#surviving

243 posts
  • scaredycat2222 4d

    Nope

    Im sorry
    if the way
    that I love you is too soft
    My hands were bound with promises made With words that meant
    to break them

    My cries were muffled with sheets twisted in silk
    That mopped up the milk That dripped from a broken cereal bowl
    He threw at the wall
    Right above my body
    where my head broke my fall

    I was naive in hoping for the end when I knew it was just the beginning

    I tried to shut my eyes
    but my world just kept on spinning

    My nails numb to the carpet and
    they just cant stop digging
    I cant claw my way outta here
    I can scream or yell my way out,i fear
    the only thing that stops them is ny blood on their hands
    and im just not bleeding yet

    who knew there could be so much pain inflicted
    with out leaving so much as drop baring witness
    to the wickedness that hid inside.

    who knew I could loose faith
    In everything and still beg for anything other than what he was doing to me right fucking now

    I just dont have the strength to fight back right now

    I vowed
    I would never, ever, ever
    never ever, ever again
    trust another person, lover, or friend
    with even the smallest piece of me thag they could beat, bloody, break or bend

    So im sorry
    If the love I give you seems like a tiny quiet cry that gets carried away
    In a soft summer breeze
    when its compared To the way you can love somebody it looks like you love blindly with the greatest of ease


    ©scaredycat2222

  • unimaginative_world 5w

    What about you??

    Drafts 24th feb., 2021

    (16|12|2021)

    #mirakee #drafts #surviving

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    Are you actually living?
    OR
    Are you just surviving?

    I thought for a moment and surprisingly i got a mixed answer as my heart quietly whispered to me
    "you are half living and half surviving".


    ©unimaginative_world

  • nocturnal_enigma 11w

    * 5.11.2021; 3.29 P.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    * 777th post ��

    #survivingc @writersbay #surviving #challenge

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    -ving ~

    I'm a survivor of this harsh world; Surviving.
    I'm a lover, who love you, so much; Loving.
    I'm on an endeavor of true-love; Endeavoring.
    I'm on a path of life. God's believer; Believing.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nandini_5 12w

    There's a time when I feel everything I do is wrong .
    Every little things that goes wrong is my fault .
    I feel tired and sick everytime .
    There's a time when I don't want peoples company .
    I just want to be alone . Want to Live by myself .
    I feel uncomfortable with lots of people .
    Even with love ones .
    Sometimes It's hard to breathe .
    I feel like lots of worry is moving in my head .
    Lots of questions to ask but whom I don't know .
    My voice shakes when I speak loud .
    I wasn't like this earlier .
    Maybe my anxiety is increasing .
    Or I'm so depressed .
    I'm holding my tears like a cloud .
    I don't want to cry . Cause I don't want to seek sympathy.
    Sometimes rubish things come to mind .
    I don't want to leave .
    I want to live but happily .
    Wants to tell my friends about my feelings .
    But I'm scared to be judge .
    Offcourse they will judge me .
    Cause not every friend is true .
    Sometimes they pretend like they know everything but no , they don't .
    I used to hate writing but now it's the safest shelter I could find .
    I'm just surviving with lots of hateful thoughts :)

    ©nandini_5

  • vixx1013 34w

    Grief

    Your loved one is gone but not forgotten.
    Leaving your mind forever haunted.
    They start taking over your dreams.
    Before you know it thats all you see,
    Even if its brief.
    Alls you ever feel is the grief.
    Its unbearable
    You will dig deeper,
    Sitting there waiting for the touch of the reaper.
    Just know that you dont have to carry this solely.
    You have someone you can console in.
    You will never be alone as long as i walk the earth.
    Reach out and hold my hand
    I will take some of your pain
    And pull you from the rain
    Though grief never ends
    The heart will eventually mend.
    Especially if you open up and find comfort in a friend.
    ©vixx1013

  • rachelatherton 34w

    This mortal path I wander

    Along this mortal path I wander
    Away from the crowded clusters
    Longing to dance with the music
    That's just out of reach
    Yet here I am
    Empty, alone
    Thorns ripping my feet apart
    Fire burning in my eyes
    Ice freezing over my heart
    That I tried so hard to protect
    Alone in this world
    Sometimes it isn't pretty
    Watching my time run out
    Right in front of me
    ©rachelatherton

  • lum_nk 36w

    Delapidated bird hopped around desperate to live.
    ©lum_nk

  • thetramp 42w

    Alive (?)

