#shizukanobita

39 posts
  • dear_comrade 14w

    Today, I wish to tell you something for everything that connects me to you, for every moment that we have spent together, for that togetherness that you have always nurtured me with, for all those dreams that we have seen together, for this heart of mine, which beats for you, for that smile that adorns my lips when I hear your name, for every bit of those poetries that I write for you, for every tear that drops every time your memories fill my mind, for every word of yours that makes my soul happy, for every inch of memory with which am surviving and shall sustain forever, thank you for making a better person out of myself, thank you for delineating the true meaning of love to me, thank you for connecting my soul to me, for showing me who I really am. I knew this moment would come to me sooner or later, but I didn’t really think it would be this quick.But through these moments now, I have well understood: how tough it is to forget someone or at least try it, how tough it is to try to erase someone’s memories from the mind and heart. And still every morning I put on my mask of pretention and smile. I won’t bother you anymore cuz I don’t want you to fall weak. Do not stumble or halt on the path of life you have chosen. But I want to say this to you: I am lost, am defeated, am breaking down every moment. May be am more than addicted to you.But maybe ….maybe you are happy… maybe you are happy without the person who’s dying from within without you…you are happy without that person to whom your smile is a morning sunlight…you are happy without the person whose evenings flush with your smiles…you are happier without the person who loves you till the square of infinity and back…and am happy if you are happy…how does it bother if my smile isn’t still on my face…how does it bother that I stay awaken and cry alone every night…how does it bother that my tears fall on your smiling pictures…but am all happy cuz you are happy…I have lost myself from this world, from my love…and maybe from you…maybe I have lost you…there’s no hope of your being mine within the remnants …

    Ur angel♥️��Nair ji
    #Shizukanobita #��#����#��#����#
    #fake friends forever #force marriage always#liar win every day #worst people most happiest

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    27/8/21♥️

    Ur angel

  • dear_comrade 32w

    Full peace in Caption it's you and I Together smile:")��

    Naah it's Only Dream ��
    Hating you Best season For me Darling ♥️
    @Writersnetwork @mirakee @loveneetm @writerstolli #slowly#panda#Shizukanobita

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    can't give it caption

    You're my life first post !after written Thousands of letters floating on the Dead inside I still can't give it caption
    ©dear_comrade
    21/4/21

  • dear_comrade 29w

    #shizukanobita #Sripandanewpost#miss someone Badly#how can live happily with calmness, if heart bleed for someone ����
    #EkDin routey routey maut ajaney hai
    #Shizuka#nobita ��������like and
    Repost it's giving hope for new day write and live

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    Wanna feel you again and again mylove.

    I draw my paint brush on canvas,
    Brush WritE Love,
    Love Write your name,
    Your name Write my bluSsing Era!
    Era write painful sleep less night!
    Sleep less night write pain!
    Pain write uncontrollable tears!
    Tears write uncountable Emotions!
    Emotions wanna Hug you tight atonce in whole life!
    Whole life not Enough to unlove you!
    Unlove you it's next level pain wrote the following path!
    Path asked for forgiveness!
    Forgiveness asking for forsake the hell of suffering pain of hurt,
    Who wanna let it go outside on the highway...
    Jump high!
    Hey you listen na I want hate you.
    Either let's smoked together bundle of cigarettes...
    Love me atonce like forever darling love .
    My Rockstar, my Favorite Person .
    I'll be smile atonce like for Ever .
    My Angel don't Bite my Heart it's bleeding
    Naah I fire on
    Your few sentences you told me!
    I still making Everyday Highliting
    With my bleeding Tears .
    Yes my Favorite person, the Who I want My life first Rose from the one who care me like a new bornBaby
    And kiss me like his responsibility!
    And love naah he don't show infront of anyone!
    Not even infront of me!
    He only hide his love for me and that thing make him Devil!
    Cuz he kill my vibe,
    He cutting my precious wording the one who I said on the Every weekend next morning on his neck!
    Duffer turn into devil! And
    After that Rockstar call me you're my Angel
    ....he kicked after cutting my Hours tune for I make with metaphor and phrases both bonding like a water and mud you can't see clarity... Shit nothing now Hurt me more than your not presence with me ...
    Chean Lou Tujko ki khudko tur dou....
    Kya karrou... Ghutou Aur ki marr Jaou ❤
    Kill my needling heart !16/5/21
    Farheen_dreams
    ©dear_comrade

  • dear_comrade 39w

    I Am a silent city in the crowded of people.
    Tell me what is the loneliness,
    Tears make me confident on my smile��
    I don't know about loneliness!
    Even I don't want my shadow with me!
    Don't asked me why I talk like this!
    I can't able to describe !if I telling you!
    You should cry DarLing❤
    I talking to myself when I running on the highway while silent screeming!
    Don't be surprised i'm not sad i just don't feel happy now!

