Miraquill
Be honest
Can I just be honest
For a split second I need to express all
My feelings cause I've been holding then in
For a while and if I'm honest lately every night
Before I fall asleep I've been hoping I don't wake up the next morning and I haven't been feeling like myself for a while I'm just a shell of who I used to be
And I can't help but think no one likes who I've come to be no one needs this person I become so if I can just be honest and let my walls go im diving inside and I've never felt more alone when does it get better please someone tell me cause it just keeps pilling and pilling it's never ending
©drifting_soul
#suicide
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Nobody is permanent
Everything is temporary
Including the problems you are going through
Those issues are meant to make you wiser
Time will push them away after you have become stronger
Hold on to your dreams
Even though life pulls you from your childhood ambition
Feel free to change the plan
But not the goal
With a little determination
And a thirst to be excellent
Success will be your best friend
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Monster
At this point I don't even know if in dead or alive
Is my heart still beating or is that the sound of my head pounding from drowning in the darkness the demons let in
Am I dead or alive
Maybe something in between
A kind of monster no one has ever seen
The kind of person I said I would never be
Someone no one really needs
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Why don't you believe me
Momma I gotta ask
What did I do to not deserve help
Cause I'm at war in my head
And I barley wanna get out of bed
I know you see the way it's destroying me
But you seem to think I'm fine
Convince yourself I'm fine and it's not really happening but point out
whenever someone else
needs help beg for therapy
and even then it isn't s
priority but myself and
even them I'm pretending
The anxiety attacks I have aren't real
And the suicidal thoughts don't exist
I'm supposed to be perfect and happy
No there's nothing wrong with me
I just make it up in my head to be like my friends
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Home
I can't stop thinking about you
Your all that's on my mind
Can't help but dream about you
I wonder if you do the same
Do you miss me the way I miss you
Or am I just apart of your forgot past
Someone you would rather forget
I can't stop thinking about you
Your all that's on my mind
Day and night I can't help but dwell on who we used to be all of our past memories
Dreaming of the day where it will all be the same
Where I'll be in your arms once again
And I'll finally feel like I found my home all over again
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I have been to a place
Where sorrows were sold
And the buyers,
Grieving to pay the price
But they buy it anyway.
They wait and wait to consume it all
Until tears are converted to blood
And happiness stained with gory details
Making the choice of stopping one's heart,
The heart that beats to outlive the sorrows.
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Whispers of Suicide
It started when hope is no more cure to worriness
But a defer to live, in this life of weariness
Voices from the silence speaking out loud
Forcing me to dance to an unpleasant sound
The reasons to live became the reasons to die
Read my lips its not a lie
I hope my next action is understandable
Soon I might become unreachable
Hanging onto every tiny bit of hope of this world
An awful voice whispers to me to commit suicide without saying a word
Deep within me I lost all hope
Life is too unbearable, I just can't cope
In my consciousness and unconsciousness
There are whispers in my head
Voices humming something I never heard
Dear friends and family I'm dying
Check my lips I'm not lying
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bewildered_lyricist
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LOVE Unsaid
If at all she got a chance to
Explain her awful ditch
He would have hated her more
For loving him little too much
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muskaanbhatt 2w
What to do and where to go?
What when your parents breaks your heart and hurt your sentiments?
What when your parents humiliate you everytime?
What when your parents make you feel worthless?
What when your parents try to let you down by saying your achievements are of no use?
What when you parents demotivate you so much that the final thought that comes to your mind is to commit suicide?
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- uttkarsh_15 You're lucky that you got someone in your life to support in hard times
- uttkarsh_15 *support you
-
shafiya_kul
This lines reflect bad parenting
At many levels
Which many people face -
shafiya_kul
But you have some one for you
happy for that - fromwitchpen Take care of yourself. Don't lose hope beautiful ❤️
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Grateful
While complaining the heights that couldn't be reached,
Money couldn't be earned,
love that didn't turn to a fairytale,
People lost,
Hurts that slit the heart,
And everything dealt and called bad,
Taking a moment to thank the blessings received, would give a complete answers for all the grievance♥️
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It's the end, but not for you!
