#vent

337 posts
  • sketcher 6w

    We are just people of few words. We have had conversations, discussions, fights and confessions. But what they remember or associate us with has never been in my control. I have always thought no matter what I present or how much we calculate our work we are always just a piece what they make us for they know a new me for they will always see it different than what I had intended. No one is to blame for that, cause if it's just taken what it's meant life would be easy. We struggle to have simple life maybe that's because we never make it simple for others. Simple life rather than a normal life because do we actually know what's normal ? We thought we did but didn't it change for everyone?

    Don't know what's the point of all these but they sure make me think?


    #mirakee #writersnetwork #life #thoughts #random #thinking #feelings #vent

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    When you vent
    ©sketcher

  • chronicmelancholic 20w

    Anxiety

    Don't let the waves of time
    Crash your mind
    Against the same banks.


    ©chronicmelancholic

  • frogatesh 23w

    my mother would tell me;
    that the most i will be loved was by my parents
    and no one else would love me more than they did.
    i had a lover who'd tell me;
    even the greatest love would end just like his parents' did
    and i'd sit there in silence
    in pain of knowing what will happen,
    if i ever demand more...

    they're memories in cubicles,
    which i mostly forget, or get twisted
    but still i come back looking;
    to see where it hurts the most .

    i can't calm down,
    when i see dullness in your eyes .
    i can't let go of the fingers ,
    that are hugging my hands.

    death knows the most vulnerable people in world are lovers,
    they're right;
    that's why when vows are changed you won't be abandoned,
    because death stands at the gate of your house
    and angels stay inside
    with you until you die
    to entertain you with illusions

    clearly these words hurt me,
    and clearly they cut like knives
    but what do i know about easing myself,
    and what do i do without your love?

    please don't be cold to me
    just because you will be gone in winter
    please don't rain tears for me
    just because we won't see another autumn storm
    pleas , i know what I'm making are
    but silence, is hellfire
    and lies are desperation
    please oh please i beg for myself
    to a god that i never believed in
    for mercy, and for life
    for our love's longevity for a million years
    #poem #vent #alone #love #memories

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    love,

    ...they're memories in cubicles,
    which i mostly forget, or get twisted
    but still i come back looking;
    to see where it hurts the most . ..

    ...clearly these words hurt me,
    and clearly they cut like knives
    but what do i know about easing myself,
    and what do i do without your love?..

    ©frogatesh

  • conflicted_ 24w

    Have you ever in a day tried to see your actions from any other perspective other than "thou higher and acta for greater good" perspective? The lies you say yourself to cover your cold, care free and ruthless behaviour.
    #hate #Scorpio #vent #rant #hurt #pain #vain #angry
    #monster

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    You did not yield a sword,
    you hold a pen,
    a pen covered in the crimson
    of all the people you hurt in the past,
    you write in black,
    you hurt yourself,
    you cut and pierce yourself
    and write with all the sludge
    that your inners transformed
    for everything's that done
    and you're doing.
    You are no warrior,
    you're just like every other
    knight you hated and turned into,
    due course of choices not events.
    You turned into the ugly monsters you
    hated and hunted once,
    hiding behind silver,
    above the fortress of memories,
    debris of the dead,
    Bled out and wept,
    with every choice that
    you didn't or thought
    was adept.
    ©conflicted_

  • bonitasarahbabu 28w

    It never fails,
    Plans are made,
    But almost always, it has to be changed.
    She goes back to the torture,
    Because she needs to protect her safe haven.
    She hates going to hell on Earth,
    But she does it.
    One day this torture will end,
    And she prays it will be soon.
    ©bonitasarahbabu
    04/01/2021

  • drake_the_breaking_wolf 28w

    Cold

    In this empty space of my mind, I float in darkness,
    As I do my skin cracks and bleeds, an endless cycle that restarts when I wake up,
    I bleed endlessly and a sheer coldness spreads over me,
    The cold numbs the pain of my cracks,
    My soul is trapped and wants to be free,
    But I am stuck in a bone chilling cold within my head,
    The blood does not pool but floats around me,
    Encompassing my body like a shell until it once again becomes my skin,
    A temporary warmth that cracks, breaks, and becomes cold,
    How do I find warmth in life,
    When I am constantly freezing within my head.

    ©drake_the_breaking_wolf

  • drake_the_breaking_wolf 28w

    Procrastination

    I sit in a room surrounded by beings similar to me,
    We have no motivation to do what needs to be done,
    We only sit and do what we want as the time ticks by,
    Many say to just do what must be done yet,
    Everyone around me seems to find it hard to find the light in the dark,
    I will continue to sit here until the last minute,
    Contemplating what must be done and what can be done.

