#sumanascribbles

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  • sumanaa_ 13w

    Always knew it wasn't meant to be
    We were a ship that was meant to sink
    But those moments together made me want more
    Your dulcet smile kept me ashore,
    I was your moon, you admired the view
    But there were million other stars shining for you
    My shine wasn't strong enough
    It couldn't get you to give me your love,
    Should've known that even without my light
    Your galaxy of stars would light up your night.
    The darkness of this truth swallowed me whole
    My shine got lost in your bustling world
    Should've known to guard myself from the dark
    Save myself from this arduous task (of)
    Loving you was a game played to lose
    Between hurt and lonesomeness, I was made to choose
    One of the many roses in your garden
    Should've known I wasn't the one you wanted.

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    Your galaxy is bright even without my light

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 16w

    The yellow of your t-shirt,
    The blue of your jeans,
    The pink of my cheeks,
    It was as cheesy as it seems.
    The 12 of our age,
    The 22 other people around ,
    But all I saw was you,
    All I heard was your sound.
    The lameness of your joke,
    The awkward silence in the room,
    You shyly ruffled your hair,
    Your embarrassed smile followed soon.
    My heart skipped a beat at the sight,
    Your thoughts in my mind all night.
    An old joke we'd heard already,
    But you saying it my heartbeat unsteady,
    Maybe it was when your eyes met mine,
    That the butterflies came alive,
    Or it was your smile,
    Or your crescent eyes,
    Everything about you just felt right,
    Knew then, I was in for a fight,
    Heart versus brain,
    My first crush,
    My first love,
    I chose to love you then,
    Given the chance to go back,
    I would do the same again,
    And again.

    @sumanaa_

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    I chose to love you then,
    Given the chance to go back,
    I would do the same again,
    And again.

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 31w

    Loving you was all four seasons
    Loving you needed no reasons
    A summer night party where we met
    You smirked when I said yes to a date
    Spring in my heart when you held my hand
    And twirled me around as we danced to the band
    Kissed me in the cool breeze of the fall
    I was shy, you stood confident and tall
    But winter kicked in a little too soon
    Hoped against it but we were destined to doom
    The cold of the weather must've frozen your heart
    Because you left me broken, played the villain's part
    The hurt was astronomic, the tears wouldn't stop
    Told myself it'll be alright if I thought so enough
    Time played its part and helped me heal
    After months of numbness, I could finally feel
    Coldness still seeped through the crack you made
    But i didn't heal my heart with hatred
    I healed it with happiness based on me, not you
    It's spring outside, and finally, in my heart too.

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    Loving you was all four seasons

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 31w

    ALRIGHT

    She thinks it's alright
    She thinks it'll be alright
    She thinks it has to be alright
    She thinks so,
    But she knows,
    She knows it's not
    And it won't be.
    But she still continues to think so,
    Because if she thinks it for long enough,
    The tears will dry,
    The pain will subside,
    And everything will be alright.

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 31w

    A war fought for a common good is more honorable than a peaceful indulgence in selfish desires.

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 32w

    Based on a true story:

    "ITS SNOWING. LET'S GO OUTSIDE"

    "i have assignments"

    *glares at him*

    "FINE -_- "

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    Flakes of Love

    It's snowing outside,
    Tiny white flakes of love,
    Let's go take a look,
    Put down that damn book!
    Let's walk around the park,
    I know it'll soon be dark,
    We'll make a tiny snowman,
    And run home as fast as we can.
    Let's not be too careful though,
    We can just trip and slip,
    Fall into flakes of love,
    Or maybe love itself.



    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 32w

    I see the clouds float away
    Take different forms in matter of seconds
    I then think of how you walked away
    Lead me to a devastating end
    I paved a way for us
    Made you my priority
    But now I stand at the side walk,
    Sidelined from my own story.
    I matched your pace
    Walked with you through all your ups and downs
    Only for you to run away from me
    Put me on a standstill, to drown
    In the misery of the heartache
    In the loudness of the silence
    You left me with a broken heart
    Happiness seeping away through the cracks.
    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 33w

    For some reason, I can never get myself to tell people things, afraid that I might hurt them, although I know that I will end up hurting myself.

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    I find an outlet for my sadness in writing.
    I write about all the demons I'm fighting.
    I scribble the words I want to say.
    I scream through my pen, the words I want to yell.
    I slap my thoughts onto my diary.
    I slam their judgements that tire me.
    I discard my hurt as I scrap this page.
    I tear them apart and calm my rage.
    There is so much to say but instead I write,
    Because the words once spoken, will leave many hearts broken,
    But the words I write, will remain with me till I die.
    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 33w

    I broke my own heart
    Played the villain’s part
    Took away the happiness I knew
    Into a dark abyss I threw
    My dream, my hopes, myself.

    I gave myself scars
    From lonely fights and wars,
    That I raged at myself,
    With the rage I felt at myself,
    For not being able to keep happiness by my side,
    For scaring away all the good things from my life.

    I brought myself to an end,
    Rushed too much, couldn’t handle the bend
    Skidded off the track with no way back
    In an abyss, I drowned
    With my dreams and hopes,
    Which were once so profound.

