No strings attached
10:41
You are trying to reach me now,
Now when I've flown far away
Away from your reach, like a kite
On this pink sky painted by my freedom as I sway
Through the fluffy clouds I realize
That I'm still attached by a string
Which pulls me from afar to your longing eyes
I chop this string now , hoping to fly again
But I can't go back to what I was before
Floating in the wind, now all I am, and I can do is
To lie down like dirty shell by the shore
Hoping, waiting for someone to choose me and
Transform me back to that kite again
But this time with no strings attached.
©serrenajoy_
#whispertome
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serrenajoy_ 144w
~From my thought series or you may call it short stories/poems~
Tags : #whispertome #timetoheal #oldscares #reading #writingcommunity #readwriteunite #writeitdown ( #let #none #hold #you #back ) #shortstories #midnightthoughts12 1serrenajoy_ 144w
~Part 5 of my thoughts series.. you can call it short stories~
Tags : #whispertome #readwriteunite #writingcommunity #writeitdown ( #stop #losing #yourself #for #others ) #shortstories #thoughts #middaythoughtsI miss my own self
3:04pm
I miss the old happy me, I miss how I was concerned about others, I miss how I could share the love that you once showered me with. I miss how I used to eat and love what I ate, I miss how I could sleep knowing that someday soon it wont be the pillow that I would be cuddling as I slept, that someday it would be us hugging each other as we slept. I miss my own self. I hate knowing that I hate myself more than I hate you. I loved you, I loved everything that we had, I wish for all to replay back. I cant remember the last time I heard your voice or saw your face , I needed that one last time, I know that I deserved it. So I savoured each moment knowing that it was my very last.
©serrenajoy_10 0serrenajoy_ 144w
~Part 4 of the many thought sessions that I have ... You may call it short stories~
Tags : #whispertome #readwriteunite #writingcommunity #shortstories #thoughts ( #everything #should #not #be #attached #with #a #person ) #writeitdownEverywhere, everything
10:01am
After investing soo much time , energy, and emotions on you, Right now I find no purpose anymore, I don't have anything worthwhile doing.
Everywhere, everything attaches to you.
I write but then most of the time its something relating to you, I read something and it somehow relates it to your speech, I watch a movie and find a character annoying yet adorable like you, I meet new people and yet their new voice has something familiar like your soul awakening voice.
I try to shut my eyes to sleep and yet I see you around me as this joyous cloud, I even see myself feeling better than my usual self.
I wake up to realize that none of this is true, I force myself back to sleep, to dream more about this "virtual imaginary version of you",
to touch you and be with you again.
©serrenajoy_11 0serrenajoy_ 145w
~Part 3 of many, from my thoughts section or short stories as you may call it..
Also listen to Prateek Kuhad's songs , your soul will thank me later :) ~
Tags : #whispertome #writingcommunity #readwriteunite ( #write #dont #doubt ) #shortstories #prateekkuhad #soulfulsongs #lyrics #midnightthoughts #storytime #create #inspireTo be mine again
10: 47 pm
Prateek kuhad in his song "For your time" says the words that I long to say or probably shout at you right now - 'I beg you for your time, I beg you to be mine.' Today , the day you officially ended us without explaining anything left me at this space of confusion or if I have to sound poetic then it would denote this dark dusky cloud that seems to blur away everything that this city of promises once held. With thoughts of denial , I question myself on an endless loop - ' how can I accept any of this when everything went by so good. Was I floating away in this dream where things went beautiful between us or did you feel it too? Couldn't you have stepped up to fight for me once , or maybe I was not worth the cause. ' But all I can do is to beg you to be mine again and I will make it worthy enough to have a fight this time.