    ©drake_the_breaking_wolf

  • conflicted_ 32w

    Everyday,
    It feels like I'm walking on a tight rope,
    I can't see but
    I can feel the tension that lies in my hope,
    My mother, I keep her safest above my arms,on my wings..
    My allies on my shoulders and
    My lover lies like a crown on my horns,
    while I walk this test,is this a
    Walk of shame or a leap of faith?
    Two little demons called guilt and regret whisper in my ears, to look back,
    I can't look back cause I know if I turn back I'd fall down and if I fall,
    would it be like a pack of cards or dominoes,
    Either ways my wings weigh,
    And I can't see ahead cause it's uncertain,
    It feels like there's more than gravity,
    That's certain,
    pulling me down,
    all the people who I once looked up to or looked for,
    I can't look back, no way,
    Neither could I see or know what's ahead,
    'Close my eyes, o lover,
    Make me walk above the clouds,
    Make me reach the stars above,
    take me higher,
    Hold my wings, o mother,
    I'll keep you safe till the last of my breath...'
    ©conflicted_
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    Incomplete piece.
    Let's see if I could complete this later or if anyone of you could, that'd be great.
    #vent #rant #demons #walk #mother #wings #fall #hope #guilt #regret #uncertainty #shame

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    Everyday,
    It feels like I'm walking on a tight rope,
    I can't see but
    I can feel the tension that lies in my hope,
    My mother, I keep her safest above my arms,on my wings..
    My allies on my shoulders and
    My lover lies like a crown on my horns,
    while I walk this test,is this a
    Walk of shame or a leap of faith?
    Continued in the caption.
    ©conflicted_

  • cherrypauper 37w

    #writersnetwork #pod #tw:homophobia #tw:transphobia #anger #vent

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    Oblivious Ouroboros

    A python grip around your throat and a telescope in my eyes, I'm left to wonder if you foreseen your own demise. By the hands of a daughter, by the hands of a friend, by the hands of anyone you've openly damned.

    You never realized you set aflame a survivors will to see your destruction.

    Not when they claim sanctuary, hidden from the witch hunts in your very home. Nestled between an alley and their pyre. Hand in hand in hope in the nothingness that stares back, repeating a faded echo of, "I love you."

    For they do... yet everything you have done speaks your words as venomous lies. Twisting again and again till nothing remains. Unblinking as you ready an empty grave.
    ©cherrypauper

  • drake_the_breaking_wolf 39w

    Human

    Who the hell am I
    I ask this question everyday
    Yet I find no answer

    This body is weak and fragile
    I have to watch everything I do
    One wrong move and it all could break

    I have a name but I do not know the owner anymore
    That man is dead and has been for a long time
    I know not who I am nor my name
    I am simply another human in this dying world

    Who am I beyond this body
    Without flesh or skin
    Who is the true me deep in my soul


    ©drake_the_breaking_wolf

  • justanotherdarnedgirl 39w

    Rap the crap outta your pain, bitch.
    #temp #rap #vent

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    What the fuck is happening
    Why'd you wanna be with me
    Rules and regulations huh?
    They don't really apply with me
    But if you really, really, really
    Wanna go down on me
    You better take a look at the T & C

    Who do you think you're fucking with
    This girl right here don't owe you shit
    Motherfucking bastards tryna own me
    Sitting right here I don't give two shits

    Bitch what you looking at
    Kneel in front of me
    Booty so big, tits so lit
    Them hoes got....nothing on me

    While ya'll are sleeping
    Like babies in the cribs
    I'm up until the morning
    Writing the song lyrics

    I ain't gonna sleep off
    I ain't gonna settle down
    I was born to hustle
    See me win this tussle

    Boy, no small talk
    Let these lips talk
    My pussy, real juicy
    My attitude, real choosy

    Snow bunny's real hungry
    Feed, before she gets hangry

    Honey? Or money?
    Fettuccine and Gucci
    A pussy like mine
    Is really hard to find

    Treat me good
    Love me right
    Make me your wife
    Before I change my mind

    I ain't gonna change
    I ain't gonna rearrange
    I was born for a reason
    This is the best season

    Worthy of gold
    Till I go cold
    Never get lost
    Better go ghost

    All of this girl power
    Higher than Rapunzel tower
    Realisation hit me like a storm
    Always have been up in my dorm

    ©justanotherdarnedgirl

  • conflicted_ 40w

    How does it feel when you water a plant and yet it remains withered?
    Little shades of green you call progress,
    The hope of a blooming bud makes you want to continue this circle that takes a toll on both the plant and the gardener,
    You know it is not the plant's fault nor the gardener, Adverse conditions? Maybe?
    But you do remember the time when there was no sun and it was either cloudy or rain?
    How did the plant manage to bloom and give everyone hope? How did the plant with no sun bloomed while the same under all the best conditions , only tend to wither?
    I don't know how longer I'd be hopeful in watering you,
    I don't know how longer you could take all the strength from your roots and still stand , withered but still signs of blooming , awaiting for the rays of hope,
    I hope you Endure a
    little more, I hope you
    Survive...
    ©conflicted_
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    How did it get so late so soon?...
    . Quick Vent! Correct me if any mistakes felt or found!
    Pic credit : Pinterest/rightful owner
    #vent #gloom #tired #pain #survive #bloom #endure
    #hope #wither #escape #dark

