#sortingselfout

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  • eyeenma 7w

    Abandonment

    Feels like usual
    Abandonment

    Sometimes I get abandoned
    Sometimes I abandon
    Things
    People
    Relationships
    Thoughts
    Feelings

    Life
    Opportunes me,
    To hang on,
    Sometimes.
    Sometimes I am the one
    Lying abandoned
    Hoping to be taken up
    Chosen!
    The Dope chosen gives is tremendous
    And the emptiness of Abandonment
    Is Killing.
    So I hang on a little bit of Dope from the choice
    That leads to my desperation.
    Desperation of being chosen
    Through the path of self pity
    To the courage of Self worth.
    I risk Abandonment, I face abandonment, i experience abandonment.
    Throughout my life.
    Dont blame me
    If I abandon.
    for I have learnt it through experience.
    ©eyeenma