Shades of emotions
I loved somebody who could never be mine,
It was one sided and it was fine.
Nothing to complain, nothing to be sad about,
Just the fantasy felt so real that reality was a doubt
Learn from life and earn the striving hours
Train your brain to turn pain into power
But this vain and nonchalant stains and clouds,
And rains of doubts dubiously made me shout,
In silence, the loud violence was the only feeling I could arouse,
In my mind, i was counting on you to count me out,
And astoundingly you didn't fail to disappoint me throughout,
Now that you've gone, my mind no longer fiddles in and out.
I've become a cold person, I am so frozen,
My shoulders are boulders built out of dirt after a soul erosion.
In a motion I am the point when I stand still,
I ran so chill that even my blood can't spill.
Climbing mountains made of diamond doubts,
Sustainig till I get ahead of time and rest at the top,
I realized, If a bed full of roses ever did exist,
It would be hypnosis entering into an oasis of abyss.
Even if I wrote my calibre to the point I'm blank like out of sight,
I'm point blank, the magazines still won't work on my side.
Not logically or practically, but I'm supersonically creating my individuality,
No formalities, this normality is as real as a fantasy.
It's the reality where I'm heading for my dreams for success
Make them true and I won't truce or settle for less
I won't exaggerate but I will exasperate myself till death
And even on my death bed I won't rest.
Hold your horses till I get stable, as I get off topic off this table,
This poem is the cultural vulture that enables,
For you to decide what is what, and why is why.
It's all up to you to decide, whether this poem is wrong or right. It's all in you mind.