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serrenajoy_ 145w
~Part 2 of many thought series or short stories as you may call it~
Tags : #whispertome #writingcommunity #readwriteunite #readthrough #writeitdown ( #learn #to #loveyourself ) #shortstories #middaythoughts #story #seriesNot wishing to capture
12:29 pm
Tracing back those days when I came back home early and still looked well kept that is - the smeared kajal around my eyes , my wind blown hair and the half eaten lip stick that fades on my lips, I would still click a picture of my face (fase as you called it) and I would send it to you. Today I came back home a little too early than the usual unending day because I just couldn't sit there and suffer through replaying our conversations in my head. I looked beautiful or esthetically pleasing as my friends earlier said, but I dont have the courage to look at myself through this camera on my phone or the mirror attached to this bedroom wall. My hands grow numb, not wishing to capture anything about me anymore; Since you wouldn't wish to see it anymore.
©serrenajoy_9 0serrenajoy_ 145w
~Jotting down a thought series or short stories you may say.. this is part 1 of many~
Tags : #whispertome #writingcommunity #shortstories #thoughts ( #broken #hearts #create #art ) #readwriteunite #writeitdown #storytime #latenightthoughtsRight now
10: 34 pm
Right now we both we sneak into our rooms and stare at each others phone's to capture all the happiness that flows out of our faces as we talk. Right now we both would be talking about how our day went by, good or bad we just heard each other's recap of what happened in our lives. Right now we both would be sneakily capturing screenshots even though I would always catch you red- handed. Right now you would be complimenting the way my messy hair bounces or the way how my tired eyes look and I would say stop but you never would. Right now I would have thought if today I could finally reveal it to him that I not only just liked him, but I had more to add on to that. Right now all I wish is, to go back to those long distance video calls and say , "I loved you like I did since the day we met."
©serrenajoy_11 0serrenajoy_ 146w
~I wrote this the other day on the metro and found no time to edit the background of it as I had to get down the very next stop. Now I did edit it with a picture which I found from @ thatgirlnamed_nida 's account.~
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Tags : #whispertome #thoughtsoftheday #metrotales #writingcommunity #poetrytherapy #death #curiosityThinking about death
I sit here thinking about death
While through the metro window
I stare at the dark clouds and their polluted breath
Do you die when you have the omen of the crow
Or when you let your soul wander to paths unknown
Do you die to come back to life
From the parallel universe that you once were trapped
Or do you die to just fall in love
Love with how you once were
I sit here in this metro thinking about death
Not in a way to end my soul
But just curious over how I give out my last breath
Would it be inside a hospital decaying as a whole
Or would it be while I'm sleeping in my bed
Alive today to peacefully rest my head.
©serrenajoy_11 0serrenajoy_ 147w
~Writing something unfinished after a long break, missed you mirakeans ! ~
Tags : #whispertome #unfinished #writersblock #poetrycommunity #writingAn un- finished poem of you
I have written about a lot of souls
What they meant to me, their actions and their roles
It surprises me how I am speechless
When I am unable to write about you
Though we talk , laugh and share a warmth so reachless
But when I take up this pen, I remain blank and blue
I am aware it's nothing to do with you, but something within me that
Holds me back from dotting this down
Maybe I am not worthy enough to write , or the fear of being laughed at,
Or maybe it's the constant worry of losing you around
Leaving me one day with nothing but old memories so true
Heartbroken with this un- finished poem of you.
©serrenajoy_14 2serrenajoy_ 174w
~Would you write over and over for someone?~
Capturing Prateek Kuhad's beautiful concert experience with a few "100 words" .
Tags : #prateekkuhad #concerts #moments #words #writing #readwriteunite #writingcommunity #coldwinters #starrynights #touched #whispertome100 words
In an unknown crowd
I stood peeping high as my toes allowed
Hoping to get a glimpse of a face so known
Under the starry night
While the artist's guitar sturmmed
People shared hugs and kisses
What a beautiful sight
I held close to my friend
As those soulful songs played
Singing along without an end
Suddenly tears came rolling down
As he sang these words without a frown
"Do you have a 100 words for me?
Cause I have only three
You couldn't even sing for me
And I keep on writing this song
Over and over for you"
While the cold winter wind blew by
I had more than a hundred words to describe that nigh
Being ambivalent that moment I lived through
I realized I'll write over and over for you!
