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  • darkerthanblack 68w

    "Can you not shout at me, I am falling in love with your angry side too " I said it with a wink, she looked at me and quickly put her hand up to hit me but instead I hold her hand and pulled her towards me and hugged her and she started to get away but I kept myself intact with her like a prey try to run away from lions mouth, few minutes later she lost her will to fight and hugged me with a cry baby voice she said "please don't leave me, when I am Cranky, though I fight but please don't stop hugging me, I need you at that time, I need you in my worst time"
    She was upset because of some work related thing, so she was taking out her anger on me, and I was loving this side of her, where she is real and cute.
    I am in love with this woman, like the broken pieces of my heart were waiting for her heart to match with mine, like she was the missing piece of my puzzle of life, she is the reason I am smiling and excited again like the kid who saw balloons. I was really loving her to the core of my heart, I am not in love just because she also loves some stuff which I also likes, not just because we vibe to some expect, I love her because she understands me, she knows about me what I like and dislike, she care for me like my mother, she loves me, sometimes we act like bestfriends of eachother, I was seriously in love with this lady who is different from my past, who is unique in her own style, I am not saying she is different from other, I am just saying she is special in some expects.
    She lost her will and hugged me after few minutes she puts her ears over my chest like listening to my heartbeat, I looked at her and curiously asked "what are you find in my heart ? Your name? Or the reason for loving you? Because if you are finding this, you don't have to hear my heartbeat, you can just see it in my eyes, how much I love you" she looked up at me and with slow voice with a cute puppy face she said "darling, I know how much you love me, I don't want to know what is in your heart, I just want to be with you little more amd feel you close to me, so I thought putting my ears to your heart makes me little bit closer to you, close enough to match our heartbeat, and you know what, your heart was beating faster than normal, may be because I was too close to you, or maybe you are little nervous to be with me. I was little shocked with her reply so I put my ears over her chest to feel her heartbeat and her heartbeat was also fast, I put my head over her chest and my hands over her back. I squeezed her in my hands, like a small girl who sleeps with her teddy bear amd hug it tightly so not to leave it away.
    I was changing with time in correct terms I was changing myself for her, I am not the same person I was before, I started liking things which she loved the most, I started walking fast because her foot moves fast and to match her I have to be fast, I started wearing shirts because she loves me in shirts, I was changing in good way, maybe she is the one I was searching for, maybe she is the one, with whom I will live my whole life.
    Things are changing slowly between us, she is more comfortable with me, we both started interacting with eachother's friends, making new friends, exploring new things together in bed or generally, there are lots of things I want to talk to her about many stuffs like what is there between us?
    Are we in relationship? Or is it still infactuation, what are we? What we are going to do in future? Is there a future of this thing between us? Or we will be just friends out of bed? What are we? Is there something between us?
    She called me and said "come home fast, we have something serious to discuss about" she was saying it while she was crying, she was sobbing when I reached her place, I was panicked after seeing her, she saw me and hugged me tightly and said "sorry, I am really sorry, I don't know how to say it, I really don't know, how to tell you this" I was confused as hell, like what she is talking about. "The guy whom I was dating before you, we were dating for like 10 years, we both were so serious for eachother but we broke up last year because he was moving out of the country, but how things changes, he came in city few weeks back for some work, and asked me, I am able to meet him and which I did, so I went to meet him and how things changes and things turned around, we started talking about past things which we did, how we use to love eachother while talking about it we started crying and after few minutes he was consoling me which lead to kiss and which lead to sex, and now I am pregnant"she said it while crying.
    I.. I wa.. was.. shocked, I was terrified after she said to me, she was still hugging me, I pushed her away, but she was not making her body away from me, she was more of hanging over my neck, I was still shocked what's happening with me, am I wrong, or she is wrong? Or what is so wrong with us? That she slept with someone else.
    "I told him about my pregnancy and we decided to take things forward and he took me some place, where everything was decorated he proposed me, and I said yes to him, so we are getting married next week,a.. an.. and... In this I totally forgot about you like really, I forgot that there are someone in my life today I gather all of my guts and called you to talk about it, I am really sorry, really sorry for this, and anyway, we (as in you and me) are were not so serious for eachother, it was just a gap we were fulfilling with someone else, isn't it? We were not serious for eachother, we were just fooling around, it was just about sex and few good moments of life" she said this while looking into my eyes. I was still recalling what's happening with me.
    She is not wrong, we were not in relationship, we were just fooling around, I came to meet her in first place because I was broken from my past relationship, but I am broke again, but this time it is different, it is different from past, she is marrying someone whom she loved. I am happy for her but what about my happiness? I am not allowed to be happy? I am not allowed to be happy for awhile, just for awhile, am not allowed to live my life, for a month I became so busy in my work, because of this fucking deadline, I was not able to meet her and now I am not going to meet her for whole life, I was thinking that this is love, this is the love I am searching for, but is it the love I was searching for?
    Am I good person to be fall in love with someone?
    What should I do now?
    What should I do now, kill her fiance? Or talk to her? But talk about what? That she can't marry her, but she is pregnant with that guy's sperm, what should I do?
    Anyway, I am not going to do anything, let it be, I was broke before and now too, but this time it's new me, the new me is different from past, I am different person now, maybe I will problem with people now, maybe I will have lots of trust issues, but I will be fine, it will take few days or few months, but I will be back to be normal, I was saying this to myself and tears were falling down like someone opened tap of my eyes and it is leaking water.




