. I'll take care of you. I want to see you smile. "Umm... I really don't take selfies - I don't even have a photo of myself -like a selfie. "From this to smiling selfies, see I taught you how to take selfies. I want to see how you scold me and fight with me and then love me. I want to see all. I'll memorize it all. "No matter what becomes of us in the future - I'll always be there for you. "(Hold my hand) To be continued... ©me_the_unpredictable
I can't see the road.
Can't see the journey. Can't see myself getting there. Can't see my destination.
I can see what I am today. I can see that I would like change to come in my dreams. Making an effort seems so painful right now. It almost doesn't make sense.
Maybe then, I don't want it bad enough. Maybe I don't value what I'm seeking. Until I'm desperate for it, I won't work hard.
I won't work hard, I won't see my results
Even after knowing all this.
I find myself at the same spot everyday .
Maybe it's time to stop feeling sorry for myself, that I couldn't do what I was planning to do from 6 years.
It's finally time to buck up and smothered all the silly excuses in my head.
Because I know, how badly I want to reach there, to go through that transformation journey, to see myself grow, cry, fall, but keep moving so that I always improve.
I know I want that and I will start right now, maybe in the dark alone, but I know I'll reach somewhere better than now.
Better than regretting that I never moved or tried.
Always wish to grow and go through the pain because,
only pain can make us learn.
Always wish to grow and go through the pain because,
only pain can make us learn.
I wish I could tell you how I feel.I wish I could say everything I want to say.I wish you could see me for what I am.Stripped of all color and grace and sanity.I wish I could take you with me into the great abyss.The abyss from which everything is born.LoveHateSorrowJoy.I wish it weren't so complicated... The journey to the middle of our hearts.Never did I think that remembering the good times would bring such pain.I wish the times were different.I wish the circumstances were different.I wish I was different.How did I come to this?I wish I knew..Reality really does suck.It's never what we want..I wish I could make it better.I wish I could make it the same.I wish I could turn the time around and re-play the whole game.
The morning arrives with its cold breeze and noise of life.An I sit in my corner trying to run from whatever is now bright.I would rather have the dark of the night.When everything is settled down.When everything is quiet.My body shivers in this cold, unforgiving morning.Everything has come to life but not me.I die when the morning comes.I die as the voices of cheer and love...Pass through me, never to stay.Little hope that I had of belonging.Seems to fade away one by one with every new morning.The repetition of monotony causes such pain.But the pain never left.It's just more visible now.©lonewalker
I wish I could take you away for a while, somewhere just like you liked it, wet green lush with a cool narrow stream rolling down.
Where you won't lock yourself up in a cage, birds will call out your name.
Where your skies will forever be colourful, where you will wish to be happy.
It is sad that, I can't be a part of your symphony, that I won't be in that picture where you'll be sitting by the edge watching the stars, but even more than loving you, it's the joy of departing you to a place where you'll always be happy.
-always and forever
I believe there's a red thread, running from the tip of my pinky , wrapping my heart to yours, to the base of your thumb.
I believe, it will go lengths, to any lengths to keep us together, on days you're gloomy and I'm away? At night it will guide us back home.
How will I reach you in crowds ? Will you realize that pull? That I need you here? That I'm homesick?
But you have cut your end, and it is looming, I'm watching out for you, in knots all over, hoping that you will come back and hold on to the other end every night.
I dream I am swimming in a lake at night.Everything is dark.The sky is dark and so is the lake.I can't see my own hand right in front of my face.But I do see a light.I don't know what is the source of this light.But I can put a face on it.And I want to love the face.I want to swim towards the light.I want to kiss that face again.But something in the lake is pulling me back.It's like I am anchored in the same spot for ages.Even though I can swim around in the lake.I will never be able to swim ashore.I will never reach the light. I don't know why I am tied.I don't know why the lake is so dark. I don't know why i am so scared....
Silent...The world around me.Chaos....The world inside me.I just want to share thisEuphoric moment of calmWith someone.Wonder why....The solitude always used to comfort me.Or perhaps I needed it to.But I do feel calm.Happy...Silent...Nostalgic about plastic memories...Memories that could have been... But never were.I am not sleeping,Yet I don't want to wake up fromThis weird slumber of peace.©lonewalker