As soon as I reached the beach at around 8 pm, i sat down I stared up at the night's sky,
gazing the stars,
watching planes fly by,
I didn't realise it then, but i was breathing out my anxiety.
I couldn't help but notice the waves coming and going away.
It felt to me as if those waves are coming to me, and when they go back they take away my rumination bit by bit every single time.
I didn't move, I didn't eat, I was all alone
It was an hour past midnight when I realised that its too late and I should head back to my place,
when I stood up to leave, I dont know why but I smiled.
I felt as if all my worries were flushed away with the waves.
It was probably the first time I smiled after so long.
that day I found my happy place.