I think I have been inside for so long
I have start to crave for those things
I thought I Neva missed.
Meetings outings, activities and functions ,
I neva paid attention and devote my time to
There is this wild cry from my inside,
a rumble, fighting it's way off my mind's grips,
so desperate to break through.
my fantasies crying out of despair.
This will to let go and explore,
express my feelings and needs.
I think I would just give in.