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    How things turned around, the things which you expect and how it goes by in your life, how things changes in point seconds, few seconds ago you were crying and now you are laughing or few minutes ago you were having good day and now tables are turned and everything around you is ruined and you still standing there thinking what just happened now


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  • darkerthanblack 73w

    Chapter 3


    // Sundar sundar vo haseena badi,
    Sundar sundar,
    Main to khone laga uske nashe main
    Bin piye behakaa //
    We were singing aloud in sink like we were exerting our frustration out of our body in the form of this song, we were so much in moment, if someone asked us to something daring we would have been done it, we had so much of adrenaline rush in our body. When song was complete we looked at eachother and high-fived eachother like we did something big in our life we completed some goal, though it was just a song but we had fulfilled some goals.
    We didn't propose to eachother as in we didn't said we are in relationship but we were understanding eachother very well, hanging out after work, planning weekend to go out, we were living with eachother but there were no compulsion to it, it was more of like we are vibing with eachother.
    After completing the song, I looked to her, she rolled down window of car and was enjoying slow winds passing through her face, wind which was making her hairs dance on their direction, her eyes were watching the living side of road which was making me feel like she is about to kiss wind and ask them to pass it on for someone who is in need of that love.
    She was so happy, she was so lively that she forgot she was having cramps few minutes back.
    Few hours ago, we were talking on call and suddenly she said "I fucking hate it when I have periods on such a good day, I want to go out, it is so sunny, I want to dress well, I want to enjoy this time and I am so much of pain right now, like so much that I can kill someone to get rid of this pain, please god take this pain away". I stopped and gave a thought and asked "shall we go out? Don't get ready, let's go out for a ride, wear your payjama, you really look beautiful in it, I am bringing chocolates and some pastries for you, I will be there in 20 minutes, just wash your face and come out of your flat, we are rolling baby" she was shook after listening to this , with low tone she replied "okay" and I cut the call, went out and started doing chores to make her feel good, spraying room spray in car, getting fresh warm pillow for her, went out and bought things for her and reached her place, called her down.
    She was looking so beautiful and perfect with sleepy face, I hugged her when she came out, she was smelling so good,feels like I went to garden full of flowers where water is just sprinkled over muddy ground, and sun is hidden behind white clouds. She kissed me on cheeks and said "you smell good" and then we went out for the ride.
    We were enjoying this thing between us, there was no rule of being fabricated with looks and being smart ass in front of eachother, we were more of like cute kids walking around and exploring ourselves, I was really enjoying her company, she was so perfect so perfect, how can even someone think of breaking this heart,I was her escape from the reality of stuck with someone else thoughts and also I was searching for something in my life, she came in my life like a missing puzzle pieces, she completed my puzzle of love, but I felt like we are perfect for eachother for some reason or other. I was really seeing my future with this person but taking everything very slow like very slow like very very slow.
    She rolled up windows took my mobile and changed song to very slow soft song, then she looked at me with little shyness and came up to me kissed me on my cheeks, this happened so sudden that I didn't get any idea what just happened. She took my other hand and kissed it slowly, and she was kissing all over it and suddenly she bite me on the hand like she was known to this drill, like she was already ready to do it like she took my hand not to kiss it but to bite it, that bite was so sudden that it gave me little shock of something happened in hand like a lion put his teeth in hand and it is going to tear it. I took my hand away from her by looking at her in anger like what you are doing? She gave me sad look, the sad look, that will melt anyone, that look can melt down glaciers, and that look made me put my hand back to its place, like I am giving you my hand, use my hand as you like, she was so happy to see that, she kissed me again on my cheeks and this time she didn't bite my hand but put it over heads n made me pat her like when we pat a kid when they do something good, this thing made me smile,
    It made me so happy that I parked my car, and kissed her, kissed her like I haven't kissed anyone from years, like someone put drugs on her lips making me addict to it, she stopped for few seconds took few deep breaths and we kissed again, this kiss was so intimate with love and happiness that we forgot that we were still on the road. I opened her hairs again which she tucked few minutes after rolling up window, her hairs were soft, which was placing all our faces, I played with her hairs, they were smelling so good, I was getting drugged with this smell, I was becoming addicted to this smell, I want it, I want it more, I want have it more and more.
    We were back on the road, we were heading back to her place, both were getting hungry, we went to her place, ordered pizza.
    I went so many times to this house, but I always find it amusing everytime whenever I go, it has smell of hers, like essence of her all over the place, she maintained her house so well, there was one white dream catcher in living room, I don't know why but I find it so beautiful in that place, dream catchers are always been beautiful but this was one was different like it came from the real feathers of a white bird who has its existence only in heaven like it is so beautiful. I was so much in thought of it that i forgot she was calling me.
    We went to her balcony, last time we bought chairs, to seat in balcony like a restaurant with open view place to enjoy, it was place, we decorated it with ligths and small plants and wooden floor, it looks so good to seat there especiallyat night, we can see a lot of places as she was living on top floor, we had really great view of outside, it was really great idea of mine to do this.
    We had pizza and wine like a date over a big five star place.
    Before leaving I said "I love this place very much, it feels like I also want to stay here, actually I want to stay with you" she looked at me with a smile and said "NO" . We both laughed and I went back to my place.
    At night she messaged me "thank you very much for this day, I really wanted to go out and enjoy it, wish I could stay forever with you and forever and ever"

