Blue Notes (3)
Theme: Distant Memories
Date: 7th Aug, 2021
If only I existed in the subconcious of your mind, like you do mine.
I would place the smell of rose petals right next to the portrait of you I have in my head.
So you'ld remember to breath when next your thoughts are flooded.
I would erase the feeling of sunlight and touch from your skin and expose you to the cold, so you'ld have to experience it all over again, but this time with me.
I'll help you polish the mental image you have of yourself past perfection but leaving out your flaws because they're perfect already to me.
Maybe tamper with the spelling of your name a little bit flipping it to 'Amino' which is an acid that forms protein in the human body.
Then sit back, gazing at you with a smile on my face while you piece it back together.
I'ld shut the doors to your thoughts & fears and open the windows of your heart, to enable you see the beauty all around you.
So, you would just have to look through to see the color hues.
Lately, I realized that our existence can only be mirrored in the memory of others, and my favourite memory is the reflections of your smile. Damn, they're beautiful.
Expecially the sirenic tone of your giggles, they drive me crazy.
I'ld selfishly hide countless pieces of me in your favourite love songs, so you'ld think of me and maybe laugh a little about how weird and vurnerable I am being right now.
I won't breed any false thought of the things I discover myself because they're false until you tell them to me yourself.
So, do not worry about me invading your privacy because i'ld never violate them.
I'ld immerse myself into the deepest shadows of your unconscious mind, and i'ld slip these lines into your nightmares, so when next you face your demons, you'll know that someone somewhere loves you completely and unconditionally.
And maybe i'ld place butterflies in your stomach to make you smile whenever you look up to the sky and see how you light up my world.
Hmm... If only I existed in the subconcious of your mind for a day, you'ld be obsessed about yourself too.
Do have a beautiful day.
xoxoxo... I miss you.