a note to my lost love
26.12.2018/babe, I can never imagine being alone without you in my life. For we've grown together in these past years. We've been through ups and downs but we both know that this was a part of our life. I can't thank you enough for being such a perfect partner. Never had I seen such a beautiful soul like you.
I've got plenty to jot when it comes to describing you, babe. I kind of feel weird when I relate sad things to us, but you know it already how I like to compare different situations in our world. haha jokes apart, babe you know how much I love you❤️. I know I get stubborn sometimes but I like it that way when I'm with you. I get childish seeking more attention and affection from you, not willing to share any of it with anyone, (not even with your mates). Oh, babe, I love you so much.
Your love has changed me for a better person, I feel lively, except when we clash amongst us. You've taught me to live my life, you've respected my decision(in whichever way), supported me throughout. oh lord thank you for bestowing me an angel like you.
Although I do disappoint you sometimes say in most cases but you need to understand as well that despite this we've got our life as well say being independent. At times I get caught up with some work which is why I declined most of your invitations which was completely unintentional. It is what it is. (This was what we had to improvise).
This year has been the worst for you and I am sorry for everything that I've caused you. You're grandpa's sudden demise, your girlfriend cheating on you, even though she loved you immensely, what not? I know you got broken there but thankfully we could cover it all at some point.
How could I forget that night when I got hit hard on my cheeks LOL (that was funny when I think about it now). but at that moment I was literally broken. After all, I got what I deserved.
Time passed by...
I tried my best to gain your trust back and was happy that I succeeded in it too. soon holidays approached. we made plans to go on a trip to Mussoorie.
explored every new cafe, tried different menus (that's when I had my first prawns). How do I forget the night when we made love gazing out at the perfect city view in front of us. Those chilled glasses where I held myself to hold on. (That was a dream come true moment). Also, venturing out for night walks on the mall road, grabbing each other tightly(as if someone would kidnap us). And later,kissing eachother goodnight.
On opening my eyes I saw you sleeping peacefully next to me (reminiscing). That's when I kissed you and woke you up❤️
01/01/2019. Thank you for being the perfect soul that I lost. I love you.