©serrenajoy_13 0serrenajoy_ 176w
~I've gone haywire~
Tags : #voices #writingcommunity #poetry #whispertome #muse #crazy #contentCrazy
Would it be crazy to seek you
Just because I need someone to write about
Would it be crazy if I describe your every move
Just because it's aesthetics is admired around
Would it be crazy to pen down our end
Just because I feel incoherent
The voices of my head have gone haywire
To smother this repeated fire
"Would it still be crazy to seek you
I just need someone to write about?!"
©serrenajoy_20 2 1serrenajoy_ 177w
~What are your thoughts on the new year new me trends? How do you replay your year of 2018? ~
You've survived it till now for sure.
Tags : #newyear #whispertome #readwriteunite #writingcommunity #poetrywriting #living #momemts #newtry #resolution #survivalA New year ___ me?!
All this noise from the party next door
As they joyfully celebrate the year end
While I lie on the bed and
Replay this year and reminiscense it's lore
Many are grateful while the rest are remorseful
Of not fulfilling their so called righteous resolutions
Or having lost someone so loving and faithful
I try to describe this period admist a lot of confusion
As..
I'd already celebrated the great days
I'd already cried out my pain
I'd already grumbled about my old ways
I'd already thanked those for my new gain
The new party hit seems to be playing
While I try and describe this last journey
I feel empty as I had already lived the moments of it
By laughing, crying, dancing and dreaming
Now I hear someone being annoyed with the loud music
I note those starting the new year fighting and yelling.
©serrenajoy_12 2serrenajoy_ 178w
~ I'll forever be sorry for leaving those hurt~
Tags : #writersofmirakee #readwriteunite #writingcommunity #readaway #poetycommunity #whispertome #hurt #reflect #focusNot to leave one hurt
I searched for everything and anything
Just to turn away my focus from my own broken self
I reflected upon the small fling
That I once had and realized how much I needed help
I embedded upon my shoulders a bundle of work
Just to keep my brain busy and my hair tied up
That small fling that once began as just a sneaky lurk
Further reflecting upon my own mistake I built myself up
Not to make any random decisions
And not to leave one hurt.
©serrenajoy_12 2serrenajoy_ 178w
~Who are those "someone's" that you're grateful for?~
Tags : #writingcommunity #readwriteunite #life #year #grateful #read #poetycommunity #writersofmirakee #shortpoems #whispertome #flowersYear
A year seems like something so long to go
But yet with someone around the time just flies by
Someone to play with on the snow
Or to talk with when you were low
Someone to share the bitter truths eye to eye
Or to share those Christmas gifts by
Thats how a year for me seems like a day
And these long months like a few hours
These "someone's" are what I'm grateful for; as I pray
Who'll keep me safe till I bloom like those flowers.
©serrenajoy_17 5 1- keviv_ @serrenajoy_ ahh!! Well penned appreciate ❤️
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- keviv_ @serrenajoy_ heyya!
serrenajoy_ 178w
~When he said my name I could feel his soul fighting through the grave~
You never realize how much you mean to a person unless something supernatural like this happens. :)
Tags: #writersofmirakee #readwriteunite #writingcommunity #poetry #createtoinspire #whispertome #poetrycommunity #sphereofcreaters #creativity #originalcontent #loveMuch left unsaid
Do you remember that person
Who says "hi" to you each and every single day
Do you remember that person
Who greets you each time you walk through that way
I can't help but remember you old man
You led me to my worst and best days as they began
Now seeing you sick on the coner of the bed
Shattered my soul, making me realize there's so much left unsaid
But your grey blue eyes light up
On the sight of me - a person - a nobody in your life
You breathe heavily as you listen to your wife
She tells you that I arrived
She asks you who's standing in front to check if you survived
And that's when through those heavy breaths
You take my name and smile
Tears roll down my cheeks for a while
As I held your hand while you battled those deaths
©serrenajoy_13 2serrenajoy_ 187w
Peace that passes my own understanding
Seeking peace from the hectic city
Brought me here up on this hill
Spending time exploring the wild forests
Spotting a tiger, an elephant, and a stray kitty
I knew everything was perfect as it was all God's will
While I hoped to give myself a break
That was something that never happened
As I was dancing wild and singing songs by the fire
Ended up talking old tales with friends by the lake
Now while I'm on the road that takes me home
With a beautiful sunset coming closer as we move
I believe I found that perfect peace that passes my own understanding
As I captured all these memories in my heart and not on my phone
©serrenajoy_9 1serrenajoy_ 193w
~Is it?~
Tags : #weird #stories #conversations #oceans #writingcommunity #readwriteunite #whispertomeIs it weird?
