Water Relatives, Blood Covenants
Looking for love, don't come home,
Looking for trust, it ain't home,
Looking for warmth, the house is cold.
Watching family feud, going through family feuds,
Young royal going through it, a royal feud.
Arguments not argumentative but petty,
It's become an annoyance, things sketchy,
Been looking for avoidance, semi or henny.
They curse the come up, like you ain't gonna make it,
Now they use hexes, like they were day ones on days you had zeros.
Looking at you now, some kinda hero or savior
They didn't believe before, they just doubt,
Back when they said it was all for nought.
They selfish, they want your blood and soul,
They selfish, they want your flesh and bone,
They want you selfless, heart and spirit
Back ain't bent for them they ridicule you,
Bend over backwards for them and they want more from you.
Go forward for you and you're the ridiculous one.
Couldn't believe what I heard and saw,
Guess the vision is hard to see when you don't listen.
Securing bags and they want them to flop,
Bag secured, they lost to how you saw the top.
They want you out of slavery but mentally enslaved you,
They want you out the bucket but still pull you down
Out your mind because the skin tones are brown.
So much fake smiles it's all coonery.
They want your baloney for their hatchery,
Could you PLEASE stop with the buffoonery.
Studying my moves while you did physiology,
Talking togetherness but you studied anatomy,
Talking down on me when I had sleep paralysis,
I gave them help when their hands were tied in prolonged stasis,
That's standard for me, but they mis-standard the basics
Now its hard to say such,
They asking for much,
Wanting me to be their clutch,
Never been the type to be someone's crutch,
They're negative it's just really too much.
I can't get reciprocation when all they do is lie,
Sometimes at night wishing to be the type to cry,
But it's hard to break when all on mind is to fly,
It's a different league, lane and sport,
Alot on mind with decisions to sort,
Protests and judgments, they really want you in court.
Made you feel like what you did was only sin
Strangers give more love than my own kin
Put more faith in my brothers, they really want me win.
In any weather their shoulders are trusted, lose or win.
Guess what the scriptures say is true and in stone,
Just like when they wrote it on the tomb,
The blood of the covenant is thicker than the water in the womb.