We are bonded to people we don't even know
It's just the matter of time
Until it choose to reveal
There are loads of forged people
who says they will stay,
but ends up being saying
“the time wasn't good”
And at the end friendship is just an illusion when you are depressed
Cause its nothing being friends cause what you suffered remain inside your head,
We put faiths on bastard who
Don't even deserve to be served with the brightest friendships and the love that is finding its way to be beyond.
At times we gonna find people who truly care and the one's who are just pretending,
I do says time is sometimes not perfect for the things to happen,
But what if ?its the only thing that can happen for the best of you.
I may be the wrong person to say
That hold on people who still wanna stay,
Cause I have always been mistaken that It was my fate to be left behind,
I think so much about the peoples who came into my life's and made me believe nothing lasts long.
I know I know it ain't ,entirety your fault it was mine as well I may let you go cause I think I deserved it but believe me each one of you still stand in my head to make me guilty of what if?
Do I really mattered?
I asked you 1000 times what's the matter?
Until you said and cried.
But for what,you stand still walk up and never look behind.
I may be the culprit, that I don't open up,
But was it my fault the I become heartless,
Cause I suffered so hard even crying for someone who was barely mine and entirely someone else,
Was is my fault my friend that you was too protective,
Was it my fault that I needed some space,
Wait even for a minute if I didn't text you while online was a sin commited by me .
I put my all faiths on you ,until now I have it on you, but what you did ?
left me behind for your chick
Was it was my fault I was being a bad influence because of some people who put their fucking hatred in me,
Who put the damn jealously to rule in me,
You all impacted my life for 3-4 years more after leaving me behind.
what the fuck was my mistake you asked for my problems and I said I'm fine at once you believed.
where as I used to ask you 1000 times after you are saying I'm fine. Cause I knowed you but did you knowed me enough??????
I suffered alone what do you want from me to trust people blindly
No I don't owe a faith on anyone,
Everyone is nice and good to me now but believe me I trust them but I never open up cause it's just like, not again.
I didn't hold you cause I knowed you would stay,
Hahaha !guess I was wrong ,
And for years I thought that It was my fate and you made me believed that shit while I was again depressed.
I will light up,shine brighter than anyone else you have ever seen.
I will prove each one of you wrong.
I will leave you behind cause you are still fucking inside my head,
I will free me no matter what,
No matter if it takes years.
And will find people who truly belong to me (only me).