    ©Darkerthanblack
    @mirakee @writersnetwork #pod #shortstories


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    Sometimes being in love and being not in love is same if you are staying with a great person, the person with great feeling for you and the person who likes you who you are,
    All is about feeling and existence of eachother with love and at most care.


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  • darkerthanblack 74w

    Chapter 2

    "So are you ready to meet her?" I was saying to myself while looking into mirror, I was so nervous to meet someone whom I don't know personally but meeting through dating app after talking to someone for a week and finally a chance to meet her, and it is my first time trying to meet someone unknown and I am so nervous to even move out of flat, I was thinking so much about everything and practising my lines what to say or what not to say, where to seat and what should I talk to her like there was list in my head which was going round and round.
    I finally moved out of house gathered all my guts to see that person who is going in my head for a week.
    I left for the place thirty minutes before, so that I can observe the place and make myself comfortable. I choose the table where there were less people around so we were able to talk comfortably. She came after few minutes still early from the time we decided to meet.
    She was looking for the place to seat as she was expecting she was early to the place, i looked that thing and called her at that time, we saw each other for the first time it was kind of weird moment in one of those days, where you are talking to that person so long but don't know how to start the conversation and that person is looking towards you assuming you are going to start the conversation. But it is one of those moment you don't know what to do, how to react to it.
    We saw eachother, I stood up we hugged eachother and I pulled chair for her, made her seat and went back to mine. She was looking stunning, she did little make up her face which was making her more attractive then ever, she was wearing blue mascara which was looking so good on her eyes and matching her clothes, she was wearing black scrunchie on her left hand after she opened her hair, oh god, she was looking so beautiful when she opened her hairs, I was melting down bit by bit, there was soft sweet smell of hairs was spreading like aroma, completely changing the perseption of the place.
    We ordered something to eat, and we started talking, I love how the conversation was not getting boring at all, how it changes from small things of our daily lives to talking about politics and economics and other things. I was so much happy to talk to someone who is so great in talking about everything, though there were some awkward moment but there weren't any shy moment there were more of laughs, like what we are talking. When we were eating her hairs were coming in between, everytime whenever she went to eat something, I pulled her hairs back to her ears, the moment was so different that we imagine in movies and shows, she stopped eating and looking at my eyes, it was kind of awkward moment, my hand over hairs and we both looking at eachother, and the cherry over the cake moment came when I saw sauce on her lips, I came forward and licked it from her face, and came back to our normal position like nothing happened between us few seconds back, actually we didn't know how to respond to that sudden moment, it become awkward for few minutes, I was hoping she will leave me right with a slap on my face so, I closed my eyes and took few deep breaths and slightly opened my eyes to see is she left or about to slap me but it was all different she was blushing, I felt little relaxed and more of guilty person, who did wrong to the person with out consent, and she felt that feeling in me, she looked towards me and holded my hand like a bond was going to create with hands which will stay forever and ever.
    We looked at eachother I asked let's go out, it is been 3 hours we are here, though we don't know how this hours passed, we still felt like we came few minutes back.
    We went out, I asked her would like to walk for few minutes or an hour because I don't want you to go so soon, I think she was feeling same. She looked at me and said "I was about to ask you same" we both giggled.
    We were going towards park, for some reason the hands were still stuck with eachother, I think when we holded it first time, we are still holding it from that time, it was more of nonchalant thing, we were roaming in the park like sophisticated couple for few minutes after that she was like a kid to me, she wanted to eat cotton candy then icecream and Everything which was nearby, she was having her time and I was happy after looking at her,
    When we reached to end, there were few people who were roaming there dogs, she left my hands and went straight towards dogs and started playing with them, and talking to them in sweetly and cute ways, I was dying in happiness after listening to her, I went along to play with dogs, by the end we were friends with dogs and with the people who were holding them.
