I miss you
Everyday passes and I tell myself I will be fine
I try to move on, but I can't seem to move at all.
Images of you stay in my head, and I can barely breathe
"Save your drama for the next girl"
That was what you said to me, when I tried to tell you I was hurting
But, you didn't know, you were supposed to be my last girl
Now I'm drifting and I can't catch myself
You used to make me so happy just by being yourself
I was content just to watch you be you
To see your smile and hear you laugh was enough for me
I only wanted you to be happy at all times
For you, I was selfless and happy being so
You were supposed to be my everything,
But now? I'm your nothing.
I wish things didn't get to the point where all you left me was pain
Heartache, despair, sadness, doubt, hurt.
Well, I don't know if it's on, but I'm moving.
I don't know when, but I will be okay.
You have written your chapter in my story.
What was meant to be a never-ending book has been cut to 4 chapters
I know you're never coming back and you'll never see this
But I just wanted to let it all out anyway I can
This is a eulogy to what we had.
You killed it. I hope you're glad
And the shards of my heart you walked all over?
Well, let's just say they're never coming back together.
I don't hate you. Hell, I think I still love you.
But you said your goodbye and I died.