Miraquill
WEIGHT OF THE WORLD
Sigh...
Honestly, for someone who seems so confident, I struggle with a sh*t load of inferiority complex. I call it that and not "perfectionism" because I understand that nothing can be perfect; at least when it starts out.
Lately, I feel like I've been riding on a wave of bad luck, nothing is just going right, not even the therapy I enrolled in. But luckily and quite ironic if not unfortunate is that I still know how to rely on my strength.
I lost loved ones to my hesitation and fear, and my overbearing need to protect them, I've blamed God for what I couldn't control and what I could have, I've cried when I shouldn't and smiled when I should.
I understand what it means to carry your own cross, but never really had to face the context until recently, a friend of mine told me about how there was no such thing as luck... He said
"You just look for things to blame, you carry way too much and didn't realize you weren't strong enough to fight two major battles, one was for love the other was to survive... You lost cos you didn't share the burden and the person who could have shared that with you is gone, the weight is too much and you're sinking, so you blame God and pretty little, adorable lady luck"
I am currently destroyed, but not requesting help, for some reasons, I know pain fits me, sadness keeps me going and anger fuels me, and that, that is enough for me till I can find someone to share them with.
iElijah
#tgif
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alijah62 21w
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kennysal2
37w
Read MoreMany atimes I want to cry so hard,
Most times I really want the pain in my head to stop,
Few times I blame my idleness for my bad habits,
Just don't want to feel too alone brought me tears too,
The company you share comes with their pains too,
Many of those you try to find comfort with are broken ��.
It hurt more when you play the only victim of time,
We are all in it together just different levels,
Let's just heal together.
Let's learn to let go of the pain and move.
In your pain you can still be nice,
In your pain someone can get healing,
In your pain someone can find comfort and peace,
Don't allow your pain be the determinate to your personality.
#TGIF
#Happy_weekendAlone in the dark
I am messed up too,
Just couldn't hold it together sometimes you know,
Because we laugh together everyday,
Just because we play too differently,
Or somethings don't get to me easily.
I cry too,
I got sad,
Failure broke me,
Friends pushes all sides,
Bullied.
We all go through something,
Because I try to play strong,
I am not.
Still working to figure things out,
Just hold on,
Keep the spirit.Photo By on Unsplash4 0 3
1 precious minute
Do you know?
In one minute
You can say Allah Akbar
In one minute
You can pray for your parents
In one minute
You can make two wrongs right
In one minute
You can be forgiven
In one minute
You can ask Alla whatever you want and it shall be given
In one minute
You can say Laila Ila allahu Muhammad rosululahi (saw)
In one minute
#thankGodisfriday.
©standard10 0 1
Children are Cruel
Children are Cruel
Mindlessly, uncontrollably cruel
Prone to the worst tantrums
Like tyrants commanding obedience
With tempestuous tears that coerces acquiescence.
Jealousy, brutal jealousy.
Spiteful brutes that manage to consume you and yet heal your soul.
©nick_a206 1
TGIF!!!
I table
My thanks
Cause its Friday
©fullstop_poet11 0
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martin245
97w
Read MoreI'm about to walk in, make you talk to me without a word.
I have a tingling sensation all I want is to make you love me without a word.
Diving in the deep end, put you to sleep without a word.
I want to make you hold your breath, hold the sheets, bite your lips and tremble without a word.
I want to make you think of me and smile in silence.
©marin_cruize™
#tgif #fridaypoetry @withoutaword #mirakeeWITHOUT A WORD
I'm about to walk in, make you talk to me without a word.
I have a tingling sensation all I want is to make you love me without a word.
Diving in the deep end, put you to sleep without a word.
I want to make you hold your breath, hold the sheets, bite your lips and tremble without a word.
I want to make you think of me and smile in silence.