    ..........മാലാഖ

    Khamosh sa shaher hou.
    Loggou sa bahrey bhedd mein.
    Batou mujha akela pan Kya houta hai!
    मेरी मुस्कान पर आँसू मुझे आश्वस्त करते हैं!
    Mujhko nahi pata akelapan ka!
    Mujhko tou Meri parchaey ka Sath Bhi nahi chahiya!
    Matt Pochna Kyu Aishi Batey kahi!
    Agar meina bataeya tumko... Tum rou dougey
    Jaana ❤
    Tanhaeyou ka Kya hee pata mujhko mein
    Khud mein hee Batey kiya phirta Na khatam hona waley rastou pae!
    Haran Matt hona uddas nahi hou.
    Bs ab khush rahna ka Mann nahi hai""!
    Bs yuhi..... ��
    ©dear_comrade
    #Writersnetwork#writerstolli#Shizukanobita#8/3/21#Happywomensday#PandaNewpost��❤��#myfirstwishijustreceivefromDarlinghate#dear_comrade#Shizuka#nobita@farheen_dreams#Birthaypost#ldr#Doremon#pain#silent#crynight#2kdream #picture credit The married woman web series✨������

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    I'm Silent cried in crowd

    ©dear_comrade
    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 44w

    More than a precious diamond or mylife or anything else.
    A letter To my Soulmate :Dear_comrade
    "IF" he Die gonna soon....
    Ohhh my love.
    I have Dying Everyday waiting for you Darling ♥️
    Darling Don't afraid I'm in love with you.
    My love I hate you coz I love you unconditionally Forever without you!
    I'll love you beyond the infinity.
    My love... I Hate you like no one Hate you.
    Dammit you kill me.
    Each And every second...My Heart still Beating, I Think he Missing me ❤
    How I Express my love for you.
    My Entire life I Thought someone come in
    My life to make me special...
    I always Dreaming someone come.....
    And if we both gonna falling in love.
    With eachother Eyes....
    Then I'll kiss so Truly like we never want that kiss
    Again....
    It's our Precious Emotion....
    We get it in a minute.
    For life Time happiness.
    Ohhhh my Dear comrade.....
    You come in my life.....
    Ohhhh my love.....
    You come in my life....
    And Instantly my Heart Reminds me.....
    Yes he's one....
    The one I all Year wait....
    During scream.....
    With wet Eyes....
    Ohhhh my love
    You come in my life but you can't....
    Falling love with me....
    And I falling love with you.
    Again and again.....
    And we can't kiss....
    Coz you want kiss another Girl....
    Coz you want falling love with That fake bitch
    Who playing with you...
    Hide and seek....
    Dammit you need that bitch who...
    Play with you....
    And go for playing with another guy....
    Dammit you Don't want see me....
    You can't want love me....
    She leave you, gave you all hurt after 40 Day's
    And I'm here millions minute only with you ��
    And I still waiting for you....
    It's being 365 days.....
    It's being my Thousand Enocent Tears....
    It's my Million Time falling with you...
    It's my 365+120 nights without sleep....
    How Scarey it's sit on The bed....
    But can't sleep....
    Coz Every body particle calling your name...
    My love ❤
    Come back with me.
    Baby I wait for you.
    I want with you my Every passing Day's.
    Baby you know that I Refuse...
    Every Boy who gave me Parposal.
    Baby you now....
    I'm not Bad.
    I'm purely pure....
    No one come in my life....
    Even I don't gave any one Right...
    You know that baby ...
    Soon I gonna Hospital for my long
    Treatment.... Every one throught about me....
    And Even know that I'm Damm sick..... ����
    And I soon gonna Heaven....
    Ohhh my love....
    Happy na I'm Pagal......
    Haha.... I'm sick.....
    Baby I Pagal for you sick with major Health issues..
    Baby I know after your accident na....
    You also gonna heaven....
    Ohhhh my love....
    I'm falling love for you Every day again and again......
    Baby ��I Die here....
    ................................................................you gonna die There....
    I Don't want Tolerate Distance that time.
    Baby I have Idea..
    Pls come in my city....
    With your Royal Enfield....
    You drive and I sit back Grap you tightly in my hug.
    Baby Ride bike full in speed...
    I wish we together in same sec falling love For Eachother. Sukoon it's ♥️
    Then you know that baby.... You stop bike....
    Then we kiss .
    Baby you know that what happened next with us...
    You again start Rideing bike....
    Then one Truck just boom....
    Hit our Royal Enfield.....
    And we fall in Mid Rood.....
    Our head bleeding.....
    Our hand with eachother hand....
    You kiss me again we cry together....
    We smile together....
    We whisper Eachother eyers I love you Unconditionally forever.
    Beyond the Infinity mylove.
    Then love we Die together na then
    ♥️our soul met .
    ��������
    Shizuka♥️Nobita my✨soulmate✨God gift!
    ശരിയാണ്l♥️veനിലവിലുണ്ട് അവൻ സ്നേഹമാണ്
    പ്രിയ സഖാവ്
    ആയിരക്കണക്കിന് കത്തുകൾ ഉള്ളിൽ മരിച്ചവരുടെ മേൽ ഒഴുകുന്നു
    ബുള്ളറ്റ് ബൈക്ക്
    But I can't able to see ur dead infront ofmy Eyes
    I dEad in your hug!
    My Allah safe you Angel✨♥️