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    How does it feel
    when you water a plant
    and yet it remains withered?
    Little shades of green
    you call progress,
    The hope of a blooming bud
    makes you want to continue
    this circle that takes a toll
    on both the plant and
    the gardener...
    ©conflicted_
    Continued in the caption...

  • zaishalove 40w

    Vent

    Why do you want me to write, write, write, write like a I don't know a leaf? Maybe.. I don't know..I don't know..I don't care.. I don't really care.. is it just me venting on this of and I know these words don't make any sense but I'm not here to make sense, I'm here to vent..

  • conflicted_ 42w

    It's hard to digest the thought that you're not here now, not anymore on the other side of my life,I know it was my fault.
    All the days I thought I was strong enough to handle everything that I am going through, I was so wrong, only when I calibrated a day without you, the thought of without you, I felt a sting,
    An indifference,
    Sanity, I thought was, walking on tight rope without looking back or falling down, when I removed you from this daily equation,
    Sanity felt thinner than it normally was and strangling instead of holding me,
    Today, I knew that all these days I understood sanity wrong, sanity was you trying to hold me and walk me through this hell .
    My hands venomous, strangling you like twisted vines but you never complained
    You said you were choking
    But I was blind under this life so unkind,
    You were always so kind yet I was so blind to realize how my words and presence turned toxic, slowly, as we close each other's eyes, for this life was too bright for us to compensate, we walked this journey , until one day my actions so animalistic and I've scarred you forever...
    Sanity let loose when my scars started to take over you,
    You bled but I was too numb to feel anything,
    You bled and I played blind,
    And as you came, you went the same,
    Without a notice, without a bye
    But only with feelings so contrast,
    Sorry for letting you and ending us like this,
    .
    #vent #sad #heartbreak #sorry #love #hurt #toxic #vain

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    Sanity

    Sanity felt thinner than it normally was,
    and felt strangling instead of holding me...
    ©conflicted_
    Read the caption...

  • deepflowsoul 42w

    I cant believe that happened. That is NOT love. It's only spite that didn't get their way. Welcome to my shit list dad! Fuck you.

    #anger #vent #pain #father #mother #cruel #love #blackmail #crying #bleeding #furious #claim #rage #spite #truestory

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    True story.

    He claimed he loved me,
    But he used my own mother against me.
    Black mailing pictures of her crying,
    When I was bleeding too.
    Someone who loves you would never be so cruel!!
    ©deepflowsoul

  • pyro_sagen 46w

    Wake Up

    Trauma is a hell of a drug
    You never escape it
    You never wake up

    And my body Is dying
    Vomiting burns in my throat
    From all the nights I sit up retching alone

    I'm losing my sight
    It's not like before
    And now I can't see far away anymore

    Touch chills me to the bone
    And you know what else
    That's nothing compared to the bones I've grown starving myself

    Mental or physical
    Getting hurt is not something new
    You have to hurt them before they hurt you

    I've done what I've had too
    Survival is all that I know
    I've felt things that will remain deep down below

    Because trauma is a hell of a drug
    You never escape it
    You never wake up
    ©pyro_sagen

  • eyesick 48w

    I guess ill just go to sleep
    And prepare for my death.
    I dont want to
    But i guess i have to.

  • mentally_till 51w

    Old

    I wouldn't have minded growing old with you. Growing old alone is horrifying. It won't stop, won't slow down.

    I remember when we were kids. Feels like just a few months ago that we were teenagers. 21 now, but soon I'll be old. I wonder what our lives would have looked like.

  • mentally_till 54w

    Autumn

    Of all the beautiful things that have become so painful, Autumn is the worst. The lovely weather, the colors and the smells, all wasted with no one to share them with

    Luckily I can wear long sleeves

  • drake_the_breaking_wolf 39w

    Numb

    Everything is just so numb

    I can feel the burning hot blood pumping throughout my body
    I tear at the skin and let it leak
    I feel pain and then nothing
    So much anger

    I feel it build and build until I feel like I'm about to burst
    There is a fire in my eyes and it scares me
    Such rage is deadly in the amounts I have
    I could end up easily killing but I do not want to
    I fear myself and what I could do

    I fear what may become of me in the future
    Might the rage finally take over and make me snap or can I maintain control

    Everything just feels Numb


    ©drake_the_breaking_wolf