Is it weird that I spend my day thinking
What you would be doing right now
Is it weird that I re-play all our conversations blinking
Blinking my eyes like a cow
Just to understand the un-told emotions
Is it weird that I send you a random text
Just to remind you that I love you
Without actually using those words
While sitting beside this world of blue lonely oceans
©serrenajoy_11 0serrenajoy_ 193w
~I feel like a 12 y/o crazy in love after writing this poem~
Tags : #memories #stories #re-told #readwriteunite #writingcommunity #writersofmirakee #whispertomeRe-told
Some stories are meant to be re -told
Like the first time you held my hand
I was so scared and confused to behold
Or like the time when we lay together on heaps of sand
Talking tales of life and chasing wild dreams
Or even the time when you taught me how to dance
While I messed up the steps and fell in your hands
These stories are just meant to be re-told
Because that's how we remember the love which unfolds.
©serrenajoy_12 1 1serrenajoy_ 193w
~It's just that weird feeling all over again.~
Tags : #butterfly #blues #writingcommunity #readwriteunite
#whispertomeButterfly
Everytime I get to see you
I have this butterfly fluttering in my stomach
But that creature comes out blue
Blue in emotion and tries to consume me
In your unfamiliar love
©serrenajoy_11 0serrenajoy_ 194w
~ I decided to write once again as I realized that there's still some darkness left in me to be released ~
Tags : #glassbottles #readwriteunite #writtingcommunity #whispertome (#burn #your #emotions)Empty glass bottle
Have you ever felt like an empty glass bottle
Washed away by an ocean of emotions
Yet attractive to those who find you
Hoping to see a message written down
Deep down rolled inside you
You - An empty glass bottle
They seem delighted to see you
At times you appear to be a
Shiny glass bottle as the sun's harsh rays hit you
Or you were colourful with a rainbow reflecting
Or you once wrapped in a brand of fame
But deep down You - An empty glass bottle
You know that there's nothing inside
Nothing that they want from you
Nothing that interests them
You know that You - An empty glass bottle
Is still filled with that peaceful darkness that once soothed your ocean of emotions
©serrenajoy_12 0serrenajoy_ 199w
~My first interview for college was also my first rejection in life.
I'm not sure what went wrong that day
But now I'm glad I'm not a part of that college.~
Artwork by - pride_mysha
Tags : #truestory #interview #storylikepoems #readwriteunite #opportunities # rejection #lost #riseabove #writersofmirakee #poetrycommunity #storyofmylife #whispertome #backagain. :)Interviews and rejections
We all have those interviews to face in life
Mine was at the age of seventeen
Where they selected the candidates by a roll of a dice
My 14 years of education was a mere blank screen
For those highly educated professors
Who knew nothing about my personal achievements
Like how I battled depression while trying to achieve the marks set by my precedessors.
Or like how I took up not one but many jobs to pay for my brother's treatment.
It's a messed up system in all I would say
Where one is trained to achieve a certificate of marks
Draining the capacity of a kid to dream all day
Turning them into lifeless corpes!
Being rejected that day I thought
I'm not worthy to follow my dreams after all
But now I know that my story doesn't end with a dot
And I can stand up by myself after a fall.
©serrenajoy_
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