    I'll love you until the My last breath!
    And my soul love you millions years more ♥️
    And one happy Thing I recently know that he also love me unconditionally he just little distracted but "HE Realized I'm his True love"♥️����
    I'm so in love with you you can't Even imagine.
    Nothing precious for me. Only you Everything atlest for me Miss u more .
    Yes I'm not perfect but I always smile perfect with you my dear_comrade. Mine.. I'm only yours nobita always smile like a Heaven ��♥️
    So hear I put some his text he send me from hospital.
    Miss u more ��എന്റെ��
    Wanna write hear all his text!but it's only For me.

    Timing..... Heart saying Everything.
    I Can't able to love another one...

    Note......write last year on September♥️Still felt same so post Time : 1/2/21#postFebruary #Birthdaymonth #Birthdayqueen ��♥️��
    എന്റെ കുഞ്ഞ് സ്നേഹിക്കുന്നു#Shizukanobita♥️
    #ShizukaNobita#Missing You until the My last breath #Mine#Shootingstar��#Baby#love#LdR
    #panda#Nobita#shizuka#English#poetry#prose
    Tagged your Friends. .....I Think last few post hear my! I just want Red Heart and yours support that's it. ��❤Repost I want spread my letter.
    Post afrer six months! Show some support.

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    If he gonna die.
    I'll be Die with him. We're forever! ♥️


