I stand, making you think I stand strongly,
I am very happy
And I have all I ever wanted.
But deep down, inside my dark head
I'm confused. I don't know what to do.
I'm indecisive, not physically,
But emotionally and mentally.
I try to stop it
But they keep coming
Those strong waves that I can't seem to stop, neither can I run away
Or sail away from it.
You know why?
Because they are in my head
These storms that break me apart
These storms that blind me, I can't even see my path,
I can't seem to find my way.
I try to control this storm in my head
But I really can't. . .
Where do I seek refuge?
Seek shelter from this storm in my own head?!
I try to calm it down
But it's too stormy and it turns me. . .
I need you to hold me tight
And make me feel strong, empower me
And make me not feel weak or alone
But I look around and you are not there.
Your absence creeps on my body
Like a spider's silk web.
I am alone; in this stormy arena
Facing my problems alone
Trying to be my own hero.
I really thought I had it all under control
But in truth I can't control my own mind.
I hope this storm won't consume me.
You will save me, won't you?
You're coming for me, aren't you?
My hero, I await thee.