They say learn to bow, learn to adjust, learn your manners because you have to shape and polish your edges to be acceptable.
You can't possible talk loudly, speak your mind or react every time you are disappointed, upset, angry or belittled. Can you?
Yes, I can. I chose to react without raising my voice, I chose to unlearn what changes my core, I chose to change as per my likings, I chose to stand out because I am not that crowd.
I trust my mirror more than their opinions, I don't support what you think is ideal, I support what I feel is right. I dont want you to believe me nor do I want to be convinced, I am happy with my wisdom which doesn't try to change the world.
I cannot become the version you imagine, I cannot be the light of your spree, I am nobody to tell you what is right or wrong as our books which offered the knowledge tend to disagree.
I am not any beacon of light or positivity personified, I am not your shoulder to cry when in your need. I can help you rise, be gentle and thrive but cannot tolerate you prying on others mercy, for your deed.
I have been there for everyone once who made me feel so special and bright, it shattered later like a vase of water which could not hold the responsibility of various lies.
I judge, I perceive, I don't assume because it's mostly empty. I care, I love, I hate and I forget. I believe in change not because it's constant but because I have seen it happen, over and over again.
I can't help you install faith, confidence and trust in your software as I am not an engineer of your life. What I can do is walk along and make it a memory of our lives.
I know I am not be very approachable as I don't always carry a smile, I know it can be hard to be my friend or companion for the longest while. I know my flaws are more but I am wise to acknowledge and not hold it as my pride.
After all whatever I am... it isn't their decision to decide.