    ©Dear_comrade
    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 69w

    New write-up hopefully on Feb I'll post
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    ഞാൻ നിന്നെ സ്നേഹിക്കുന്നു"♥️
    నేను నిన్ను ప్రేమిస్తున్నాను'♥️
    انا احبك.♥️
    मैं तुमसे प्यार करती हु!♥️
    I love you unconditionally .♥️
    seni seviyorum♥️
    te amo♥️
    I call you my love in seven language, you're mine in my seven life! ��
    I only truly loving you Jaan, I can't able to see another one my lover! You reserved that place... No one replace you. I kiss you before last breath of my beating heart ♥��
    Shizukanobita♥️ ♥️
    ♥️Open letter For you dear_comrade��
    Read Every stanza can you feel my pain
    #♥️#Mine#Jaan#Baby#Ican't#ableloveagain
    #YourRose#Yourpanda#Nobitashizuka♡7/8/20
    ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#lastPost
    A letter to Me :- my Dear_comrade����������
    Dear I appreciate you in very manner Way :-
    You just Great Pyramid infront of His hate for you and you still Love Him infinity and beyond the Universe,yes I'm waiting for you Baby and I know that my sickness not allowing me to put more strees on me, Whenever I miss you badly,
    I felt weaknesses, anxiety.... Blood in my Eyes,
    I had Breathing problem ! and Low Blood pressure Health issues!♥️after miss you Badly
    It's Difficult to Take another Breath!
    I just countinously Punch My hand on the wall
    After see Blood in my fingers Across my wrist touch Red Blood like Red Rose ,your Rose in pain dear_comrade . I can't describe how much Pain in my Heart Bleed without you♡Then I stop Punching And Hurt me, coz missing you more Painful that's why I Hurt,I Gave pain myself
    Damm it's painful!
    I want to talk to you only few minutes!
    But you Busy for killed yourself for someone ,shit
    Again I'm Attached to you!
    I know that soon you no more ��
    You should Be stay safe and Healthy for me na Dear_Rockstar my!
    The Day also I'm No more Baby!
    I know that someone leave you,
    You're my Everything, I know Everything about you without your told me!
    Baby please Don't gave punishment yourself, for few Days spend with her!
    I'm still stand where you Left me alone. ♥
    ♥♥♥♥♥♥my last night Talk for myself ♥♥♥♥♥♥
    I Think I'm never forget you!
    But Everyone say me forget that person!
    But how and why I forgot my favorite voice!
    How I forgot my Favorite person Picture ?
    My one of friend told me pls close your Eyes and just lose him from your mind!
    But Doll how I lose him... When I close my eyes na
    He's Already there like Crystal clear image on my Eyes! Yes you Shizuka Best friend♥️Yes he's all Time in my Heart ♡ !
    I can't forget my innocent Tears!
    Who falling Down for see him!
    I Can't afford to lose you Baby! ♥
    But Everyone Hurt from me.
    All are saying I'm your well wisher! How and why?
    If Everyone my well wisher so why I forgot about my Smile, my Happy Day's, my innocent love for him.
    Why Everyone falling our happiness on me!
    Without knowing on me Every pain falling down.
    I Don't want for another one I send My Heart Emoji!
    I Don't want I awake all night for chatting with anyone!
    I Don't want lose his memories in my Heart.. :(
    Pain ful but it's my life Harsh Reality I'm not able to love second person.... I always Truly love him that's my life Next level pain! ����
    All night I cry hard and remain our Passing Days when we're smile Together!
    I fill pillow in my mouth coz if papa asked me why you're cry in midnight after 3:am
    I have no answer that's why I wait for you and try to console myself alone!
    ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♥️♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
    I Promise you Baby I forget you
    After Three Thousands Day's!
    Because jaan I love you Three Thousands ❤
    And I'm Damm sure I'm not love someone else.
    Truly like I Truly love you !
    And no one love you like I Truly And Honestly love you . I miss you Badly Baby, and you know tat I only call you Baby in this Whole World ♥
    That's why love need for wait for his come back to me na Baby!
    And yeah I love another one but the another one is your Baby Girl your Daughter .
    Yes Baby I forget you na after three Thousand's day's Either I prefer forget you my last morning♥
    You know tat why I forgot you after 3 Thousand's Day's coz I falling love with you after meet our Third minutes ago ! Shit I Do Truly love an a man who Still in our past... Dammit I'm wrong here.
    Okay fine I'm still waiting for you Baby!
    I found you in my Heart after third minutes.
    First minute after meet you see me!
    Second minute we connected Truly and unconditionaly...
    Third minutes I saw Mistakly in your innocent Eyes ♡ and fairy falling in love with your innocent Heart ♥
    ♥ya jism kisi ka bhi hou jaey Rohh par Sirf tumhara hakk Hai!,Sukoon tha app♥
    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
    My sunshine you're, my Favorite voice is you♥️
    The person first follow me here, who Unfollow me last still he's my Favorite person! His one ����following Forme like Billion people appreciate ♡������He's sunshine That's why he's not withme
    Someone love you Don't know how precious you're, Can I Kiss your Eyes just once! Baby.
    Yes Baby I promise to you I Forgot you after Three Thousand's Day's of mylife... Before I just want to Die with you jaan����I'm proves that love is Beautiful unconditional Feeling's Don't need to be a relationship yes I'm sure I'm Truly Bless that's why I meet you in my life. it's painful we're not Together But thaNks for Angel who gave some memories In my Heart and my face it's smile and your pictures in my Heart ❤����
    #myDear_comrade#canwemeetatonce#waitingformybAbyBoy#1k#2kdream#YoualwaysinmyHeart
    #jaan#Baby#mine#Shizukanobita#pain#Hurtlikeahell#missing#myscars#Tears#loveThreeThousand
    IN picture Everything Withme, you withme, You wear my Favorite Black shirt and you gave me my favorite Red Rose������and our moon with us����Sorry forme! It's Only Dream project panda
    Your Sincerely Farheen :,(

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    I forget you after Three Thousand's Day's I Promise you MYlove ♡