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 40w

    This is a love poem,
    A forbidden letter from me to you,
    Scrambled letter woven together,
    With threads of my adoration for you,
    Hidden in the depths of the ocean,
    Is my pearl of admiration for you,
    Stashed in the heights of the mountains,
    Is my glacier of fondness for you,
    Disguised in the grey of the stormy sky,
    Is the red of my love for you,
    That'll rain on your bad days
    Help sunshine make way to you,
    A secret you will never know,
    But for me, it'll always be you,
    So, this is a love poem
    A forbidden letter from me to you.

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    This is a Love Poem

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 44w

    A little dose of love,
    Two times a day,
    In form of hugs,
    Or kisses from your bae.
    A little dose of smile,
    Throughout the day,
    For your hardest try,
    For your monthly pay.
    A little dose of struggle,
    Sometimes in life,
    The absence of a warm snuggle
    In your coldest time.
    A little dose of warmth,
    In this bitter city,
    With someone you love and
    A warm cup of coffee.

    ©sumanaa_

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  • sumanaa_ 44w

    There's no fall without a landing
    After the fall, I'll still be standing
    The landing may not be safe,
    I might hurt myself as well,
    But that won't stop me from jumping,
    Not when my heart's still thumping.

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 44w

    In the depths of those hazel eyes,
    Mystery of your persona lies,
    Darker than the thunderstorm skies.

    There's a transparent ocean in your eyes,
    Deep enough and miles wide,
    Clear but enough for your secrets to hide.

    I know I should be wise,
    Keep myself ashore, away from the tide,
    But I can't help falling into your eyes,
    Those hazel gems, where your secrets hide.

    @sumanaa_

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  • sumanaa_ 44w

    As long as the skies are blue,
    I will always be there for you,
    And when the skies turn grey,
    And heavy rain makes its way,
    I'll make sure to keep you safe and sound
    With the shelter of my love,
    I'll keep all your pain away,
    I'll give you a place to stay,
    In all your good and bad days.

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 48w

    The wounds seem to be healed,
    But the scars are still fresh,
    The memory seems to be fading,
    But the remnants remain on my flesh,
    Of the long battles I fought,
    With the obscure thoughts I thought.

    The war died down, all soldiers lost,
    With debris of what's left of me
    To be collected or just left to be.

    I'm tattered, like the warzone of my head,
    I'm shattered, pieces of me widespread,
    All my scattered parts, stitched together,
    With threads of hope, light as feather,
    Hope that with passing time,
    My heart and soul will be fine.

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 51w

    Mind's all over the place
    Heart's running an endless race
    But at the end of the day,
    They find home in you.

    ©sumanaa_

  • sumanaa_ 53w

    As a kid, I used to chase rainbows
    Ran along the clouds,
    Hopped along the muddy grounds,
    To reach the end and see
    What treasure there would be.

    Years later, I am still chasing rainbows,
    Running along the concrete grounds,
    Chasing the money clouds,
    Because there is no treasure at the ending,
    Only bills and payments pending.

    ©sumanaa_
    2021/06/14
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  • sumanaa_ 54w

    On days when the sun isn't standing high,
    And the rain clouds start to cover the sky
    When the grey of the sky starts to seep into you heart,
    And you find your world starting to fall apart,
    I hope you don't stand helplessly in the pouring rain,
    Letting the raindrops wash away your tear stain,
    Or the thundering muffle your cries of pain,
    Taking you back to the ugly past again.


    Like an abandoned castle on some hill top,
    Like the broken seats of a deserted bus stop,
    Don't shove your feelings away, to be forgotten,
    Don't let you heart be home to rust and rotten,
    You deserve a lot more than you get,
    It's about time that your life hit reset,
    You'll get that happiness you long for, I bet,
    And all of the pain, at the end, will be worth it.


    So when your blues become too dark to handle,
    Let me be the white that makes you lighter,
    In the dark abyss, let me light a candle,
    Allow me to make it a tad bit brighter.
    You'll find me where the sunshines,
    You'll find me where the wind blows,
    Let's run away like the simpler times,
    Chasing the winds as it goes.

    @sumanaa_
    2021/06/09

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  • sumanaa_ 54w

    The day you left,
    Saying I deserved better,
    You took a piece of me,
    To be lost forever,
    You walked away,
    Telling me to be happier,
    But how could I ever
    In this heartbreak weather?
    You said you'd never
    Leave me, I remember,
    But I guess you lied,
    Now you're being the good guy,
    Giving me a chance,
    For a happier life,
    But how could I be happy,
    When you aren't by my side?

    ©sumanaa_
    2021/06/08

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  • sumanaa_ 54w

    Black ink that spills
    The blue of my feels
    Onto white pages,
    Once used to speak
    The red of my heart.
    But the red ink dried
    Like how my love slowly died,
    And left me with blue and black.
    My heart,
    A darker hue of black
    Than the ink I spill
    Onto the pages of my diary
    That carry my blue thoughts.

    ©sumanaa_
    2021/06/08
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