I miss the way Friday used to make me feel.
Waiting for the bell to sound.
Days ahead imminently amazing; happiness-bound.
But now it doesn't matter if Friday's around.
Or even if my feet touch the ground.
Floating on my cloud---round round and round.
Looking for a meaning... a purpose... or anything profound.
What day is it; What time is it?
Is the clock even wound?
Oh what Id do to wind back the clock.
To a Friday with afternoon bells and boards covered in chalk.
And nights with friends where'd we'd giggle and talk.
"Be kind, rewind" on all cassettes.
Simple fun and pleasure. Scrunchies and barrettes.
Innocent minds and souls. Too young for regrets
But now, with Friday comes a haze.
Days of the week...in a daze.
Dazed in the days.
Weak at the end of the week.
Living in a blur.
Walking's a stagger. And talking's a slur.
If you can just make it to Friday, that's what they always say.
That's when it will all be okay.
But how is that so?
When it's like any other day..
When time makes no sense and is in constant disarray.
I mss how Fridays used to make me feel.
When I used to laugh for real.
When the weekend was tomorrow, and I had nothing but time to kill.
The aroma of bacon would feel the air the next morning.
But now, I'm just mourning....for Friday's that don't exist.
In a heartbeat, I'd go back.
I would not resist.
To hear that Bell again. And a class be dismissed.
Movie nights With Friends- '10 things I hate about You' and Never been kissed'
Tart, candy braclets half-eaten on my wrist.
Goodnight hugs from my mother---Too many things to list.
Those are the Fridays that I have missed.
If I can just make it to Friday....
For a bit longer... If I can just subsist.
For now I'll just relish in the fog of nostalgic Friday mist.