    ©farheen_dreams
    ©Shizukanobita
    ©farheen_Nair
    ©dear_comrade

  • dear_comrade 70w

    #last !@farheen_dreams AliSiddiqui��dreams��fairy��#Panda#Rose#Shizukanobita ki
    Happy Raksha Bandhan!
    Happy Brother Day!
    Happy friendship Day!
    Happy for all! Sorry I'm mis all Day But today's how could be I mis Coz it's a Brother sister Bond
    Day so I Can't afford to skip this Morning! ��❤
    ------------------��-------------------
    Happy Raksha Bandhan :- my Dear Brother
    A love Between a Brother and a sister is one of the deepest and noblest of human Emotions -❤
    Raksha Bandhan is a specific occasional bonding Thread -------��------around her brother's wrist, prays for his long life and the brother reciprocates by offering her the gifts ����
    She loves the most *��*
    -----------��-------------------------
    Near or far my lovely wishes always will be with you zindagi #nalayak maera ��
    You're my RAKHI-------��
    R-Rock like our friendship bond
    A-accept me in your life
    K-kindness to the core of my Heart
    H-heartwarming presence with panda ��
    I- idealistic Relationship between panda and brother..... Hey listen Na I'm not Say but you both are very Beautiful and important Person's in my life that's all -----��-----Both know pretty much how I'm feeling those days I'm fully Lost ��but I Try Here but it's most Difficult Tasks forme ����panda want go ...ok that's it, I don't want argue about this so yeah I'm here more!
    Happy Now... So you both must be smile ����❤
    --------------��------------
    Brother Thank you for Everything..
    No words can Ever express how thankful I am to have you as my Dear_friend Dearest_Brothers ��
    -------❤��❤------------
    Although we are far...
    I cannot miss tying....
    My Pyaar on you....
    So sending this Rakhi your way ----��-------see its beautiful Na.... I made do it myself Na...
    Hope it fills your life with joy...#dear_Zindagi
    -----������your zindagi #your fairy want to say something please Don't leave me Na ����
    Through out these year's you have done so many Things forme!
    How much you care, I may not say it Every Day but I admire you a lot.
    I feel Richest girl name Love ��
    To have a Brothers like you...
    Happy Raksha Bandhan Brother ji ��
    -----------��-----------
    Rakhi is a perfect time to tell you just how much special both of you, are and how much mean to me.... Wishing you peace, prosperity & success on this.... Many your wishes come true and many each of your day's be filled with joy and smiles too zindagi ❤
    @spike_lucilfer@dopalkizindagi
    Humna apna hath Sa banaeya Rakhi ��see Bhai Kitni pyarey hai Na hamari taraha ����
    @spike_lucilfer ya Hai maera chotha bhai Maeri zindagi Maeri khushi..... Kya bataeya kitna pyaar Kartey Hai uskou ha bs Future Mae iska Jaisa son chahiya Humko ����#Future plan's haha ��
    February Mae maera birthday ka baad Avinash sa milla tha yahi... Pata hee nahi chala raat bhar jagkar masti karna... Sabki band bajana masti karna..... Sath Mae apna cruse ki batey Karna... Ya tabhi bhut khash hou gaey!
    Hum post jaldi nahi Kartey but nalayak ki baat hou tou kaisa bhul saktey hai yes he's my Brother and he's unreplaceable ❤����
    #MybabyBoy ❤����
    @dopalkizindagi ya Hai hamara barey Bhai... I mean Brother jiiiiii��
    Inhouna hamara comment box Mae Aisha kuch likha Jaisa inkou hamara Dard mahsus hoa... And then again and again support me and care me like he's my best Brother.... He's so pure Hearted person I meet in my whole life... And I'm the first who meet very firstly and then he make more friends here but I'm only one Guriya Rani.. Doll na I'm for my bhaiyou.... Bhai aap bhut cute hou aur accha hou Aisha hee rahna.... Bhut care Kartey hou app hamari....
    End of the day Thank you brother of mine ��
    Bhavish Bhaiya and Avinash Pikachoo (。’▽’。)♡(♡˙︶˙♡)☜☆☞٩(๛ ˘ ³˘)۶♥(๑ơ ₃ ơ)♥
    Happy Brother day bhai ♥♡♥
    #Note :- Both Brothers I want Teady bear and �� and chudiya ♥ yummy ����������������
    And I want happy and Blessed life with someone you know tat who's So plss Pray for me!
    And happy Raksha Bandhan... All day brother day.... All day our so if we want something so just make it special Everyday Na ♥������❤��
    #Spike_lucilfer#Farheen_dreams#Dopalkizindagi#siblings#onlineFriends#zindagi#Brother#Sister#Mine

