I was born dead
I never asked to be brought into this world...yet I was born,I never asked for anything so I was given nothing...I never wanted to be like this, but yet I am.
This world irritates me so much, that I wish I did not exist...but...... "I don't want to die" .
So I wanted to be someone and yet,I was no one... I wanted everything but was given nothing. I even wanted to live but it seems this world did not.
In this world I was not given a choice to be who I wanted, but why were others!!!. I was not given a choice to do what I want but, why were others.i was not given the chance to be happy ,but were others?
I have spent my whole life trying to be like others that I forgot "myself.i have read so many books about being successful that i "passed the time" to actually be. I spent so much time trying to get people to love me that I forgot to love myself.
I've asked myself self this question so many times why is life like this: why will dreams fall and others rise,why is everything has it is,and you know there were answers to that question:some say god, some: luck,fate and others: it's just life,'and no one can do anything about it. but, f*** it all, if I won't be what I want in life I'll just have to be outside. "Screw living".
Those where the very word's said in his head as he stood there... Staring down from the top of the building so long, that he could see the next town,he stood at the edge lifelessly, with the pain in his heart pouring out of him like a raging fire and tears from his eyes like a waterfall. and in his cold heart he said : my only regret is going through this mess people call a life...". I should have done it years ago at least it wouldn't have hurt knowing I did everything yet I still failed.
But at least I'll end this with my second