NEVER GONNA BE
THE FOREVER ME'
As long as you restrict me,
I suppress myselves , you know'
As long as you force,
I hurt myself from within
As long as you throw your words at me,
I juss obey with the mumbling tears of silence
As long as your anger strike the fragile 'me,
I juss burst into the storm of invisible tears
As long as your thoughts keep wrapping me so tight,
As long as your notions creating new boundaries to me,
As long as my regretting tears for you rolldown,
It's so harder to an extent,
To hold all my tears
To bear the restricted me
To withstand to your attitude
You know' I'm trying to mould as per your notions,
But.......in the way
My heart's becoming an ocean of grief.
I juss want to live as ME
I juss want be MYselves forever pappa .