©marin_cruize™54 0 1
spalymo1002
125w
Read More#meme53_wt #monday #drowning #work #tgif #friday #workweek #life #thoughts #diary #poetry #meme #pod #writersnetwork #pentopaper #writings #words #mirakee #mirakeeworld #thoughts #poetry #writerslife #readwriteunite #bluepup @bluepup @writersnetwork#writerstolli @readwriteunite @mirakee @mirakeeworld #thoughts #poetry #diary #life
Me on Monday... waiting for Friday to throw me a life preserver
©spalymo1002
MJM16 2 3
Time flew past so quickly
Today is the third TGIF
Since last two TGIFs with siss
Time flew past so quickly
We are reaching the year-end
Since last year seems not long ago
Time flew past so quickly
Tomorrow is the last term for jap
Since last two months with Pam
Time flew past so quickly
Two more weeks and
Is Christmas again
Time flew past so quickly
That I have no time to reflect
And enjoy every moment
If time could freeze
For once
This moment
©liz9 0
'Men' are born with two ears but only one tongue, which indicates that they were meant to listen twice as much as they talk.
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_charu_
136w
Read More#inspiration #life #thoughts #diary #poetry #monday #morning #mirakee #mirakeeworld #ceesreposts #potd #writersnetwork #pod #poem #poetry #tgif #bed #dreams #work #holiday @mirakee @mirakeeworld @writersnetwork @writerstolli #life #inspiration #poetry #thoughts #diary #friendship #writerstolli #poetrywednesday
Monday Mornings
©_charu_
Monday is definitely
The worst day of the week.
No other morning
Feels as bleak.
With five more days
Of work ahead,
I'd much rather
Stay in bed.
Out of sight,
Out of mind.
I'll leave my commitments
Far behind
And escape
From shouts and screams
To the hold
Of comforting dreams.13 0 1
danielpobz
137w
THIEF
Expectation is the thief of Joy.
©danielpobz8 0
not_so_damaged_goods
138w
Read MoreHey everyone! Happy Friday! (Or Thursday, or Saturday, idk how do timezones work?)
#TGIF
#readwriteunite
#writersnetworkProblems
Hatred has no place in the world,
Yet it is still present.
There is no advantage to murder,
Yet people continue to repeat it.
The citizens of the world are being promised the highly possible,
Yet we are constantly let down.
We have done nothing wrong,
Yet we are criticized for the way we live everyday.
Governments say they will help,
Yet it will never be "their problem."
©not_so_damaged_goods10 2
misspereira1
140w
Be Thankful
Feeling sluggish?
I was there
Feeling stagnant?
I am currently there
Feeling extremely blessed?
I will be there
No matter the situation
You find yourself
Don't be prideful
Instead, be thankful
Remember, there is a
Season to everything.
©misspereira119 0 2
Friday Stories
There might be a lot of unfinished tasks by the time you wrap for the weekend. Don't carry them on your head. Go light and burden free into the weekend. Rejuvenate and Revive, come back stronger on Monday. Weekend is a different task don't mix it with week days. Pay its due.
©neoimaginations7 0
dhaniovit
144w
been searching for a light...
that will brighten me...
rather what i find...
is a flame so huge...
simply a disguise...
to eat my soul up alive...
Thus instead of rising...
from my ashes...
I remain still breathing...
left behind in the dust...
©dhaniovit
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omah___
145w
Read MoreDon't let the darkness of your past cast a shadow on your future...So....Leave it behind and live❤️
#Mirakee
#TGIF
#FORTHELOVEOFTHEWEEKEND��LEAVE it,
and LIVE❤️
©nneomah8 0
The law that's universal
For every Class, Creed and region
Is one and only
MOTHER-IN-LAW
©aafiya_2120 9 5
- aafiya_21 @thediarylife really
- sahnah
- aafiya_21 @sahnah
- yogi_writes Ha ha good one
- aafiya_21 @yogi_writes
Balls
He set his balls rolling
While she was coming.
A quick meet,
A smash hit,
Sent sparks flying.
©efealltymz6 0
As for those who disbelieved,
their deeds are like a mirage in a desert.
The thirsty one thinks it to be water until he comes up to it to be nothing;
but he finds Allah with him, who will pay him his due (hell).
And Allah is swift in taking account. (An-Nur 39)
Oh Allah, make us true believers and let us die as true believers.
Have a blessed Jum'ah.
