My strange love
What to write about you,
I don't have any clue.
You came into my life unexpectedly,
And everything changed so rapidly.
I was stunned by your simplicity and charm,
I found a great comfort in your arm.
You became an inseparable part of my life,
I started to dream about being your wife.
I loved you from all my mind and soul,
You completed me and made me whole.
Every moment I started to have your dream,
With you my eyes always used to gleam.
One day this lovely dream broke,
A news came to me like a thunder stroke.
I tried to ignore but couldn't help it out,
I started to see everything around me with a doubt.
I don't know for how long I just cried and cried,
And after a point even my tears dried.
I was unable to express myself to you,
I became completely clueless about what to do.
I had given you everything i.e. heart, mind, soul and body,
But what came infront of me for that I wasn't ready.
I lost my senses and peace of mind
Because for you my love was always blind.
I became so upset and irritated,
And my calmness suddenly faded.
Everything around me was so much fake,
All these led me to some mistakes.
I was unable to imagine myself without you,
For you my feelings were always so true.
Situations got worsened and suddenly it changed,
Then I decided to keep everything between us unchanged.
I opened up to you and cleared all,
You again held my hands before I fall.
I analysed whether this relationship was bad or good,
I realised my feelings and then I understood.
I discovered more and more when you unfolded yourself to me,
That love, care ,fear everything was so real I could see.
Now my love for you has increased a lot,
My feelings for you has no full stop.
I want to spend my whole life with you,
But I know hard it is to be just beside you.
Everything around us is so complicated
But your love and support always keeps me motivated.
Without you I feel like being incomplete,
With you my heart finds its proper beat.
Loving you and loved back by you feels so right,
You fill my every moment with delight.
I always dream to hug you so tight,
But the thought that I can't do so keeps me awake all night.
The mistakes which I did I can't explain,
Because I know it hurts you and causes pain.
But I have left everything behind and thrown it away,
I regret for my mistakes every moment of the day.
I just want you, your love and time,
I want to be yours and you want to be mine.
I want you to hold me for long and long,
And spend days with you like a perfect song.
I can't explain I miss you how much,
Every night I long for your touch.
Your words and my thoughts make me feel your heart is connected to mine,
The only thing I wish now is we and our love grow better with time.
You are the most special person for me its not a lie,
And no matter what but I won't stop loving you until I die.