It was two in the morning or three
A call from an unknown number hit me up in the middle of the hour...with a blurry eyes I swiped my fingers through the green flash, answered the call saying
"Hello, who's this?" . I couldn't hear anyone replying back. A strange silence prevailed..my harmones developed a feeling so unusual..like what if the night was drunk and the stars were intoxicated.
I soon sensed it was him. I could hear him breathe...but what if it's someone else. I was dying for him to utter his first word.
"Mia" he said ..in a soft masculine voice.
Rubbing my hands against my cheeks, I lifted my head up. My stomach dropped. The temperature around me sharply fell and all the hairs in my hand started to stand on end.
His voice was my weakness
I've always loved that
Those were hypnotic.
Today I heard that sound again
After 5 long months
Like a crack on the frozen lake
A crack that's gonna let the water flow
My lost love was lost in love again?
Only if he could read it through my eyes
What my lips could not say
He would know what it felt like
When I heard his voice
The voice that follows my heart like a flame
I couldn't post a reply
I couldn't think
I couldn't breathe
mind going numb..
Oh how all these emotions crumbled my heart
I remember talking to your pictures
Reading our old conversations
Which would never be the same like before
Lost through my senses
Something called me back to my reality. Yeah it's his hypnotic voice again.
"Mia ,you there?"
My body was momentarily revived with a rush of adrenaline. Heart beat rising, Mind flooded with curiosity, wanting to know why he turned up suddenly today ?
Opened my mouth to reply but then my temporary happy heart froze again realising that the call hung up. Suspended in stillness that existed outside of the physical reality I was waiting for a mystery to dissolve this into nothingness just like anyother dream. But looking at the call log I knew it was real.
An answered..no conversation phone call made me to lose the little strength I gained. Feared me to go to the starting point. Yet
I wanted to call him back.
I wanted to tell him that I'm still in love with him..that I cherish his every piece of joy and beauty.
Piercing my heart and burning my soul into ashes
I too had a dream to conquer a space in your heart but you decided to flee.
There was one thing..
That kept ringing on my mind..
I lost myself again?
Or I have gained you.
Either way I'm not gonna let this eat me for one more time.