Last night I dreamed about you... you came to pick me up... You came in your best suit... I'm standing behind you trying to follow you with my footsteps that I know I'm so far behind.. and you disappear... leave me...
The dream seemed real to me.. I woke up in the middle of the night and suddenly tears flowed from my eyes... did you leave me my love?
Adopting and accepting a new route for yourself Get on a new routine Because you have very powerful magic Transformative gifts within you Transformation... Rebirth... New start... New beginning...
Keep protect your energy Because past people or toxic people still trying to take advantages from you or consume your positive energy for their advantages Start to heal and start to release whatever the burden on your shoulders within your situation Express what you want and focus on you Because this is your time to shining your light
Sometimes it hurts to know a truth that we ourselves are unable to face. when we are surprised by a truth that seems like a boomerang for ourselves
Sometimes it hurts to know a truth that we ourselves are unable to face. when we are surprised by a truth that seems like a boomerang for ourselves The pain felt like the feeling of being betrayed. okay, it might sound like a drama, but life is full of drama from people who take advantage of us. about what we experience, what we feel, what we share and shared.
This can be used as a boomerang for ourselves .. so it often appears stabbed in the back ... you must know what I mean..so,listen your intuition about the red flag...if you feel triggered,it means you have to listen your intuition
There are so many people who feel that they are better than others.. I understand this very well, because this is human nature. Humans are in the wrong place and make mistakes in any case, therefore we must never stop learning to keep ourselves busy being a high value human. Not to show off and feel better than others, but to acknowledge for yourself that the figure of a human being is also entitled to happiness and achieves whatever they wants
When I stand in front of the mirror...I see an attractive woman in front of me...a woman who is sometimes insecure because of a lot of pressure from people who think she is incompetent and not worthy of happiness...then the figure of a woman that I see in front of me is in front of the mirror ask me "who are you?" i replied "i am Me" "Me who?" at that time I was silent, these lips were stiff there were no words that I could say from my lips .. "Me, who?" the woman asked again, and I answered "just Me.. I'm just an ordinary human being.." suddenly like being struck by lightning I was surprised to find the figure of a woman in front of me saying loudly and confidently... "You are You! you are unique you like to make other people feel warm when they are near you your humble attitude can make people treated with all kinds of sadness they experience. So, never doubt yourself, because You are valuable and you deserve happiness."
I miss you Forgive me I love you Forgive me I want you Forgive me I want you completely Forgive me forgive me for being selfish selfish want to have you have you only for me Forgive me I'm too demanding After I saw you and understood your feelings from the look in your eyes that spoke to me I know.. I know that you love me without the slightest doubt Forgive me I'm sorry I doubted you Forgive me be patient with me I learn i'm growing to reach you So that I can walk side by side with you
For the next few days I feel tight in my chest..but I will try not to pay attention to what I feel. Returning to the way I started, I told myself I was fine. Okay, for the rest I will spend my day creating an atmosphere of happiness, the point is to make myself happy by doing whatever I love. Okay, a few weeks I was still holding on (even though I really wanted to scream), but I still stubbornly admitted that I was fine.
Spring Days passed, time after time kept changing, even I still hear the sound of the clock ticking in my ear. Trying to keep saying "okay, I'm fine". It's easy to say this, but actually these words make me realize even more that I'm not okay. The more I try to be okay, the clearer it will be to actually be involved that I'm not okay.
The reason why i love you Because i find comfort in you The reason why i choose you..not me who choose but my heart did it. Without any expectations..i choose to enjoy this love
You are my wings when my wings are broken You are the light when i drown in the deep dark of the black zone You are the voice who's keep calling me to come back to the light The light that meant for me For me to growth my acceptance of all the beauty of life itself
The hurt The pain The sadness The unworthy
You keep telling me to stay strong..be who i want to be Be who I am The amazing woman who love herself and have big empath for everything Acceptance is the key And you will get what you want
You always convince me that the universe has a big surprise for me As long as i keep stay grounded and keep in the right path Coz I'm already in the right path
"Grow..grow..my love..you are worthy...you are amazing"
You keep encouraged me with your positive words and i feel motivated.
But let me tell you this.. "sometimes its okay not to be okay" Yeah,i quote that words from one of my fav singer Jessie J. It worked for me
Doesn't mean that words from you not working..its just...sometimes..i am in the hermit mode to rebuild my growth to be better than yesterday.. That keep me steady to balance my life
But thank you so much for you guidance,i really love that...and i really appreciate you
Be patient with me Bear with me I'm growing I'm listening And I'm following my path
ups and down ups and downs Yes, this is how I feel right now feeling alone?...yes, this is how I feel The voices in my head are arguing so that I stay positive okay, I stay positive...but sometimes circumstances make me a little off track...yeah..not stay positive anymore well..hey, I'm not a robot...I'm an ordinary human who sometimes falls in the pit of sadness anxiety?...maybe yes..maybe no.... because we are like a TV that we can set to choose + and - it's just how we choose to move forward move on for your own good
Yes we bleed Whom you sobriquet the week women creed,
Do you ever realise the limits you exceed And the generations you mislead You still proceed even when some disagreed
The health that slowly perish And the pain that no-one can relish Some wishes left uncherished
sanitary napkins? For she is on her period What a shame Don't touch her for you will become impure Don't let her into the temple , she is impure It's our hearts that you truly injure By these mere superstitions
The endometrium breaks but what about the dignity that's on stake ?