With you, my wrongs are beautiful. I want all my dreams to come true, just with you. A lot of darkness, that I'm filled with, calls your name. Baby, come and find me now! I wanna be the wrong, flawful and everything, only when I'm yours.
Your love is good, beautiful as we say. But this is what dows not satisfies me. You make me happiest, but I don't want to be. I want the love that makes me feel my realest. Where, I don't have to pretend to be someone I am not. Where, my makeup, my style and my looks make no sense to him. Where his eyes ask for me and all his desires end with me. He is yet to be found, you're just a part of journey. Walking by him would make me strongest and all my broken pieces qould mend back near him. I need the type that most of us don't deserve. Someone who doesn't exist. May be so, that is true when they say I don't belomg here. Yeah, I don't. Not to you, not to him and neither to any in this place. I belong to the dreams that qill be dreams forever. My dreams of him.
This life is a journey that creates a mature us from tha naive one. There are a lot many confusions and things that seem wrong to us, but believe, at the end god has planned the best for us. So, for now fall I'm love with the dilemma your life has become and embrace the confusion.
I feel tired, tired of trying to be okay. I need you. Can I cry as much as my heart asks for, without someone asking me to stop ? Please, instead of asking me not to cry, give me your soldier to. Can I ask for the warmth I miss in these winter eves? I miss the way your smell feels. I've tried to do my best, and so will keep for you, but hopes of things getting into line are very few. Not having you around me is the thought that keeps me engaged. I wanna be strong, but am tired of this phase. I try to ne the person you can admire, but more than happiness, I'm your sadness prior. I see the sky and I feel so cloudy, I smile as if I see you there. I talk to the moon and let it know how much I miss you, all my love for you is real and true. I cry and fight with god because his judgement scares me. What if he never let's us meet and set it all free ? I.look around and I see you in people. Everything around reminds me of you. Feels like you are near, but where ? Within me ? May be ?
You can still feel the best in your worst days, just because you have someone. A single genuine person who loves you worth more than the thousand fake ones. I don't fear the darkness, I don't fear the pain. I have someone, who's my shelter in every strain and rain. With that one person, the world stops making sense to me. I'm blessed with the best friend, guardian, partner and love. Well, you may take everything away from me, and I still won't worry, because after everything, no one can snatch him away from me. Love is painful, I agree. But isn't it worth this pain ? Having that one person, who has already become your everything. Someone, whom you can share all your secrets with, unworriedly. Someone, you don't fear loosing. Someone, who fights for you and stands by you, no matter what. Someone, who's presence makes you feel alive and in who's absence, you start loosing yourself. Believe me, if you have that one person who fights the world for you, you're blessed. Never loose that person. Things might go wrong and people may try to tear you apart, but the more you fight, the more you come closer at heart. You're what god has blessed me with, I wonder if you're real, or simply a myth. You make me feel like no other, And so to me, not even a single person does bother. We've created something people take ages to create, And that's the reason they try to keep us seperate. You're my shelter, you're my shed, And so never to loose you, I've always prayed.