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    Raksha Bandhan
    My Best Brother in this Universe




    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 70w

    #HappyFriendshipDay My second family
    But not Happy for me!
    I disconnect with my treasure of friendship that's all !??????❤#Shizukanobita#Jaan#Baby
    .........2/8/20.......Everyone left me and it's necessary you also left me,I hate Word of friendship coz he killed me before he call me Friend
    #yourpanda #miss you Nobita #lastpost
    Yahi tou Taklif hai Na #maeraDost ����������

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    Jaan ♥

    Sabna sath chorr Diya!
    Tera bhi jaana jarroori tha kya!
    Nafrat hougaey hai Dosti sabad sa!
    Tera maera katal karna ♥ Aey Dost kahna ka baad jarrori tha kya!
    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 71w

    #Shizukanobita#Sripanda#MissyoulikeHeaven
    #Waitngforyouuntilthemylastbreath#Jaan#Baby only for your Heart I want to be Smile Again !����#love is like cigarettes Eventually it's kill you At the last point of life !��������22/7/2020

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    It's killing me ♡

    Whenever you Miss Her, then you start smoke!
    What I Do next when(Everyday) I miss you!
    I can't Smoke cigarettes na!
    I started smoke my Pain with Tears who constantly scream your name Baby
    Then I sleep after 4:am
    How Hard all night without sleep only crying with cold Tears!
    ©farheen_dreams
    ©dear_rose

  • dear_comrade 72w

    #Shizukanobita#Nobitashizuka#Miss you��
    #Sorry but I Can't !#I want our SmilingFaces infront of Eachother��❤��18/7/2020 ��
    #Positiveone ! I'm not Negative OK na#YourRose

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    You Don't know na, that you're my Heart♥ Sketch By Allah .

    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 74w

    #Shizukanobita always Happy together ❤����
    #Nobitashizuka#Depression#offline

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    That Time I only love you,
    And then my Funereal Bed.
    Firstly I only need you
    Secondly I Need my coffin .
    If you want Death for someone I'll be Die with you♡♥
    Can you Help me mylove Die with you.
    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 75w

    #Depression��#ShizukaNobita#Missing You until the My last breath #Mine#Baby����#My health not gud that's why I'm not active ,Sorry
    #Nobitashizuka#offline

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    My Dear Everything ♡
    ©dear_comrade

  • dear_comrade 75w

    #Shizukanobita#nobitashizka��#depression
    #I'm Nothing But you're My Everything Nobita you pls always with me na, jaan I need you being with me.�������� note Dear_comrade you want my happiness Na I swear I'm never smile by Heart ♥

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  • dear_comrade 77w

    #Sripanda#Rockstar#Bff#love#Shizukanobita❤������#I wrote Many letter's for you but still all are unsend ! I Only Need you Pagal❤#I Need yourcare #I Needyour❤Baby��
    My farwall post with my siblings.

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    My Rockstar!

    I'm not cry ,Just falling down Red Blood IN my Eyes .
    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 77w

    Don't forget Me Na,Mine Baby.
    Can you miss me atonce like Forever♡♥️


    It's Not your mistake❤
    It's my fault I'm not Enough for
    Loveable & not Your first one !
    Every one told me your Heart too beautiful,
    Also you're So Beautiful like fairy but I felt without you like I'm not look Beautiful,
    Coz you're My Beauty whenever I'm With you I felt I'm most Gorgeous Girl in this world :)
    But love one Thing I want to say I'll be with you... Whenever you need me.
    I'll be Wait for you jaan❤ Being with Me.
    But I'm Still waiting for yours IN my life with my all Hearts...
    My Eyes IN pain all Night
    after screemed for you.
    I have no Rights on you to call you love.
    But you're my love..
    Last year after Talk To you first Time,
    I'm falling IN love with you.
    your name shining in my eyes corner
    Saw my Eyes crystal Cleared I write your name
    My love,
    I felt for you sorry Baby, I'm not able to your first one,
    But I promise to you I'm make sure I'm your last forever.
    Baby Don't make Distance with me, I'm dying
    Yes it's sound to old and fake for someone die for someone but I sware of mY ♥
    I'm Already totally No more...
    Just Breathing, Coz in my eyes your name smile some times, it's called our memories...
    Ohh my gosh it's to Cold days with my pillows, my pillow know Everything about you love, pillow Hate me coz I gave black scars on the pillow... The Tears to salty and creepy for pillows.. But I Have no choice to Express my Hurt and all pain...
    Yes I'm in love with Alone.
    Pls gave me permission to Lived with you coz you'r most Happiest person sound withme,
    And yeah I'm one of Millinion percent sure I'm only smile Being with you❤. I Need you Being with you Na Baby
    I'm still stand on the Highway where you left me.
    But I'm IN midroad where Eveyone..
    See me on our bad eyes,
    Why you left me,
    Everyone checkout me..
    I'm weepy like Little Baby without you..
    Don't leave me Na.
    I Grap you Tightly IN my heart ♥.
    I'll be Grapped you, IN my Arms, and you'll Be Grapped Me IN your Hug, I'll Be wait for that Day... Come soon withme na, I'm crying without you na Baby :(
    I'm your Red Rose na, but without you I'm faded Rose
    If someone see me again in our bad throught.
    I fall down on the Highway Bridge.
    12/6/2020F♥️S
    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 95w