When it gets heavy inside
And when u just want the pain to stop
Or when everything seems meaningless
And there is no point to do this anymore
Remember the time before all this happened
Before the darkness consumed you
Would that person let you fight or let you go
And you will find that the You before the thought of suicide
Doesn't want to actually let go
The soul still wants to fight
But you are tired, so sleep My dear
But sleep to wake up, and one day it won't be so hard
I promise you this with all my heart
There are souls, minds out there who are waiting for you
Atleast breathe today to meet them tomorrow
And till then, I send you very tight hug
Cry and let it go, Shout and do it, Don't do anything, don't move, but breathe
And someone or something will come to get you
And it won't be okay, but atleast it won't be the end....
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bewildered_lyricist
3w
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DEEP HOT DESIRE
Planets away from social media
Oceans pally within you
All you lust for is the love
Of nobody but just you alone
The pleasure you seek for is your smile
The moan you crave for is your hurray
It's your insecurities you want to strip off
It's your inner peace you want to touch your naked soul
Deep within you, it's only you whom you have hots for♥️
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bewildered_lyricist
3w
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Can't bluff?
The problem genuine people face the most is
They can't score great band in IELTS speaking sessions
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Suffer or Suicide?
Darkness in the vicinity of my sight. Drowning in my own thoughts, being pushed by my emotions from a certain height.
Shall I drown? or fall of the cliff and die? Suffer or Suicide?
For how long shall I survive?
Let me for myself decide, - no, not being drowned, or falling off the cliff, but deep into the ocean of 'thoughts' let me dive. There in the Nation of words let me stay alive, for in the World of poets I shall forever remain full of life. I MUST SURVIVE.
U may take away my love, impart me from what's right. But my emotions reside in me, I would forever write. As long as I write, nothing gives me a fright, I suffer or Suicide, I would take my words away with me even in another life.
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drifting_soul
3w
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Run
It feels like my bodys giving up on me
Is there anything left of me
No one wants me
So why do I stick around
My brain has betrayed me
Turned into my worst enemy
Or never fails to haunt me
Tells me to run
Far far away to a place where no one's ever been
The place of the none living
Cause no one needs me on this earth
So why should I stay
When everyone knows if I where to
Disappear and never be seens again
That truly would be what's best for me
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Suicide
Hopes and dreams
Have been lost
Laughter and smiles
Unknown to none
I took away the most
Precious of souls
In the most gruesome
Of ways
Made them feel
Unloved and unwanted
Planted doubt and used it
As a weapon of destruction
How do I assure them
I am not the way out
How do I convince them
There's more to life
How do I tell them they're
Loved more than they know
How do I tell them they're
Needed more than they think
The sobs of broken
Mothers torment me
Their agony surely felt
My victims were
All undeserving
Please don't cut.
NO MORE!
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lunatic_pen
3w
Read MoreLet the wounds heal by the time.
For those who are weak, including me
Let's lift up ourselves together and pray.
Don't let negative thoughts over powered your mind.
Don't let anxiety kill you.
Everything will heal.
Everything will be fine.
Let's accept the fact that "not all we want, we can get" though we all did is right and never be wrong.
Life is precious, a gift, a treasure and a home.
Let's live life simple with the guidance of our Almighty God ��
It's FRIDAY��
God blessed everyone♥️
#miraquill #love please no to #suicide #hate #pain #depression #anxiety just have #positive #vibes and #courageS U I C I D E
It's too early
For you to give up
Have patience
Have courage
Everything will gonna be fine
Don't let depression
Take over you
Always remember
God is with you
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drifting_soul
4w
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Two faced
Pretend you dont recognize my face
Like we haven't known eachother since the 6th grade
Guess they where right when they say loyalty isn't a real thing
Guess he was right when he said you didn't really deserve me
Should have listen when they said you where fake
A little bit two faced
I hope you go to sleep think about me and all our memories
Thinking about how lucky you where to have a loyal friend like me
And how badly you should see you fucked up by loosing me
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bewildered_lyricist
6w
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Journey
Present turns to past,
Believes turns to dreams,
Yet
Some things remain constant,
wishing for a time traveller
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obscuredwords
7w
Read MoreEvery smile, every laugh, every happy person has unimaginable pain beneath, just beacuse you cannot see it doesn't mean it does not exist.
They laugh, loud and hard because they know these moments are rare, just because they have accepted their pain.
You want them to feel that pain again and again, you become a beautiful reminder of every failure in their life, you question their happiness. You tell them they shouldn't be happy.
But this is what you don't understand, that they have seen that part of life which was painted black, and now, they see all the colours in the sky.
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