You sip your tea Staring at a sky that looks so different As September dies in the distance Setting as a marker for your indecision Perhaps more honey Sticky sweet memories Sensations for a tongue Silent Numbed Tasteless Nothing satisfies Craving bitter dregs instead As twilight turns to evening The cup is resting on the table And the night looks so different As November's waiting to be born Somewhere in the world she lives already Premature to your reality She exists five hours ahead As I try to catch up to nothing Time is a demon Walking to the back door Stepping into the kitchen It looks so different now To my right the living room is empty No furniture to speak of Boxes of another life Piled in the corner Books and other people's dreams Stories never read Poems to strangers Collections of wasted time Notebooks filled with self-indulgence Lovers, ghosts, and fantasies Nothing to build a life upon Words as wedges, walls and bridges Words as match heads Sparking flames of love Flames of anger Fires of passion Of poison Of nonsense Burning down To embers To nothing Leaving only ashes that get caught up With Autumn breezes Blown as kisses From the lips of distant lovers The taste of tea and honey lingers As nothing special Only as something to do A ritual of habit such as sleep I awake to November She was up before the dawn Stepping outside the air is chill A cold cup resting On a table of my discontent Half empty and tasteless Useless Wasted Staring at the dark of morning My life is so different now The sun rises and looks The same as when it sets I walk back into the kitchen And make another cup of tea
NowI guess a parent is the only one that can do some thing to do the right thing just because I know that’s doing the right thing, I think more people would benefit if they had that mentality as well; I know for sure if they had a national food for his program in the greenhouse and someone to maintain bills and all that kind of stuff and get a water car that would save the world to yet, that’s doing the right thing like a parent would do.
At ocean's edge you left me Swimming out to meet the midnight Under the reflection of uncounted stars Dancing to a dirge upon troubled waters Washed by the foaming words Stinging sentences Salted solutions Jellyfish Syllables Secret sounds you alone dicern Lessons learned not Memories burned yes Waterfires of pure desire A life of loss what cost acquired? Sinking slowly into fathoms You were assured were blue Blankets of sorrows Of your own creation Comforted by suffocation You slept like an angel In currents of calm Leaving the surface behind A friend you kept at a distance Like a sun you never felt A warmth you longed for From a counterfeit youth Or glass of moonlight never tasted Eternally wasted you see There are no mermaids Waiting for you No gods to carry you Into Elysium Atlantis is a myth after all Seashells adorn the dancefloor Treasures have all been plundered Gardens of seaweeds sway Inside a fractured imagination Pressure crushes all expectations Of an escape you craved As stories saved All that remains Are bottom feeders Shipwrecks and fish scales Cold dreams Dark reality Breathless In stillness you lay Looking up Through cascading Blessings Or not so blessed Diamond delusions Trickle down From a sky Abandoned long ago The lights above Eventually Disapear A billion eyes close As you realize The deep blue sea Is a lie For all is black As death runs Deep
Sometimes its feel like the world has fallen in my heart with full of love and on the other moment its heartbreaking and painful that I don't get that love back from you. I fall for the way you smile, dreaming of you every night was my constant, I never want to miss out that efforts to impress you. My heart melts by your every little expression which no one can understand and no one able to value more than me. I don't know if you ever going to be mine or not but I do love you the most and want to cherish all the beautiful and precious moments of my life just with you. You're not my forever destination but my forever journey which I will never going to leave from my side because that's only mine and no one else have right on it.