So.., Dear 2020!!!
Although you weren't that dear to almost every being., still.., there's this strange mixed emoji's popping out in me as I'm getting myself ready to bid a goodbye to you...
Just few moments ago., when google photos suggested me to go back down to my memory lane and reflect what all was made and lived from past 366 moons..,
I couldn't keep myself from opening it and then to scroll up only to find myself in-between millions of thoughts created and faded away.,
infinite emotions felt.,
thousands of memories cherished.,
hundreds of dilemmas left undecided.,
few tens of hopes saved from unaltered faith.,
few more tens of reassurances assured by causeless love of divine souls.,
and few more tens of silently answered prayers..,
And finally that one 'blessing' counted,still counting and will be counted for ages to have kept my family and my loved ones breathing and healthy in this deadly pandemic..,
I can't thank enough of my Almighty for this unconditional grace and love❤️
Soo YOU., 2020..!
You broke me from pieces to dust leaving me with no choice but to become a phoenix and rise up stronger..,
You shattered my castle of dreams not just once..,only to prove me that I can dare to dream again from scratch..,
You fed on me untill the last drop of hope was left, only to let me know that one drop is enough to keep me going..,
You dried up the wells of my eyes.,only to make me realise that every situation doesn't deserve my tears..,all that's needed was to face time the challenges and overcome them..,
You questioned my priorities and beliefs., only to reflect me with my true self..,
You redefined my definitions of forevers and fairytales.,only to show me that forevers and fairytales come in all colours., all that one need to do is to recognise, realise and live and relive it with all our heart.., UNTILL itz in here❤️
I guess you have indeed been dear to me in disguise!!! Do I have to thank you for all this?! Or Can I still upbraid you before you leave forever?!!!
Well.. I can't seem to find any resolve to my dilemma., For that only thing that's constantly running in my cardiacs and neurons!!
That is..., Was it really that necessary to make us learn these lessons in such a hard way?!!! Couldn't have you been a bit more kinder to us?!! With a pinch of mercy and kindness?!! Seriously?!! Did you really had to be this tough and heartless?!!
My questions doesn't seem to end anywhere...,
Nevertheless.., Somewhere.., I'm glad and more thankful to have learnt some of the most hard lessons with you and from you..,Also to have unlearned some few beautiful chapters❤️
Sooo Yeahhh!!!! Thank you... For everything you were...
Goodbye Dear 2020!!!