A Sorry note to myself.
I have always been left alone, from people i always wanted to be by my side. I wanted to share things with them,wanted to tell them how my day went, but they kept themselves busy ignoring me. I always did my best to be the best listener for them, but does not a listener needs a listener too? Is it too much to expect from people who claim to love you? Why couldn't they make time for me, I always thought. But it ended up by thinking you're not made to love, you're not made to be treated well, you're just a trash that people should throw their things on and move.But it's not true, I deserve love, I deserve time, I deserve respect. I don't owe any kind of explanation to anyone for why am i so much demanding, Becuase I am not , yes it's not a demand it's what i deserve, if I am giving you everything in love,I deserve hundred percent of it back,not only fifty. Why would i be happy on half? I deserve everything i want, but unfortunately i will never be able to ask for it because I love the people who do this to me and asking things like these hurt their HEART.
And i really am SORRY for MYSELF and the LIFE i choosed to live. ;)