Was it my honesty? Or that I was old school That made you think I’m too easy to fool?
Eye in eye Still dare to lie That’s how impure your love was I was dead before I die.
Hand in hand Warm as sand. Afterall it was your handheld, That made me fall for you You were blushing all along Now that I see, was that real Or something too that you pretend?
I wonder if it was ever mutual Because faking was your only ritual You wanted me to believe You’re immature and all clean I must say you, my Tiffany! Is the cleverest person I ever seen.
You say you’re all alone Though your actions depict a different tone It wasn’t long you took To turn my oxygen to ozone. I was healing while You built Rome between us, Just over the seeds We together once sown.
From the thread by the name “Songs” The conversations that went long His pics that you doodle The dreams you shared Movies to watch and the outfits to wear What else you planned with your newly found dears? Yes, the ones whom you said You barely even talk The ones you hided And accused me that I stalk.
Felt like a chewing gum Used and threw. The way you kept lying Like it’s the only language you knew.
Maybe I’m the culprit Loved you like there was no limit. Had faith in you like a child Somewhere I forgot the fact You’re nothing But a deadly hypocrite...
I must say you were loyal… Loyal, To your disloyalty…
The last time we met Again, for the last time Which eventually turned out To be the last time this time.
I remember your slap That you smashed on my left cheek For your lies and dishonesty, I uncovered Those wounds won’t ever heal For the colors I saw That you won’t ever reveal And I could never see Cause I blind In your love… isn’t it?
I remember you fighting for your life To save yourself from exposing your true side The evil mind, evil heart, evil smile and the evil eyes…
You knew I wasn’t well but It made no difference You kept proving yourself good Like searching for light In a dark deep dense.
I was dead mentally But you didn’t stop Your lies seemed to Have no full stop.
You know what was dreadful About that day? Apart from my whole world shaked Well, it wasn’t your body But your soul that I saw naked.
Yes, I’m not over it yet And this pain is enormous Like a large hole in my intestine I wish I could drink a hundred wines To digest the fact that once… Once, you were mine My valentine :)