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  • happy__me 137w

    This is the generation where....

    Memories are stored in filters
    Depression is shared in social media!
    Offline meetings never occur
    Online chats never stop!
    Memes and posts rule instagram
    Likes and comments are the achievements!

    When i was a kid...
    My friends never had watch but they had time!
    Now, they have watch..but they dont have time!❤️

    This is a sad generation
    With happy pitctures!

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    Talking of memories
    We create distances!
    Thinking of friendship
    We often end relationship!
    Considering ourself zero
    We treat others hero!

    Expectations make us weak
    Acceptations make us strong!
    Day tries to bring happiness
    Night hugs our loneliness!
    Its the skin which they like
    Its the scars which i love!

    Time is the biggest preacher
    Our mistakes are time's teacher!
    Knowing the truth we love the lies
    We aren't weak just need to think wise!


    ©happy__me

  • happy__me 145w

    After a long gap though!

    I used to dwell in his cosmos of Friendship...
    For now i suffocate in his ocean of ignorance :-(

    I used to fly in the sky of affection and emotion...
    For now i feel it was just deflection and rejection :-(

    I used to sit and listen to all his stories over nights...
    For now i know they were his stories and i was never in them :-(

    I used to take his pain and did beautiful portraits out of it...
    For now i understand i filled his rainbow with colours keeping black and white for myself :-(

    I used to stay original and did all that were real....
    For now i knw i was his shadow always behind him..but never with him! :-(

    Time never changed people....
    It's always the people who changed people!
    It was the 'change' that people needed...
    Which inturn changed the people!

    Don't make the beautiful heart get spoiled....
    Its 'heart'. It never spoils!
    But it changes!
    It changes in such a way that
    You would wish for its death!

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    Why so?

    He was my Constant
    And I was his Variable :-)
    He was my everything
    And I was his Nothing:-)

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  • happy__me 148w

    #Rainbow

    Her 'smile' made me
    Love different colours of rainbow!!
    Her 'trust' conveyed me
    To jump from sky and slide on rainbow!!
    Her 'hug' showed me
    To feel the beauty of rainbow!!

    But....

    The 'teeth' behind the smile
    Never told me black and white were reality!
    The 'doubt' right beside her trust
    Never mentioned about humps in sliding roads!
    The 'slap' in that hug
    Never let my soul knew it was being crucified!

    Rainbows are real
    So as the people who ditch!!
    Trust the black!
    Its the one which hugs you
    When everyone ditch you!!


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  • happy__me 153w

    OH 'HEAR'T!

    If you cry when he is injured and fast when he doesn't eat...
    Its not possessiveness dear, its love!!
    If you sacrifice your happiness just to please him...
    Its not sacrifice love, its suicide!!
    If u are being selfish about your smile caring none...
    Its not being selfish oh heart, its selflove!!

    Listen to your own beat oh heart...
    Atleast now stop to beat for orhers!
    Hear the rhythm of beat from you...
    Those who understand you are very few!
    Feel the flow of blood you pump..
    You will understand you aren't a wimp!
    Just do your work and ignore emotions..
    To see the God's actual wonderful
    creations!


    ©happy__me

  • happy__me 159w

    #6

    "There was another big sheet son" he finally spoke...
    "And thats here father" my love entered the scene with a sheet!!
    Combination of shock and melancholy was all we could feel...
    "i knew i was adopted...i knew u suffer from cancer nd i also knew I suffer from tumor" she collapsed!!
    I couldn't feel the groud...tears rolled over unknowingly...
    "U are my world dad....and the only one i loved was your son...i loved him..he loved me..but destiny loved something else" she continued!!
    "Tumor?" My mind still in comma and my dad still unconscious...
    "I could die anytime.This is why i maintained distance with you..we can't share a good future dear" her depression still came up with a smile!!
    My tongue wanted to roll but heart was caged under depression...
    "You love me?" My heart ready only to hear YES!!
    "Yes but.." she wanted to explain...but preferred silence..
    Mangalsootram i saw in my mom's hand..she has entered...
    My heart ready...my hands trembling...her eyes calling...mind refusing!!
    "U are my wife now dear" mangalsootram hanging in her neck witnessed...
    "It was love we had...not lust...so living and dieing together is a must" i smiled!!
    .
    Its been 30 years now..her tumor has kneeled down in front of our love...
    Tragedy we thought we would end with...
    2 beautiful kids we ended with!!
    My dad faught cancer and mom happy being granny...
    Tears fill eyes even now...not of depression..but of the happiness!
    Love neither dies nor fails..its our emotions which gives up!!
    Thank you!!


    ©happy__me

  • happy__me 160w

    #5

    25,00,000/- the bill reciept attached to another long sheet displayed...
    My parents and my LOVE sat at the dinner table!!
    Sad yet smiling...depressed yet happy i joined them...
    She was his lilltle princess unaware of adoption!!
    Adoption reality could hurt her...keeping it secret would hurt me...
    25,00,000/- had its own story!!
    God caressed me that night in temple after everyone slept...
    My love had followed me without my notice!!
    Hands ready to hug ended up in shaking hands...
    "Wht's bothering you brother?" Her words mixed with tears came up!!
    "Rakhi is near..what gifts u are intrested in?" I finally decided to "unlove" her..
    "Destiny made us relatives but in a most awkward way" she cried!!
    "Break up hurts but sacrificing our love kills" i thought...
    Both ended the night talking and walking in streets!!
    Geeta's displaced position conveyed my dad that the secret was out...
    He came joining his hands and hugged me!!
    "2 more weeks to go son..cancer ruined me" he cried...
    Another big sheet was his medical report!!
    "Marry my child and take care of her" he caughed...
    "She is happy being your princess rather than being my queen" i replied!!
    "There is one more thing u need to know before you decide" he said....
    My mind asusual ready for surprises!!