    #ShizukaNobita#Missing You until the My last breath #Mine#Shootingstar��#Baby#love#LdR#babywannalove#Teddylover#last#day10#Repost #sorry guys it's long post it's take your time...****
    A young girl who saw lots of bad days in our childhood... For what...
    Coz she was younger one in our family...
    I always listen that things for everyone told the younger one always so lucky and treated like a special... As a favorite child...
    But I said no it's not always true....
    Sometimes family situation not allowed to carry the youngest one the special and a favorite one...
    She's born when his mom facing very serious health issues... And those days siblings also so young...
    So that time zoya born... His mom always in a bed.. Like a sleeping beauty... Like a snow-white.... And her prince sitting beside hold her hand and talked many hours... With our moist eyes...
    It's called a true love... It's so difficult days but the man never let alone our queen...
    And also try to care our children's... But it's so difficult for new born baby atlest stay away 2 months with our mom...
    Her father also great responsibility on his shoulder...
    His father was a Iron Man....
    He carry our job in a gud ways...
    That's why he was successful in our life...
    He gave enough time to our love..
    Our children... But his times so many ways contribute... Firstly care our unhealthy wife...
    Care and love our children...
    Gave enough time to our engeenering.......
    It's take gud time and study...
    But zoya father successful to care and love all things...
    Either our last child # I wanna said extra child...
    Yeah.... Unwanted child...
    Even the baby birth time before and after so much difficulties...
    His father go our job...
    Her mumma sleep all day...
    Coz she was take lots of medicine...
    The medicine take long sleep like seventeen to eighteen hour....
    Siblings go for school for our studies...
    Think about the new born baby...
    How badly days on her...
    Whenever I think that my eyes just moist...
    She was fully neglect...
    Ignore... Received lots of less care...
    Less love....
    It's no one mistake... His luck are not so gud...
    I don't know what I say... Either the circumstances and situations are not gud for her ...
    New born baby cry for our hungarness....
    Cry for our hungarness of lack love...
    The cry for hungarness of lack care...
    She received little care...
    Little love...
    The new born baby under in our little (jhoolna )A bed... Has a four wall coz baby can't move anywhere don't fall in the floor.
    No one with her to care new born baby...
    Feed the baby...
    Love the baby...
    It's so cruel days...
    Oh my God... How I described the baby pain
    But she was happy coz she accepted all life realities... And do our best for ourself and our family... After few years she was four years Noughty Cherries type of girl....
    The year she again going on bad days... Her mumma hospitalise for forty days...
    The days zoya never be forgotten...
    His Papa most of times with our wife... In hospital..
    Either with our elders children..
    And gave our time our job....
    The zoya all day alone in our home...
    ♥ :(she just take mumma dupatta (cloth) and go our room grapped dupatta with our soft hand so tight mumma...hug so tightly inheal our mumma smell....hugg so much tightly...
    Sleep with our moist eyes... :)
    She really deserve most beloved...
    But she always feeld unlovable....
    Yeah she was guilty for birth she never received love in any form...
    Ohh it's difficult to describe her feelings to in words fully heart broken...
    (Thought about little baby how's she growing up in our most important days even now's a days as a same like childhood)
    Difference is that that time she have no one as much care she wanna .....now she care all coz her shoulder family responsibility.... But still she is Deep grapping on our hand dark loneliness ...
    She was now young lady still waiting for love ...
    (♥ she have a one special friend who care her....
    Even both are care eachother most... Both are together happy
    andsmile...♥)#SRipanda#Rockstar
    (♥ω♥ ) ~♪(sri❤farheen)(♥ω♥ ) ~♪
    #Shizukanobita#Nobitashizuka. My Baby you're ❤mashaallah ❤��
    She want love, care, support and she loudly and proudly said yes I want and I'm deserve it....

