illyphilly850

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  • illyphilly850 20w

    Leveled up

    Slipped fell stumbled ...humbled...pain drained my mind frame shit drove me insane...shit had me lame too much to accomplish...got off the sucka shit ...all about my kids an chasing chips goals stack like frito lay ...you hate you just in the way...
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  • illyphilly850 20w

    81

    Failure is not an option....by any means I will succeed ...freed..but still a prisoner...lord knows I am a sinner since I can remember started wiith my anger....now best friend s turn to strangers...as I get old this world get sooo cold... wondering if I still have a soul...heart got hole ... almost folded up ....life can be tough ....just can't give up ..smile to hate and shine in they face
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  • illyphilly850 21w

    Her

    Ain't going lie I miss her the mosted s..she cross my mind 24 seven days got me.... in a haze half baked wish you where my mary jane...sorry for my craze ....hate that my life is a maze ...close my eyes still see her beautiful face ...
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  • illyphilly850 21w

    Yourself

    When feel like your lost,seems you ain't shit,smile on that bullshit..don't let things get you down ..remind yourself you got plenty of fight...blind but the faith will crush the hate..so much weight pressure cause pipes to break , you yourself will find the way.. tomorrow will be a brighter day....
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  • illyphilly850 21w

    My son

    Since birth it was a fight...you fought and so got life...2 months early ...gave plenty of worries.now I see a lil man 13 and almost 6 foot I'm so proud of you son my lil man
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  • illyphilly850 22w

    Knowing

    Smiling no longer let this depression..get the best..lord knows I left a mess trail of destruction even got me second guess but I got hope .... knowing I could cut threw tough times this more then a rythme call peace of mind...all the lost time fucking up getting high why ask why dunno why but destin to shine for mines leveled up no longer feeling like sucide best ride .....
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  • illyphilly850 22w

    No give up

    Tired of beef feining for peace .it's like it's destin but my worst enemy is me....life changes like the sea seeing threw the strom..even left alone an tore ....born not to give up so remember there is no luck...life is real as fuck ...button up and keep your head up
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  • illyphilly850 22w

    I'm not doing this for you I need this to feed my peace cuz is realler then most times I feel low pick up my phone unload...my inner thoughts come flying like 747 worndering God still let me in to heaven in the bible was taught not second guess ...when where stress ed post realise we blessed....
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  • illyphilly850 22w

    Free

    Solo world so cold as I get older and older gotta go slow if I was a turtle but this ain't no race....cuz I I got to many goals to chase...Lord knows I ain't trying catch another case... seems like world coming at or it's just me..... listening pac it ain't easy finally outta chains but I ain't free
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  • illyphilly850 22w

    Thoughts

    Blowing green instead of clouds trying lift this frown...feining for ride or die miss... without the bullshit..up to both sides keep it in a bubble ..... knowing I'm fuck up with no room to talk ...been should of be outlined chalk....so easy to get lost in my thoughts .... alone in the dark... dreaming for light to see...
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