  • happy__me 160w

    #4

    Tsunami in 1999 was all the secret behind the story...
    Running from village saved their love..but Tsunami separated them!!
    Each one thought the other was dead...
    Before my mom could knew she was pregnent!!
    "Should i be happy to get my father...or should i be sad for losing my love" i remained confused!!
    Embracing my family i got discharged...
    Hut we used to lived in...now in bangalow we ate!!
    "Sister" my heart kept reminding everytime..
    Living under same roof with that feel was hell damn difficult!!
    "Did you marry again?" my parents asked each other...
    For my mom didn't and I knew that!!
    My soo called SISTER's existence proved his marriage...
    Unable to speak he went out of the house!!
    Sherlock holmes i became still failed to find second mom's photograph...
    Even my so called SISTER wasn't informed well about her mother!!
    A big book of Geeta drew my attention...
    2 large hidden sheets soon fell on the floor!!
    My mother went out searching for my dad...
    "Adoption confirmation" read one of the sheet!!
    As i was about to dance knowing the truth...
    My mind encountered "There's another big sheet".......



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  • happy__me 160w

    #3

    Shocked i was to see her tears in the curve of her smile...
    Her old childhood album was all she holding!!
    Seeing my face she analysed my situation...
    Handling the album she left without a word!!
    "So my dad and your mom had a history?" She texted for the third time...
    Exchange of numbers after this incident had already been done!!
    Childhood they spent together building houses on shore...
    Caste and soceity as usual played their roles!!
    Love neither has boundaries nor worries...
    Meeting even after the restrictions never stopped!!
    Hiding their feelings and their tears was never easy...
    But the eternal love they felt with each other became immortal!!
    "I had a crush on you" her message was only good thing i felt....
    "Had?..had?...had?.." i whipped!!
    "Because of our parents histrory we can't continue" were her final texts...
    "Meet me in office tomorrow" principal's msg on the same time stunned me!!
    So much informed brain in just 2 days already was dead...
    He seeing me wiped his tears and hugged me!!
    Finally..."HOW ARE YOU MY SON" was all he could ask...
    "My crush my love my life.." is my 'SISTER'?? Was an echo on the way to hospital!!
    After i gained my consious back..there stood my mom..my girl..nd so called father...
    "Be ready for the further truths my boy" my brain passed the message!!



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  • happy__me 160w

    #2

    Chocolates in hand..eyes on watch..i sat...
    Lazy legs were athlete soon after the class!!
    Flow of blood could i feel in the shore of noises...
    Her steps towards me were only the vibrations my ears could hear!!
    Courage betrayed..words fell silent...
    I stood numb lost in her beauty again!!
    "How were the chocolates" she came up...
    Hiding them behind my back i smiled!!
    "You look beautiful" finally words jumped out...
    "Her beauty is genetic my boy" interuppted the principal!!
    Heart attack i thought before my nerves could respond...
    "Thanks anyways handsome" her reply pumped twice the blood!!
    Lowering my head i stood in his office...
    His old hands ready to beat me black and blue!!
    There entered my mom on invitation from him...
    Silence spoke for few minutes after they saw each other!!
    Dropping the lunch box she ran out crying loud...
    Strict principal hid his face and his wet handkey conveyed the untold!!
    I moved out with many questions in heart...
    In search of those tears which could take me to reality!!


    ©happy__me

  • happy__me 160w

    Some say you are lucky if u feel the love at first sight!!....I say...u are really lucky if you marry your love and take care of that love till your last sight!!
    ....Here's a love story that started in college days...
    The story would be completed in further coming posts!....

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    #1

    It was the first day at college...
    My eyes searching for beautiful faces!!
    New stage...New life...New experience...
    My heart in search of Old gold heart!!
    Books in hand...fear in heart..I stood...
    There came a beautiful with a rose in her hand!!
    My hand moved unwaiting for any msg from brain...
    And came back empty seeing the rose in principal's hand!!
    Confused heart stopped pumping blood...
    Before my brain confessed that she was his daughter!!
    Sunkissed beauty of her made me fall in love..
    Student I was...now was a poet!!
    I sat in last bench for a perfect view...
    My attendece was full because of her!!
    Often she turned around to look at me i thought...
    But she smiled at my friend sitting beside me!!
    Every dress suited her and she was my princess...
    Gathering courage with poetic words were under process!!
    It was her birthday and she gave everyone a chocolate..
    Trembling hands were shocked to recieve 2 chocolates!!
    "Hard to believe...impossible to happen" my brain said...
    "Congradulations bro" my heart encouraged!
    Gathering all the courage my tongue took control...
    "Can we meet after the class?" Were my final words!





    ©happy__me