writing my heart out
Leaning my head on the darker side,Painting the sheets with watery eyes.The breeze howling his name in the silence, Mistaking the coal for all the diamonds.Rain drops on my pane reaching out to me,Filling up my heart and emptying the sea.And why does it seem like it’s gonna rain forever,Drought on my mind, always having the same weather.Picturing my running thoughts, embracing the lies,Chasing all that matters and crushing those butterflies.The screams in my head speak softly to me,Letting me drown in it thus drying up the sea.It’s all just In your head is what everyone say,But we’ll, just keeping it in the head is not a child’s play.
The Never Ending Longing
Those brazen stares and barren eyes,Those ice cold hands and clear lies.Just Want to be seen and felt all along,Not just caressed upon like a stray dog.Just want to laugh like it’s been years,Tired of piling up my sadness and tears.Those shattering of heart and excruciating pain,Just want to love all over like I’m all sane again.Those foolish heart race and sinking of heart,All my agony tearing it all apart.Putting myself away, forgetting whom I’ve been,Just want to be loved just want to be seen.
Just about anyone
Here I lie back, filling my cup of agony,The demon beside me watching me fall again.The falling snow flakes clustering in my balcony,My inner self screaming but disguising the pain.Wondering if I’ll ever take up that path all over,The days passing as if there’s no end to this pain.All my mixed up emotions finding luck in a four leaved clover,Dried up tears and my inner self stealing my sane.Looking through that glass in search of that gleam,
Holding flowers that needed to be crushedFollowing the path of the everyday crowdTwinkling eyes and checks being flushedLooking for someone in all the chaos and loudBut never it happens to seem at all like thisBecause it’s all a game and let’s all drownEither you fall or fly till the highest cliffTurns out to be content or all the frowns But life’s just like you make it till the endHold on, or maybe this isn’t yet the end..
It’s all in my head
Lost in my head at 3am Stuck with my never ending thoughts Time flying at it’s pace and I’ve left with nothing at allLoosening my threads to hold on to myself Embracing my faults to have it or not The warmth losing my body making me coldLetting it all happen to get a hold Words unsaid and tears dried outPointless thoughts and days of drought My screams staying shut and my eyes numbTrembling hands wondering what I’ve become The curtains dancing with the breezeShining stars, the moon hiding behind treesThe dusk bringing all the darkness around Just wondering why couldn’t you be my dawn.
A brazen land with no destination I walk as if to reach the moonDragging my soul and holding my heart It’s a long way, I’ve to make it there soon Because time’s slipping and eyes blurring out The stars walking with me to and the fields of draughtThe chills that I feel all along making it all more worseThe wounds opening up over and over thinking of all my firstsLetting go and holding back again because I just can’t leaveMy inner self and my ego getting hurt all due to my belief This didn’t have to be this way, me running through it all aloneBut I guess I would’ve not been this way only if I’d known.
My hand grasping yours like it’s gonna meltLooking eye to eye as if it’s all for revoltAnguish in our hearts like it’s gonna burn it allThe trembling voice and tears falling as crystalThis is how it was from then to now Following paths my heart would never allowThe raging winds and the dripping roofMaking it all so null and being so aloofPassing days of gloom and blurry nights Awaiting the times when it will be all brightThe flickering lamp and the distant doorPulling me into the darkness even more