People around me
When the people around me ,
Changed with the seasons in my life,
I fell on the ground and thought , "how can they change into this?",
My conscience shook,
Then i thought ,
Maybe i didnt see
Or notice while laying the foundations of trustand love,
That they were all busy building a wall of distrust.
Little did i know,
That their words with time,
Will become like an ink blot on the papers of my life,
They stained the love which was there,
And broke the bond we shared.
They wrote red words about me on the walls of hatred overnight,
Which felt like frozen icicles being stabbed in my heart,
For no reason at all
They killed the old little girl and
She was ready to fall.
I remember ,
I sensed all of this five years ago,
But childishly crushed these senses and threw it out of the window,
I tied the blindfold on my eyes,
Cause my trust on them, back then,
Was bigger than their fake egoistic pride.
Within a few sunsets i learnt,
How people could flip sides,
How could they be mine,
For a moment and be the villain the very next time,
Within a few dark nights i learnt,
How could people use your self confidence ,
To ruin you and say that you were a tainted fok.
I was just fifteen ,
When my faith on them shook with disbelief,
My capability to think seized,
They never tried to lay their prejudice aside,
And believed in ego rather than a big opened mind,
But remember always,
Never to loose someone's faith,
For the sake of green eyed envy ,
Do not always look for money,
And never ever choose to duml the reality.
Battling those rough winds was tough for me ,
Living in between the wordy false narratives was excruciating for me,
My ships of old love now sank,
Deep beneath the waters of betrayal ,
And touching the truthful sand.
And suddenly in the morning i realized,
The colour of my clothes was black,
The stains of harsh was invisible on this,
So i ran into the bushes as if i was mad,
Cause now i became the wise wild one,
To explore a magnificent truth and be an experienced lad