    You're not strong for surviving-

    They're selfish in asking you to stay.

    Staying alive is much too abhorrent.
    ©thetramp

  • fayemi_13 49w

    The dead, decayed girl you see today
    Was once a lioness.
    Giving up fighting,
    She's breathing serenity
    But life wouldn't agree on losing
    A warrior it had made.
    Shoved into the battlefield,
    She stands defeated
    Broken and bruised,
    But stronger than ever,
    Back to her old ways,
    Roaring, struggling and

    S u r v i v i n g


    ©fayemi_13

  • fayemi_13 49w

    It's not over. Not yet. This is simply not how it was supposed to end.

    #mirakee #life #fightinglife #surviving #depression #nevergiveup @writersnetwork @mirakee
    The last lines are nothing but a glimpse of how you changed my perspective, how you inspired me @the_late_night_tales brother❤️

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    Why is it so chaotic inside?
    Something's reaping me apart,
    yet all I feel is nothing.
    Why can't I feel the life
    rushing through my veins?
    Something's killing me.
    I've lost track of the tic-tock.
    There's nothing left in me now,
    There's nothing left for me now,
    But still I want to see how far I can go,
    If I don't give up now !


    ©fayemi_13

  • tshegofatsopelotona 50w

    tiny steps never hurt
    maybe
    a fall there ,a forever to get
    back up
    but still
    you get up





    ©tshegofatsopelotona

  • tshegofatsopelotona 54w

    All I wanted to do was laugh
    while all he wanted was to put his hands
    on my body and weep.

    ©tshegofatsopelotona

  • secrecyofthemind 54w

    Some days

    Some days make me feel light,
    When I rummage through my actions
    When I step back from my responsibilities
    And realize my mistakes

    Some days make me feel heavy,
    When I realize that hours passed by
    When I laugh so hard over nonsensical things
    And binge-watch shows like no tomorrow

    Some days I look for antidote
    To cure my sadness and happiness
    And some days I don't feel alright
    While most days I just attempt to get by

    ©secrecyofthemind

  • mercileie_zealeaous01 55w

    ©mercileie_zealeaous01,#death & life , fight until mine death ,#surviving ,fighting ,but not meant for defeating to accepting.

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    Death and life ......

    Tumbling down sometimes in mine life ,
    In order to create a sustainable vibe ,
    Just like a little boy watching for the help ,
    Looking upto the clouds,
    wavering winds flowing over the sky .

    Sometimes I think just why not I had died ,
    But something inside keept me aside
    to make me in this life to be alive ,
    Then one day it showers from the sky ,

    Heavily rain's flowing through the hovering drops over the skies,
    I'm keep on telling me to myself lies .
    That it came to nourished me with from the heavenly lights,
    Then suddenly a light came turns the huge scene with the beautiful colours of rainbows
    Over the skies ,
    that are inside one another which is intertwined,
    and see this what's the gameplan of this life, when I want to live it tried to disguised ,
    but I always never give up and tried,
    what a miracle when talent tried ,
    It faces a message that you had to live and still had to survive ,in order to create a meaningful life , in order to create a meaningful life, & that's it , #death and life ,
    true game of life's ,
    # eternal truth .

