fearsotherside

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  • fearsotherside 4h


    You'll not be able to see the full picture until you have all the pieces.

    ©fearsotherside

  • fearsotherside 1d

    Had chats with my dad today about the quantum field, subconscious, law of attraction, boundries, what we like & don't like, what we allow & don't allow.

    He brought up emotional intelligence & putting ourselves in others shoes. Yes we should & with this have accountability & self reflection for self awareness. How are our actions affecting others? How are they making others feel? Are our actions causing others to react in a way that make us feel a certain way?

    Everyone has their own story & reasons for their behaviours. How can we work with others in a way for all parties to feel of value & respected?

    ©fearsotherside

  • fearsotherside 3d

    My latest vision came with my realisation of when I really started breaking through the wall. I changed the narrative. I had been drugged & had been there before! I was in the toilet with one eye open trying to find google maps & my location for a friend to pick me up. I got out just in time. Even under the influence of who knows what, I begun breaking down the walls, such an epic moment in my journey. I used the past to protect my future. With this came an image of a brick wall being blown the f*@% out it was just a pane of glass!!!

    That pane of glass was all that was holding me boxed in, stuck in the normalisation of mistreatment of me & my allowing it. Stuck in believing I am only what people say I am & allow me to be. We are stronger than we think. All of us. We are smarter than we have any ability to comprehend. Our subconscious picks up everything! Everything. All the answers are within. Trust this, know this, live this. You've seen it all before.

    Timelines are collapsing. I am feeling an influx on new energy coming in. I'm also learning to allow the universe to work through me & for me. Less physical work or worry. Less entangled in others. Holding the love, even speaking my truth & yet not experiencing such deep entanglement.

    Have you experienced astral projection in your waking moments? It happened again yesterday. Experiencing being in two places. Or seeing through anothers eyes, your eyes & above? Channelling anothers hidden world for them to hear what they need to. This paragraph is a random side note lol, Mum don't freak out

    I got up did some burpies, had the most delicious toast I've ever eaten & hopped back into bed. There's no hurry. No have tos. I am so grateful for everything & everyone. I had a thought before eating my toast. I am abundant. I couldn't eat all the food I have today if I tried. Savouring that toast, writing about it now, I'm experiencing it all again.

    So many starseeds, lightworkers, healers have had struggles, they've lost people, they could be dead! They know there's more, they saved themselves, you have saved yourself. And they know how lucky they are to have their life, to be alive, though they would not wish it on another soul. They know there's reason! Is this you?

    One of my all over the place posts. I'm very excited right now, steady stream of fucking amazing! I had to say fucking, it's got more punch. It's one of those days. Something has clicked. Giving myself permission. I've been working on it for what seems forever. The drill Sargent in my head is backing off.
    ©fearsotherside

  • fearsotherside 3d


    Jump. Whatever it is. Do it now. I'm starting a revolution from my bed. What have you started today? Huh?

    Seriously though we have a week. I'm feeling confident. You should too. Planting many seeds from my bed. It starts with conciousness. With you. And then the little things you do. All leading to "it". Love & higher heart Conciousness, which really connects you to all things, which you are already, but you allow yourself to feeeeel it now. If you don't know where to start, hit nature up, it's not only grounding, it recharges you!!! Any mistakes are opportunities to grow. So it's a win win wherever you start. Whatever you start though, with all your pure heart energy, at this time, over the next 7 days...it has a pretty high success rate.

    You are protected. You are worthy. You are love.

    ©fearsotherside

  • fearsotherside 5d

    You Can't UnSee It!

    Well...this week has been full of visits to the akashic library. You can unlearn programming within, but you can't unknow. Unknowing things that came straight from source, or straight from another set of lenses being removed would be like putting the lenses back on. Going backwards & lying to yourself again. Making the decision to conciously allow it this time though... Conciously allow the same old ways ect. continue to let it slide, continue to let it be swept under the rug.

    I'm not sure it's worth saying anything, you'll have to ask your source, everyone's situation is different. I do know you'll be more present, grounded & aligned if anything does crop up. Nothing to fear here. Chop, drop & roll & focus on what you've been distracted from. Your path, purpose, being true you. Whatever you need, recieve & get to that place to pay it forward. Sometimes, just being you, is paying it forward!
    ©fearsotherside

  • fearsotherside 5d


    I am contemplating starting a revolution from my bed for real real. Just like oasis said in "don't look back in anger". I feel he made a valid point & was looking into the future. I previously stated the weekend should bring drive & motivation. I now feel Saturday & Sunday is for the drive & motivation to research, eat healthy, rest & write down some of what we want. Pretty much recharge & chill, to prepare for a new week Monday. Fresh energy, fresh you. No expectations. Yet nothing holding you back either. Top up on your vitamins & hydrate. The grounds shaking...maybe it's you, shaking off the old & external energies, needing rejuvenation.

    ©fearsotherside

  • fearsotherside 5d

    Change starts with awareness of what's not working. Awareness of repeating actions getting the same crappy results with the same crappy feeling, sometimes the crappy feeling gets magnified, to highlight where & what needs looking at.

    Many who say "why me" seem to take a little while to notice the common denominator..."me". It can be thought patterns, unhealed trauma, the frequency you're sending out. They all go hand in hand really.

    Just yesterday I had a huge realisation. I mean I have had it before I was determined to take action to end a cycle. I tricked myself. I was to be still. Throughout the day the signs & syncronicities were off the chain!! I still struggle to identify my intuition at times. My mind & ego like to take part a little to much sometimes, sometimes they get too much freedom, especially when I am in my feels or avoiding them. All I could tell is that I "had" to do something. Now I can see a trauma response there. But too I feel better beginning to take that action or I wouldn't have broken out the anxist I was feeling, which got pretty bad yesterday morning.

    So setting intent. So important. From your heart. Gaining awareness is the first step of change. Setting intention, with desire, you want change is another equally important step. Being aware & not having any intention on change is throwing in the towel if you ask me. And key intentions I ask for...clarity & wisdom. Awareness & presence. Inspiration. Energy. Alignment. To attract all I deserve & be receptive to love & all that good juju I've sent out that I know is coming back. For an abundant & higher heart Conciousness.

    With all these things anything is possible. You attract instantaneously from this place.

    Happy transition

  • fearsotherside 5d


    Talk to everyone like you would yourself.
    Talk to yourself with love, respect & a whole lot of fucking encouragement.
    Because it's rare to find someone who would treat you the way you treat you, but someone has to start!

    ©fearsotherside

  • fearsotherside 5d


    Spirit of anxiety & doubt
    is out & about.
    It is not your energy.
    You are so close.
    Or you've actually arrived.
    Shake it off.
    Go to nature.

    ©fearsotherside

  • fearsotherside 5d


    Feeling so empowered one day & throughout waves of doubt come in.
    It is when I think of others & the slumber they are in.

    ©fearsotherside