Always knew it wasn't meant to be We were a ship that was meant to sink But those moments together made me want more Your dulcet smile kept me ashore, I was your moon, you admired the view But there were million other stars shining for you My shine wasn't strong enough It couldn't get you to give me your love, Should've known that even without my light Your galaxy of stars would light up your night. The darkness of this truth swallowed me whole My shine got lost in your bustling world Should've known to guard myself from the dark Save myself from this arduous task (of) Loving you was a game played to lose Between hurt and lonesomeness, I was made to choose One of the many roses in your garden Should've known I wasn't the one you wanted.
The yellow of your t-shirt, The blue of your jeans, The pink of my cheeks, It was as cheesy as it seems. The 12 of our age, The 22 other people around , But all I saw was you, All I heard was your sound. The lameness of your joke, The awkward silence in the room, You shyly ruffled your hair, Your embarrassed smile followed soon. My heart skipped a beat at the sight, Your thoughts in my mind all night. An old joke we'd heard already, But you saying it my heartbeat unsteady, Maybe it was when your eyes met mine, That the butterflies came alive, Or it was your smile, Or your crescent eyes, Everything about you just felt right, Knew then, I was in for a fight, Heart versus brain, My first crush, My first love, I chose to love you then, Given the chance to go back, I would do the same again, And again.
Loving you was all four seasons Loving you needed no reasons A summer night party where we met You smirked when I said yes to a date Spring in my heart when you held my hand And twirled me around as we danced to the band Kissed me in the cool breeze of the fall I was shy, you stood confident and tall But winter kicked in a little too soon Hoped against it but we were destined to doom The cold of the weather must've frozen your heart Because you left me broken, played the villain's part The hurt was astronomic, the tears wouldn't stop Told myself it'll be alright if I thought so enough Time played its part and helped me heal After months of numbness, I could finally feel Coldness still seeped through the crack you made But i didn't heal my heart with hatred I healed it with happiness based on me, not you It's spring outside, and finally, in my heart too.
This is a love poem, A forbidden letter from me to you, Scrambled letter woven together, With threads of my adoration for you, Hidden in the depths of the ocean, Is my pearl of admiration for you, Stashed in the heights of the mountains, Is my glacier of fondness for you, Disguised in the grey of the stormy sky, Is the red of my love for you, That'll rain on your bad days Help sunshine make way to you, A secret you will never know, But for me, it'll always be you, So, this is a love poem A forbidden letter from me to you.
A little dose of love, Two times a day, In form of hugs, Or kisses from your bae. A little dose of smile, Throughout the day, For your hardest try, For your monthly pay. A little dose of struggle, Sometimes in life, The absence of a warm snuggle In your coldest time. A little dose of warmth, In this bitter city, With someone you love and A warm cup of coffee.
On days when the sun isn't standing high, And the rain clouds start to cover the sky When the grey of the sky starts to seep into you heart, And you find your world starting to fall apart, I hope you don't stand helplessly in the pouring rain, Letting the raindrops wash away your tear stain, Or the thundering muffle your cries of pain, Taking you back to the ugly past again.
Like an abandoned castle on some hill top, Like the broken seats of a deserted bus stop, Don't shove your feelings away, to be forgotten, Don't let you heart be home to rust and rotten, You deserve a lot more than you get, It's about time that your life hit reset, You'll get that happiness you long for, I bet, And all of the pain, at the end, will be worth it.
So when your blues become too dark to handle, Let me be the white that makes you lighter, In the dark abyss, let me light a candle, Allow me to make it a tad bit brighter. You'll find me where the sunshines, You'll find me where the wind blows, Let's run away like the simpler times, Chasing the winds as it goes.
The day you left, Saying I deserved better, You took a piece of me, To be lost forever, You walked away, Telling me to be happier, But how could I ever In this heartbreak weather? You said you'd never Leave me, I remember, But I guess you lied, Now you're being the good guy, Giving me a chance, For a happier life, But how could I be happy, When you aren't by my side?
Black ink that spills The blue of my feels Onto white pages, Once used to speak The red of my heart. But the red ink dried Like how my love slowly died, And left me with blue and black. My heart, A darker hue of black Than the ink I spill Onto the pages of my diary That carry my blue thoughts.