    ©mercileie_zealeaous01

  • sillysadar 57w

    A war has begun

    All around this land you'll hear cries out for help as a battle has begun
    People try to give others a hand but,
    This land that you stand in was once grand now it's in ruins
    You'd stand and hear soldiers screaming "grenade, grenade!" trying to warn others as everything becomes a blurry
    Many fears would be rushing inside your head fearing your alone yet again but,
    You get up bearing the pain you feel so you see how everyone is as you spot a solider bleeding

    You tear off what you wear to wrap it around a soldiers leg to try to slow down the bleeding
    As you do so you hear others begging for you to come help them
    So you hear they're yelps and try helping but,
    You see the many fallen soldiers that thought that if they fought everything will be fine but,
    Those they fought crossed the line of what's right and what's wrong
    So a war has begun and many are still fighting for what they believe is right as you try to survive
    ©sadar_ammar

  • hear_me_please 60w

    Lost

    Walking alone with dust in my shoes
    In the marathon of chasing someone
    lost all my parts one by one
    I'm stranger to me searching for peace
    In the wind and the giant nd little trees...
    Music on and overthinking
    Listening to the ghost of my mind singing...
    Heart as empty as the streets at night
    Silence speaks and the wind makes it right
    Me staring the moon and hoping
    Hoping is on what I'm surviving...
    Waiting for sun to rise and shine
    May be this sun will rise in some time
    But my life won't wake up with that sunshine..

  • noelani1 61w

    I am my own Ghost

    The voices in my head promises me incessant turmoil refusing to leave me at peace for even a moment laughing at my poor attempt at survival leaving me scared of my own company because that which is in my head is enough to destroy me inside out. How do you run away from yourself? How do you stop the voices in your head putting you down? How do you win when even your mind has betrayed you before you begin the race. No don't tell me i haven't tried to fight this voices don't tell that all i need is to be stronger because you do not understand how it feels to be still alive because the blade wasn't sharp enough i tell you i have scars to prove my point or because there was conveniently no means to get the fastest way to end it all. you can't tell me i have been weak because if you go through a quarter of what have been through you wouldn't survive. Yes i am strong because it takes alot to be depressed and still try to shine for the world to see. it takes alot to be at your lowest and still smile stupidly while dying from within it takes alot to be betrayed by those who should protect you from the world's evil and still remain smiling. It true that those who smile the most have seen most of the world's horrors. Yes am a perfect pretender but if pretending is what it takes to take another breath i would but the biggest question on my mind is when do i heal would i ever heal i ask myself that a thousand times with no answers except that of the voices in mind reminding me of how worthless i am. Then i ask myself do we ever truly heal or i have to live with this forever wondering when the attack that'll take my very life will happen. For i am my own ghost and the only thing you can't run away from is yourself!
    ©noelani
    ©noelani1

  • anuska_bora 63w

    Scars?
    Physical or Mental.
    Scars are scars.
    I can't change them...
    I often make some people
    My constant and they leave,
    I feel weak and broken.
    Why?-- Because they were my strength
    And they left even though
    they promised to stay.


    Than on the other side,
    there are my scars
    I want them to leave me
    But they don't and they won't.
    So why don't I make my scars
    my strength rather than my weakness?
    People will judge me
    with or without scars.
    But I shine when I have them.
    They never put me in dark,
    It's my mind that puts me in there.
    I should feel proud on
    myself because I have
    My own unique scars!
    No one will get them ever.
    Scars will shine, I'll shine surely

    #girlwithhope #iwriteforyou #missingyoualot #foreverlove #beleiver #girlbuildingempires #surviving

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    To make your heart bright,
    Let your scars shine
    ©anuska_bora

  • mackruis 75w

    Every sorts of life deals with lack of tough times!
    Which gets you go mad of it literally and remain unanswered sometimes!
    Were
    Life goes on surviving the bad days
    But tends you to stay quiet with a positive composture and win the race!

    ©mackruis

  • manu_thewriter 77w

    Revival!!

    You can be way more
    Much like you visualize:
    In those dreams of yours,
    At the twilight hour,
    Coexisting alongside magical realism!
    Striking off the jadedness,
    Morph into the new norm;
    Like the blitzkrieg A-team
    Pacifying all inner turmoils!
    Shrugging the negations off,
    Wake up to the other side;
    Creating your own hashtags
    Finding private greener pastures!
    Live, love, but learn;
    You gotta survive, after this benign revival
    For a long time,
    Till you shut down shop!
    ©manu_thewriter