Today I am trying to Ink The feeling that I feel under my fat the stories crypting under a thick sweater Experiences holding its breath under an ocean of green tea.
Yes, I am a girl Overloaded with mass. Yea, I am a girl who often seen as a teddy bear Who never fails to attract the bulliers towards me.
I often make fun of me In front of others, so that they don't get a chance I starve in the name of the diet to cut that extra fat I try to stay alone because I am tired of trying to get fit in the lot.
No, I don't eat leftovers No, I don't need a gunny bag outfit I don't need sympathy and suggestions I just need friends to accept me for who I am
Why can't I wear a sleeveless dress Why can't I dream of a prince Why can't I jump in joy Why I am your funny toy
Stop calling me fatso Stop comparing to elephant Stop lame jokes about changing the door I pity you, How your heart is so poor.
For my son, Brian Jr. but to me he will always be my Bub. As I write this tears dripping down, I realize how blessed I am. For my kids, they picked me to be there mom. (That’s what is said, I didn’t know until recently.) I am blessed.
Because education now is not what it defines itself to be.
Education - The act or process of imparting or acquiring general knowledge, developing the powers of reasoning and judgment, and generally of preparing oneself or others intellectually for mature life. (From the international depository Brittanica)
We cannot push people near the cliff and blame them if they fall..
(Kind Reminder: Please reach out to the student community and to your beloved people)
smily_aina@bluepuppy01 I like going through my stuff unlike a certain some who doesn't even know she wrote "shovelling into obstruction" and not deathly static ♀️♀️ And made me read that sooo many times, thinking that maybe somehow my eyes are skipping that word.
bluepuppy01....when I said last part- I meant it as part 1 lol...I didnt even think of how maybe it could be interpreted that way. And yes, the tag brought me here
He never knew... Selflove is most important thing but its not easy to love yourself when you not sure if you deserve to be loved With so much marks on my face.. With this heavy body.. People says call yourself beautiful but its not easy for me to call myself beautiful in front of a thin girl with a shining face. Yes i doubt, i doubt every day ..i always am afraid of people judging me in anyway. Selflove is not easy when you are bullied every day. #selflove#stopbullying#oldschooldiary
I have seen many good people struggling from cyber bullying or bullying in general. On the outside they may seem fine and happy but inside they are struggling. They struggle through all the criticism people throw at them but alas they can't anymore. For them their last and final option to end this is through suicide. Suicide is never an option but they were forced to take just because of some who couldn't see how happy they were. Jealousy burns deep in all of us but to let it consume us it only leads to destruction.
Good people are slowly leaving earth and some people with their heart miss them a lot. We miss those kind souls. #stophate#stopbullying