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    A short story..
    ♥ baby wanna love ♥



    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 97w

    #pandanewpost
    #Sripanda#jaan#baby#shizukanobita❤��
    ❤�������� Mine Baby Miss you ��❤��
    I came here in a black hole...
    Again I go black hole...
    Sorry I hurt you...
    I'm not wanna hurt...
    Forgive me...
    If you wanna...
    I'm bad...
    Sorry I'm hurt you
    I'm not mean it...
    Even it's a language difference...
    Misunderstanding...
    I punch my hand in a wall ...
    It's nothing to infront how I'm badly sorry
    I'm hurt most...coz I hurt you....
    Yeah I'm bad
    I go....
    I ruined everything just one minute...
    Our All happy & laments days...
    How's days goes on...
    We are always together...
    Try to gaving happiness eachother..
    Your happiness means a lot for me...
    Your smile most favorite Luxziress gift for me...
    I just want to we are happy with together :)
    It's time to leave everything...
    Less said...
    Less happy...
    Less think...
    Just sheat in the black hole...
    Beside mole....
    Sheat alone in darker room alone....
    Cried so much for that I lose...
    My special...
    How bad I'm...
    I gave you now my rights to spoiled my life...
    I knee down infront on you....
    I give you sword you kill me...
    I deserve all hate...
    Yeah deserve most hatE ...

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    I want leave writing ...
    It's my mistake to hurt you...
    Even I'm a mistake..
    I'm a big shit...


    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 97w

    #pandanewpost#Shizukanobita ♥️��
    #missing you my soulmate Nobita ������������

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    Still night...❤

    Last night it's to long...
    Still it's night..
    Night is a dark...
    It's so harsh...
    It's not like that..
    Night I'm leaving....
    My all night so smooth and shooting stars...
    But last night forme it's dark ...
    And harsh...Painful...it's hurting mask ...
    Even I'm not seen moon ..
    The most beautiful thing in night..
    Hurting each sec..
    Gaving tears in my soul..
    My eyes teary with a blood....
    Still it's night for me...
    Sorry I didn't want to wanna disturb you
    I just wanna be with you ...
    I just asked one thing...
    I'm irritating you...
    You don't wanna withme na...
    Yeah I'm not gud one...
    Yeah I'm no one favorite..
    Yeah I'm not special for you...
    Yeah I'm nothing..
    But atlest miss me...
    I'm not on you as a burden...
    I'm on you as a your smile... :)
    Please don't do that behavior...
    We are hurt deeply...
    We so soft hearted...
    Even we are not in a ...
    condition to lose eachother ...
    I hate that missundersting...
    That reason...
    You do this...
    It's so hurting you know na..
    But I wanna said you sorry...
    I'm not special...
    But you very special...
    I wish I also special
    ...................your shizuka :)
    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 101w

    #Shizukanobita#NobitaShizuka❤������Just random post like my mood swings... Today's my mood too romantic ��������
    ����

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    I wrote love letters...
    When I see your eyes
    25/12/19



    My eyes write love letters..
    Everytime ....when I look at your eyes...
    When I see you...
    I constantly start smiling like a idiot...
    My smile want to your happiness...
    My smile create poerty,
    Every word is true..
    My heart sends messages,
    Only your heart can feel..
    The assence of pure love...
    My soul feld tip.. relief having...
    Finally found what's real...
    I don't want gifts...
    Even I preferred gifts place... Your happiness
    I don't want lots of false compliments..
    I just want two.. Three compliments
    But when you only truely said...
    I want to spend time together...
    I want to be reason to be you're happy
    All time...
    I want Red roses.. ❤
    And chocolate to share with you na..
    And You'r with me...
    Happy together stay...
    I miss you like star miss the moon...
    Miss you baby,
    And whenever again we're read that's post
    I again missing you,
    And wanted to say I want to be reason to be a Happy with Eachother presence most ❤25/12/19
    Miss you baby
    ©farheen_dreams

  • dear_comrade 106w

    Aap kya insaaf

    App kya insaaf karrou gay hamari mohabbat ka...
    Mohabbat tou hmna Ki....
    Hai..
    Gunaah tou hamara Hai... your panda

    ©farheen_dreams