    We left park, we reached back to our vehicle where it was parked, it's one of time where we are going to be apart, we looked at eachother and said it was good moment, let's meet again and by saying that we hugged tightly, we were still holding hands, I brought her hands up and kissed it before we leave, we were going back to our vehicle, but I stopped and turned around and went back to her again, and kissed her on her forehead and hugged her tightly and when I was losing my grip as in to get away from her,she got the moment and hugged me more tightly, it was more of like she was crying and she don't want someone to see she cried, I put my hand over her head gave it little pat, like she deserves that as she went so many things in her past. While hugging me with cute voice she said thank you, I was melting down when she said it,
    We hugged and left the place towards our own direction.
    This meeting with her was so different from the meeting I ever had with other woman through dating apps, it was more of good connection and bonding with ourselves as own self, as a person we are in real, we end up faking things and get real towards eachother and had real conversation and real touch towards eachother skin without any sexual arousal or thought. It was more of like I wanted to meet this person from so long, I was waiting to happen this in my life, I want this in my life, i wanted her again in my life, i want to meet her again, I want to meet her daily, I want to be with her, i want her, I had this thought, which I use to have earlier when I was seeking for that person but how things are changed, I came here to take the person to my home and make love with her, and how situation changed and I was waiting to meet that person again and again, but not wanting her in my bed but in my head and heart, it was one of moment where you are touched with the person whom you meet few days back or got to know them few minutes ago, how they are, whom they want.
    I love her, she was roaming in my head. I want to have her in my life. I want her to be a part of my life, wish I could get this person for life.

    ©Darkerthanblack
    @writersnetwork @mirakee #pod
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    How things changes, the things you are seeking for so long, has came in your life as a different person, whom you never thought to be.
    How things change when you meet right person in life, how things get happening in your life,
    You want that person, you want that person to stay little longer, whenever you meet them, you feel like you want to meet them again or let them stay for long, please don't go, stay with me forever, stay with me long enough.


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  • darkerthanblack 76w

    Chapter 1
    "We should definitely hangout sometimes" she said while laughing on my bad puns. I took it as a hint where she is asking me indirectly to ask her out. And without thinking twice I looked at her and in my deep voice I asked "so you do you want to meet this person in real life for more jokes or want to meet this person to talk to?"
    She had a look on her face, like she is going to grab my collar through video call and punch me on my face, I assumed something is wrong with my lines, so I hesitated and asked "Did I said something wrong?" To which she again gave me that look, now I was curiously seeking for answers.
    Now, she also got it I am dump fuck to understand her so she looked at me with a smile and said "Do we need specific reason to meet eachother, can't we meet like normal people and let's see how conversation goes which will decide we should hangout next time or not" I was happy to finally understand what she is trying to say. I looked at her and said "oh, now I got it, let's meet then, day after tomorrow at H3 cafe, we were talking about last day, where you like that dilkhush"
    I said that much in one go without thinking and now after saying so much I feel so weird, like I remember everything we talked I hope she doesn't feel like I have feelings for her or any such things like that.
    I was so concerned about small small things and even I don't know why I am so concerned about this things which are useless to it's most.
    She looked at my face and smiled and said, it's late now, we should sleep now. To which I looked up into her eyes like looking into her eyes as I am going to see my future in her eye and cut the call. I was not getting feeling for her but its more of like affection of having someone by your side and talking to you little more than they do normally.
    I saw time it was 4am and I had work to do in morning so I was trying to sleep before I was about to doze off, she sent me good night message with 3 kiss emoticons. I smiled a little and slept.


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