I know presently that most people are so closely concerned with themselves they are not aware of their individuality, including me as well I can see myself, she has helped me to say what I wanted to say a long ago...
It's 1 am I found myself sleepless I went inside of me and find myself viewing the sky Looking at her I asked where you lost……
by an aggressive look, she teased me wow now you're asking me where you been Lost if I'm right you're the one who lost me, madam after hearing this expected words by her with my sweet words I tried to make her clam Ok chill baby cool while with a confused manner she questioned me again by the way what are you doing here??
I'm surprised to see you here. Her each word makes me blank
Surprised?? For What?? She remains silence by staring at me
Its almost 2.00 am why are you still sleepless I asked
by giggling, she whispered noting just enjoying the view what about you??
Me: Im here for you…hmm If you don’t mind kadhaippoma (shall we talk )
Myself: Yeah sure and we have to talk… because.. you're the one who tears me apart dragged me down even not taken care of me I got hurt its bleeding but you not even bandaged on it how painful is it do you know that but its doesn't matter for me I loved this pain and I can love even more because it caused by you.
Me: I'm sorry when a joyful and sorrows come together to attack me even sometimes I doubted you so I thought instead of making you suffer why should I not make you free by these pain But again and again you keep defeating me
Myself: my dear, you been a kite which is controlled by these worlds hand instead of making me free give me one chance Do you know once a boat at midnight sent alone to drift upon the moonless sea a lute whose leading chord is gone a wounded bird that hath but one imperfect wing to soar upon is like what you're without thee
Me: by keeping diamond within me I searched all over… my dear, I live in dreams my world is separate and strange when I dare to be powerful to use my strength in service of my vision then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid yes I am afraid of these humans world always I just want to runway…….
Myself: Ok let's go to all that place where ever you wanna go will run together and keep running by forgetting these world, by getting lost in our dreams but not on backward we run in the opposite direction by fighting the reality will overcome your fear just hold my hand let me come in your front to fight with you it's time for you to move, realizing that the thing you are seeking is also seeking you….