#neverending #mess #thinking #deadend
No way out
It's not quiet in here,Not even a little bit,Not ever. I can see but my vision isn't clear. And I always forget. Well,that is,Just until I start to remember.I couldn't tell you the last time I was comfortable.Is that even a real feeling? Am I delusional?North, east, south or west? This place I'm existing in, is a dead end. All to real to be pretendSo I close my eyes to rest,And let time continue as it doesn't exist. Timeless Is ticking with doubt. And there's still no way out.©downbelow3
#real #deep #life
Ain't it funny how life works?Is it irony or destiny? Funny how it violently got the best of me& Was intirely a test to meNever even been a guess to me just hell on me,Wealth and peace were held from me, & My stress is eased so seldomly.God!Have u failed to see all the help I need?This life dealt to me is just jail to me.Full of envy an jealousy I'm compelled to see,Will it be to hell with me or will heaven ring the bell for me©downbelow3
#love #lostandfound #feelings #deep #stong #
They say “everything happens for a reason”, “to better learn a lesson”. And I perceive this to be so obviously logical; painfully beautiful. When the sun is shining bright, I'm anxious until it's night. Still drowning from falling off a cliff without a name, conflicted inside the pain. Oh, the places my spirit spins... I have yet to reach the water though.. If i hit rock bottom, I can't help but wonder where all my time will go?When the wind of the night whispers inside my veins, I'll know when this part is over; Free from chains... I can not grasp the feeling within my chest; My soul holds the rest, well I'm certain that it carries what is “best”. What would you do? I never wanted to feel what I feel for you, what I fell into, I swear I did not mean to... I love you.
What do you do when you lift your heavy head up to look up and see,A busy world moving around you like it always has. . . ?Now you know it's meant to be, You were just always hoping,that it might someday pass.Not lonely but alone, And this phone I hold inside my hands,Is the closest thing to home. When I love someone or something,I love with my all ... So it cut me deeper than words,After he made himself a memory, And carelessly watched me everytime I would fall.
#reflect #memyself&I #see #mirror #me #listen #aware
Mirror, mirror on the wall;I am you and you are me.Conciously aware . . . It's one soul,It's us I see.When I call, you appear to share;Subconsciously, we will dare to stare. Mirror, mirror on the wall, . . . Can you hear your own echoed calls? Mirror, mirror on the wall, please wake up before she falls.
I Can't quite fathom the words to say, Because every time I try to express how I feel.. It becomes all so real.My "human-like" words play like the sound of a violin inside this place, This place, I mean my headspace;It's like being in a hurricane, You know..The one you make it out of,The one that leaves you a little insane...A body full of fear, with a heart left cloudy and unclear.
#WhoamI? #Truth #Hardtoswallow #Chaos #Life
I could say that I don't like when my life's a mess but the truth is that I don't really know who I am without the chaos; So when it starts to get quiet, I feel a little lost.©downbelow3
Gifted yet a curseHer skin ice coldWhich one was worse ?So when the love snuck inside her heart,Her winder panicked to try and startBut her soul slipped and fell Leaving her trapped in a wishing wale
30 word poem using "Take these wounds"
I'll take these wounds you gave me out of greed, to make rubies out of what i bleed, as scars to remind me next time, of all your deceptive deeds....©gayathri_jayakumar_
The Rudest Awakening
The dead are tired,the living go onBreathless and timeless,all energy goneThe dead left to wander,betwixt and betweenFinality’s heartbreak—the end of the dream(Philadelphia Ronald McDonald House: May, 2021)
#writersnetwork #mirakee #miraquill #readwriteinite @writersnetwork @mirakee @miraquill #journey #wod
I journey into the dark alone. Not knowing what will unfold. But I have to go. I can't say no. Its where I will find me. The person I am truly meant to be. No one can show me how to get there. No one can tell me how to prepare. So blindly I journey to the center of my soul. Where I will find the missing piece that makes me whole.©eccentricchick