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  • g_h_o_s_t 3w

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    Cause time wasn't in our favor

    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • g_h_o_s_t 4w

    11th November, 2021

    Am not depressed
    Not sad
    Not happy

    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • g_h_o_s_t 4w

    If this the last time

    Let's spill out our heart
    If this last time tell me
    So I can spill out my heart to my loved ones

    So I can tell my mom
    I love her and am sorry I turn out this way
    Depressed and am sorry for always keeping her worried
    Sorry for the time I made the wrong choice
    Sorry for the ignoring the advices she gave me

    So I can tell my dad I love him
    And I'm sorry for making him always stressed
    Sorry I won't be able to watch the news with him anymore

    To my sister
    I thank for all the support and love
    The advices and time wasted on me
    To guide me to the right way

    So I can tell my brother
    I'm sorry I won't be able to perform on stage with him
    I won't be there when he needs me the most

    And to my loved one
    I'm sorry I didn't confess earlier
    And sorry for always pushing you away
    And I wish you the best in life

    Am Sorry
    Cause not feels real any more
    Am not okay
    So if this is the last time
    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • g_h_o_s_t 4w

    Wish

    I wish I could turn back time
    And appreciate the chances I had
    The opportunities that came knocking on my door
    The chances I lost

    I wish I had more courage to approach you
    Before I saw you last night in his hands
    So happy and joyful
    While I was with you in my imagination

    I wish I could love another other than you
    Oh I wish I wasn't to tied to one lover for years
    I wish I could move on without looking back
    You don't even know me or that I love you
    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • g_h_o_s_t 4w

    When did I lose it all

    It all started when I sold my soul
    To devil for a momentary wealth
    Me thinking I got the world without a price
    Until the day the ripper came knocking on my door
    For my soul with the contract in his hand
    Tried my best to escape but I was an ant in his eyes
    All I could do was watch my soul flow out of my body
    While past mistake flows through my mind
    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • g_h_o_s_t 6w

    Cursed

    Words can't explain
    The endless torment years by years
    Endless sadness months by months
    Endless pain week by week
    Endless anxiety day by day
    Endless heartbreak hour by hour
    Endless depression minutes by minutes
    Endless tears In secret
    Stuck in an endless abyss full of chaos
    And for what...
    Who knows
    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • g_h_o_s_t 6w

    Self confidence

    I lost it all...
    Lost it all...
    Just when I had that chance..
    Fucked it all up...
    I always feel I need that push... Just that push....
    Just that fucking push
    While waiting for that push...
    Lost it all...
    Cause of that momentry hesitation
    Fucked it all up
    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • g_h_o_s_t 6w

    Hesitation

    Just few minutes of hesitation caused me to lose the world
    Lost the love of my life
    Lost my soul
    Even lost my shadow
    All because of lack of self-confidence
    Fuck fuck fuck it all

    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • g_h_o_s_t 6w

    And I found heartbreak in love

  • g_h_o_s_t 6w

    I found love in heartbreak