Hey, you! My younger self. How have you been? Umm! quite silent as you always were. Right. I knew it. And I wish, I had a time machine. So that, I could go back and make some changes. Although! I miss you very much. Further I would add that, I wish you were a bit smart then, so that you weren't always keep quiet, but speak up. Said it all out, When you really wanted to. To know each and every one what were you going through. Things that you were facing alone, could be told and maybe made you feel a little lighter. I wish you could be more opened to your family what you feel rather than hiding it from each one. I wish you could have told your family that every time when you used to get angry on smaller things that were not the reality. You used to fake your anger to hide your tears behind angry eyes!. That you never told them that how you used to sit alone in the corner of the classroom because you had no friends and how you used to try & smile throughout the day, even when you're home. I wish you had told your mom or dad or anyone in the family that you had no friends. Not because you liked to be alone or at peace but because you were quite, and a dump silent child. And guess what, no one wants a friend who is quite and especially dumb! Everyone out there wants a fun, crazy, and smart friend. And I will not be say that you were unlucky then. No! You weren't, Because, it's okay not to have friends. But it's not okay to hide your emotions from everyone. And if you had poured out your emotions then people call you sensitive, and what not. Society is such judgmental that nobody gets open up to in front of it. And if, anybody wants to then too they just shut up because society always judges you. No matter what the situation is. Nobody really understands you. But, If you have told you mom everything, I bet. Mum has hugged you tightly and You would start crying. Not alone this time. I know, you would have felt better then. I hope I get to meet you. Maybe for once. I will love to be with you. To make you smile rather than faking one. To make you sing your favourite songs, instead of avoiding you or making fun. I would love to make you do funny things from you, We would together have done a lot of crazy stuff. We would go for shopping, late night movies, and what not. I'd try my best to make you feel a little better, maybe. Anyway, don't worry! I have someone who will be more than happy to be your friend. Guess, guess who? Okay! I'll tell you who's that lucky one. It's me! Hey, I'm your older self, and I would love to be your friend. Infact, not only your friend but your best friend! Will you accept my friendship? Will you be my friend.? I promise, I'll always be there for you. I'll always listen you, so please this time speak up and If you don't feel like speaking it up, I'll try to listen your silence. You can trust me, completely.